I am a big big girl

Proudly present by Solvien

Summary: Ever Since Draco has died, Ginny has been upset. Will this end good or bad. It's a song fic to the song; I am a big big girl. Hope you'll enjoy it and review.



I'm a big big girl, in a big big world It's not a big big thing, if you leave me But I do, do feel, that I do, do will Miss you much, Miss you much

Ginny walked along the empty halls of the Malfoy Manor. Draco had died months ago in the fight against the dark side. The rest had come back safely, but not Draco. Many had told Ginny to get on with her life, but she still strongly believes that Draco is still alive.

"Draco, you promised me that you will be back. You promised me that you will come back to me. But why did you break your promise?" Ginny cried out loud as tears flowed out of her eyes. Holding out the picture that she was clutching tightly, Ginny fingered it.

I can see the first leaves falling It's all yellow and nice It's so cold outside Like the way I am feeling inside

Memories flooded Ginny. She remembered the first time they met. The time she realized that the one she loved was Draco Malfoy. The obstacles and hurdles they went through before they could be together. She could remember nothing except the time they spent together. She missed him so much. She wished that he would be back once more and feel him against her.

I'm a big big girl, in a big big world It's not a big big thing, if you leave me But I do, do feel, that I do, do will Miss you much, Miss you much

"Draco, do you know how badly I miss you. Memories of other people can fade. But the memories of you don't. I want to forget you, but I can't bring myself to. Can you understand how I feel? Can you feel the pain? Won't you come back once again?" Ginny cried out loud.

Her teardrops fell onto the picture of Draco and more memories came flooding back to her. Screaming, she threw down the picture and ran into the master's bedroom.

Outside it's now raining, And tears are falling from my eyes. Why did it have to happen? Why did it all have to end?

As she lay in bed crying, she remembered the days they spent in the rain frolicking together, having water fights. How she wished she could go back to the days once more, the happy days she used to have. Though everyone was trying to separate them, at least, Draco was still with her.

She would rather she never met Draco on that fateful rainy day. If not, they might not have begun and all this would not have happened. But since it has all begun, why must it end? Why must it end in such a cruel way? Just when people are beginning to accept their relationship, he had to leave her. She didn't know why.

I'm a big big girl, in a big big world It's not a big big thing, If you leave me But I do, do feel, That I do, do will Miss you much, Miss you much

"Draco, won't you come back once again?" Ginny sobbed softly as she hugged the pillow tightly.

"I miss you so, Draco." Ginny said, burying her head deeper into the pillow. She used to remember that Draco once told her.

*If you ever miss me, just hug a pillow and bury your head deep into it and just pretend I am there.*

Ginny wished it would work, but it did nothing to curb her longing for Draco. Tired from all the crying, she fell asleep.

I have your arms around me Warm like fire But when I open my eyes You are gone

"Ginny, darling, I am back." A soft voice said from behind. Ginny turned around only to see Draco. Tears of joy flowed down her cheeks as she ran into his warm embrace.

"Draco, do you know how much I missed you?" Ginny asked him, cuddling him tighter. But all of a sudden, he was not there.

"Draco, Draco, where are you?" Ginny said, looking around frantically.

"Ginny, Ginny wake up." A voice said as the vision around her blurred. She opened her eyes only to see Hermione shaking her.

"Oh Hermione, I miss him, I miss him." Ginny said as she cried.

"Ginny." Hermione said, trying to comfort her.

I'm a big big girl, in a big big world It's not a big big thing, if you leave me But I do, do feel, that I do, do will Miss you much, Miss you much

After Hermione had left, Ginny sat at the window, looking silently as the rain fall. Questions crossed her mind. "Did Draco visit her in her dreams? Did he really come back for her? Is he alive or dead?" There was no answer. She wished Draco would be back. She didn't want him dead. She wants to be in his warm embrace once more.

"Draco Malfoy, I love you, and I will always miss you." Ginny said softly.

"I love you too Ginny." A soft voice said..

Well, well, that's the end of the story. It was meant to be a song fic. but of course, I could continue if you guys want me to. So should I? Oh, and please read and review. Thanks.