A/N: hey guys this is my new story, for all those who read my others i havent forgotten about them or given up on them ive just been really sick and trying to catch up all the work ive missed from school. since i'm going away(yay more work to catch up) for a few weeks i decided to upload chapter one and two of this story and see what sort of reaction it receives. hope you enjoy- xxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxx chezzybabe
DISCLAIMER: dont own gilmore girls or the songs in this fic sorri
Never Again!
I hope the ring you gave to her
turns her finger green
I read the marriage anouncement of Logan Huntzburger and his bimbo, Summer. I stood up and walked into 'our room'. I calmly packed all my clothes and jewlery. Next I made my way into the bathroom and removed all traces that I had ever been there from it.
I hope when you're in bed with her
you think of me
I made my way from the bathroom out to the living room. Thankfully there were still boxes around from where I hadn't thrown them out yet. I packed everything that was mine, all my cds, board games, dvds and some of his too in a big box or 4 and sealed it up. I moved it towards the door and began taking my stuff from the kitchen.
I would never wish bad things
but I don't wish you well
I 'dropped' a few of his precious plates in the process of cleaning out the kitchen. Then I moved to the bookshelves. His precious first editions in sight.
Could you tell
by the flames that burned your words?
I carefully took all of my books out and packed them with the most care into boxes which I then labeled. If a few of his precious book managed to get in to how was I meant to tell the difference? If a few of them accidently got ripped in the process was it really my fault?
I never read your letter
'cause I knew what you'd say
I cut the article and photo out of the newspaper. I walked to the wall and took a photoframe that held a picture of me and him in it. I took the photo out and ripped it in half before putting the anoucement in there. I hung it back on the wall and then proceded to rip the paper up into millions of tiny pieces.
Give me that Sunday school answer
tryin' make it all okay
I walked into the bed room and packed up my desk in the corner. Before I pulled out my phone and called the one person I could count on at this point.
"Hey kiddo whats up?"
"Do you think you could use your Hayden pulling power and get me an imediant transfer to Harvard dad?"
"I can try; will you need a dorm too?"
"Yes I will see if I can start there for the semester that starts in a week please dad"
"What happened kiddo?"
"It's a long story, I'll tell you when I get out there"
"Ok I'll get right on calling people"
"Thanks dad, I'll call mum"
"Have fun with that"
"One more thing dad"
"What is it?"
"Can you get a removel company to get my stuff and can I stay with you for a while?"
"Sure I'll call the school first, and then the removel company, I'll get you out of there by the end of the day"
"Thanks dad"
"Are you sure this is what you want?"
"Positive, I'll talk to you later alright"
"Ok bye kiddo" I heard him say before I hung up the phone.
Does it hurt
to know I'll never be there?
I calmly walked around and packed up the rest of my stuff that was strewn about.
Bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
I then took all my favourite pitcutes and swapped them with the photos he didn't like of me or us.
It was you
who chose to end it like you did
I grabbed my keys and walked out of the apartment on a mission.
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
I walked out of the complex with my head held high and made my way to the student store.
And don't say
you simply lost your way
I bought lots of permant markers, paints, glue and glitter before I decided to go to the library.
She may believe you
but I never will
never again
I jumped on the computer and made a few large posters with choice words written on them. I printed them and explained to the libarian that they were for a psycritry project.
If she really knows the truth
she deserves you
I walked over and using his card got 12 coffee's in thermo's. I smlied and then paid some hot guys to help me take them back to Logan's whore house.
A trophy wife Oh, how cute
Ignorance is bliss
I talked to the boys and explained to them what happened. They decided to help me rid my self of him, by helping 'pack' up his apartment. They insisted on not accepting money from me, but when I told them whose money it was they readily accepted it.
After paying the wonderful boys for their help I called mum. I explained what had happened to her and got some tips on payback. I took a minute and I thought about how happy his father would be, estatic at the choice in his son's wife. He will be the typical society bastard. He will screw around on her, she will screw around on him, only after they make a male heir to carry on the name to ensure it is really a Huntzburger, and only put on a happy face for company.
But when your day comes
and he's through with you
and he'll be through with you
I traced the choice words onto the walls and let my artictic side out. I added swils of colour and shapes making the words blend in effortlessly.
You'll die together, but alone
I took a break and lied down on 'our bed'. I felt under my pillow and found a card from Logan under it. I shook my head and got an evil smile on my face.
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
I quickly ran out and down to the post office on campus and grabbed a really nice card. I paid for it with the black card of his that he insisted I use so I didn't have to use mine.
Give me that Sunday school answer
repent yourself away
I filled it out in the post office and sealed it like I do all my notes to him, with a kiss on the join.
Does it hurt
to know I'll never be there?
I sped back to his apartment and decided to call dad and check in with what was happening.
Bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
it was you
I grabbed the phone and quickly dialed in dad's home office number.
Who chose to end it like you did
Gigi picked up like I knew she would and I got her to ask the questions to dad and she relayed the answers.
I was the last to know
you knew
All I had to do was wait for the removel company who were due to arrive within 10 minutes.
Exactly what you would do
And don't say
I smirked as I thought of all I could do within those 10 minutes or at least what I could start to do.
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
but I never will
never again
I wrote a quick note no Finn and taped it on the bottom of the last bottle Logan would go to when he discovered the truth. I marked all of his other bottles and begun mixing food colouring and water looking for the exact right shades.
Never again will I hear you
never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
I tipped all his alchohol down the kitchen sink.
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!
I then filled them back up to the exzact spot and put them back perfectly.
Does it hurt
to know I'll never be there
I let the removal guys in and told them what was mine. I told them that it doesn't matter if they accidently break anything other than my stuff in the apartment they wouldn't get anything less then what they were expecting. I told them to tell me what they break as long as it isnt mine and depending on what it was I'd pay them for doing it.
Bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
I told the guys where to take the stuff and that all expenses were on me, knowing that dad wouldn't mind.
It was you
who chose to end it like you did
I then went into my handbag and grabbed the bright read lipstick I had in there from the party I was dragged to by Logan the day before.
I was the last to know
you knew
I then walked into the bathroom and wrote little things on each of the shower tiled. Telling him exzactly what I felt, how much he had hurt me, that I was leaving and never wanted to hear from him again.
Exactly what you would do
and don't say
you simply lost your way
I smiled as I drew hearts and stars and flowers all dripping with blood in all the other free tiles, then with more permanat markers on the walls, roof, floors, windows, mirrors, doors and furniture. I thought about how he could just wash the lipstick off the tiles and went over it in apint and permanant markers then finally over it with a sealant.
They may believe you
but I never will
I then decided to get his siscors and have fun with his clothing.
I never will
I never will
never again!
After playing with his clothes I left my keys on the tabled and erased his name and number from my phone.
I erased Logan Huntzburger from my life. I smiled and skipped over to the pub so I could see and talk to the two decent boys and all the girls, knowing that they would be there by now.
"Reporter girl, aren't you here a little early? For you I mean?" Collin slurred.
"Guys can I talk to you all for a minute at once and can you all please listen, what I'm going to say is important" I said making them all gather around the table.
"No interruptions or I promise I will make this worse. I found out about Logan's little slut on the side, Summer Roberts, maybe you've heard of her?
I don't want your excuses or anything, I knew her at Chilton and she is still the same slut she was then I would put all the money I'm worth on it. I've moved out of Logan's and am leaving Yale, you guys have been great friends and I'll talk to you all soon.
If Logan isn't angry when he gets here then tell him to go to his apartment and he will be soon. Guy I will call you later tonight when I get to where I'm going" I said before turning to leave.
"If you don't comeback for a visit I will hunt you down and drag you back by your thumbs" Finn called.
"I'll be at the next event; I would only transfer to one of the 3 schools it accepts students from the grandparents wouldn't have it any other way" I smiled before
I slipped out of the pub, wiping the tears away and drove to the car park that was closest to the Yale daily news.
I told the news to Paris and said goodbye to the people who were there. I sent an email around that went to all the staff except Logan explaining that I would talk to them soon and see them at one of the rival games.
I hugged Paris one last time and gave her dad address and number before I left Yale, for good. I drove to the closest shopping center and went in and bought a whole new wardrobe.
Before I stocked up on the long drive essentials and drove to dads. I collapsed on my bed as soon as I got there not even bothering to take my shoes off. I crawled under the covers and fell into a deep sleep.
I awoke to the sound of my sister jumping on my bed.
"Gigi, I love you but get off and get me coffee" I whined.
"Okay!" was her peppy reply. The days were filled with fun and random activities from going on walks throughout the city, to sitting in bookstores reading. And I soon found myself moving in the last of my stuff to my dorm room.
I sat patiently in the common room and waited the arrival of my dorm mate. I watched as a pretty girl with long brown almost black hair.
She walked in and opened her door direction the boys that followed where to put things. I sat watching her waiting for her to notice that I was there.
After about half an hour I got bored and went to the kitchen part and made myself coffee. I drank it quickly and then made some more.
"Hey, did you know that there is a strange girl in your kitchen?" a tall boy with messy dark brown hair said staring me up and down.
"Who the hell are you calling strange?" I asked not wanting to take this shit from somebody I don't know after all that had happened in recent times.
"Unless there is somebody else in there, then you" he said taking a few steps closer to me making him about 2 inches away.
"Oi Mark, leave her alone" a female voice called.
"Hi I'm Aubrey Sims; I am guessing you're the transfer student from Yale. Ignore this tool, its just Mark, he doesn't know what he is on about sometimes and doesn't know when to shut his mouth" she said shaking my hand.
"I'm Rory Gilmore, actually Lorelai Leigh Gilmore but my mother is also called Lorelai so everyone calls me Rory" I smiled.
I was about to ask where the newspaper was stationed at, as I could only vaguely remember from before Yale when my phone went off.
"I left my heart to the sappers round Khe Sanh
And my soul was sold with my cigarettes to the blackmarket man
Ive had the Vietnam cold turkey
From the ocean to the Silver City
And its only other vets could understand" came blaring from my pocket.
I smiled and answered it in the usual way.
"About the long forgotten dockside guarantees
How there were no V-day heroes in 1973
How we sailed into Sydney Harbour
Saw an old friend but couldnt kiss her
She was lined, and I was home to the lucky land" I sang into the phone ignoring the strange looks I was getting from the rooms ocupents.
"And she was like so many more from that time on
Their lives were all so empty, till they found their chosen one
And their legs were often open
But their minds were always closed
And their hearts were held in fast suburban chains
And the legal pads were yellow, hours long, paypacket lean
And the telex writers clattered where the gunships once had been
But the car parks made me jumpy
And I never stopped the dreams
Or the growing need for speed and novacaine
So I worked across the country end to end
Tried to find a place to settle down, where my mixed up life could mend
Held a job on an oil-rig
Flying choppers when I could
But the nightlife nearly drove me round the bend
And Ive travelled round the world from year to year
And each one found me aimless, one more year the more for wear
And Ive been back to South East Asia
But the answer sure aint there
But Im drifting north, to check things out again
You know the last plane out of Sydneys almost gone
Only seven flying hours, and Ill be landing in Hong Kong
There aint nothing like the kisses
From a jaded Chinese princess
Im gonna hit some Hong Kong mattress all night long
Well the last plane out of Sydneys almost gone
Yeah the last plane out of Sydneys almost gone
And its really got me worried
Im goin nowhere and Im in a hurry
And the last plane out of Sydneys almost gone" we harmonized for the rest of the song. I stared laughing and took a few deep breaths to calm myself.
"So what's up boy why are you calling me?"
"Just wanted to make sure you got settled right a proper"
"And the real reason is?"
"I need you to do something for me"
"Okay what is it?"
"Find a girl names Aubrey Sims"
"Done"
"How did you do that so quickly?"
"She is my room mate?"
"Okay now pass her the phone"
"Hey Aubrey, Finn wants to talk to you seems important" I said passing her the phone.
"Hello?"
…..
"Oh hey Aussie"
…
"Yes she is"
….
"Okay and the point to this call is?"
……
"Ah that"
……
"I will"
…….
"Wasn't TJ meant to make the calls and arrangements?"
……
"I know but you know how hard it is to get in there"
………
"I know it would be better if we knew who the hell she is"
…………
"That too"
………
"Its fine, I'll do it"
……..
"Alright Aussie, I'll give her back, say hi to the boys and the girls for me" she said before handing me the phone.
"Do I even want to know?"
"LDB stuff" was his simple reply.
"Ok so then no. listen wonderful most amazing man in the world, if this gets back to,
MAC I'll drag you here naked by your ball sack and then run you up the flag pole"
"It won't get back to Logan love"
"Good, now I need to go and see the editor so I'll talk to you later"
"Goodbye love" he said before I closed the phone on him.
"Sorry about that, he worries way too much" I said apologetically.
"Its alright, that's just how Finn is most of the time" my new room mate smiled.
"I need to get to the newspaper, the editor is expecting me, can one of you take me, and I don't know how to get there" I said flashing my bambi eyes a little.
"Sure, Mark here is heading over there now; he is part of the paper too. Leave now, have fun, thanks to TJ I have to make a lot of phone calls" she said pushing us out the door.
"Sure I'll take her, no problem" Mark yelled into my now closed door. I smirked at his antics and held back a giggle.
"Are you going to yell at the door more or can we go?" I asked wanting to hurry up and get there.
"Oh sorry, let's go" he said smiling sheepishly. We talked a little about our lives on the way to the paper. Keeping to light topics like travel, friends and life ambitions. We walked in the paper and I was thrown back at how similar and yet completely different it was from the Yale daily news.
A/N: hope you enjoied, keep reading, the next chapter is already up xxxoxoxoxoxxx chezzybabe