GOKUDERA
I knew I was gay since a man in Italy had kissed me, it had been one of the most eye opening experiences in my life and I was sure I would always remember that kiss. That being said, the guy and I never even exchanged names, just walked away from one another like nothing had happened in the heat of the busy club. That being the case, my dating history was non-existent. I was the typical lonely gay man and I was fucking sick of it. So I started to fantasize about the other guardians. Not turf top because he would be anything but peaceful even in my thoughts, and not lambo because well, im not some fucking pedophile. Yamamoto was a frequent fantasy, as were Dino and even Mukuro had crossed my mind at one time or another, but Hibari? no. I never thought of him, until that is, today.
And damn did it work.
Soon Hibari was the number one hit in my mind. With his long lashes and jet black hair, blue eyes and pale skin. He was perfect. In every way and it made me want him in more then just fantasy. I started thinking of him as a love interest, wanted to be with him in real life. And before I knew it I was hoping I would run late to school just so I could see the man up close. Finally, I had had enough of my fantasy's and was ready to take action, and dammit I was going to get some! So I walked into the office of one Hibari kyouya, and took him by the collar, I could tell he was about ready to smack me so I said it. The one phrase that would work to my advantage and that would stop his movements, hopefully. I whispered "I want you."
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HIBARI
I want you. Thats all it took, just three words and my whole world changed. When he said them, I was incapable of resisting him. Or the pleasure he was offering, his silver hair in my face as we kissed, his stormy green eyes that appeared so lustful I nearly lost my breath, and his hands. How they traveled down my body like they were mapping out each curve and muscle. It was all to good, too perfect. I couldn't control myself and I couldn't resist.
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GOKUDERA
I let out a breathy laugh as his fingertips traced my spine, hurrying to my back side. His eyes held a heat I doubt anyone could duplicate or defy. I sure as hell couldn't. I smiled to myself as he licked me up and down, my chest, my nipples, my thighs and finally my member. I gasped as he took it into his mouth, the sensations over whelming me. His name left my lips again and again as I came hard into his mouth, while his fingers pressed into my body. I was about to lose my mind entirely, and then he entered me. And I knew there was no turning back. No getting away from this love. Because he was too good, too perfect, and the pleasure was daunting.
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When I woke up Hibari was sitting at his desk, looking drained and slightly annoyed and I had to smirk. Who knew the man actually worked? I had always thought he was too busy biting people to death, but no. there in front of him was a massive stack of paper work. He sighed and looked over to me, where I was laying on the couch, covered by his school uniform jacket. I smiled at him in my after sex high and he returned it, setting down his pen and coming over to me. He reached his hand down and touched my face in a gesture that was purely loving and it made me nearly choke on my own saliva. The look he was giving me was also very kind, almost too kind, and I could not help but smile up at him. He then leaned down and captured my lips with his own for a brief moment before he pulled away and again, smiled at me in what could only be described as love. I was about to speak when he did it for me.
"Hayato, you had better be serious about this, about us. I do not sleep with people I would not date, so... are you going to ask me out or what?" he said, his eyes slightly shy and his expression unreadable.
I smiled at him and nodded, watching as he let out a breath I did not know he was holding, and said,
"Ive wanted you for a long time now. You think id let this turn into a one night stand? Che. Im not like that either. So, go out with me kyouya?"
He smiled again, the breathtaking, heart stopping smile that he showed was amazing, I felt my heart flutter against my ribs as he leaned in and with a simple "yes" captured my lips again. Before whispering, "So round two?"
I smiled and bit his lip a little before nodding and leaning into him for another kiss.
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After we made love a second time hibari walked me home and even kissed me good night. I thought for a moment that I might be in one of my fantasies again, but the slight pain in my back told me that it was reality. I smiled so wide that it actually hurt a little.
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When I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing I was not pleased, mostly because it was only five am! I picked up and was prepared to yell at whoever it was when Kyouya's voice caught my attention. I smiled. It wasn't so bad, being woken up this early if it means that I could hear his voice so early in the morning. " Hayato? Are you there?" he asked, I nodded to myself before responding, "Yep. Whats up?" I asked leaning back in my bed.
"hmm, nothing. Simply saying good morning to my boyfriend." I smiled wider.
"Where are you Kyouya? Come over to my place. " I all but purred into the phone, there was a moment of silence and then his eager voice responded.
"ok. Ill be there soon. Dont get dressed." click.
I smiled as I stood up and got into the shower, my muscles relaxing under the warm water. I thought about how good being in a relationship with my crush felt.. how unreal it was that it worked out for me, especially because I was in love with Hibari Kyouya.
And I really do mean in love, not in like with him. It took me a whole of ten seconds after we kissed to figure that out. To realize that I hadn't just been lusting after the man. Now that I have a chance to think about it, there are a lot of things I like about him.
I smiled as I thought about him and finished rinsing the soap from my hair before stepping out of the shower and toweling off. I made a mental check list about the things I liked about him while I hummed off key and brushed my hair.
his eyes
his (very rare) smile
his hands
his voice
his face
his hair
his pale skin
the way he is wholly loyal to something once he chooses it
the sheer strength of his hands, his hips...
the power he posses
how it looks when he fights
his love of animals.
I finished my mental checklist and walked out of the bathroom, heading into my bedroom to get changed. I chose my favorite simple black boxers, my skinny jeans, also black, and was just about to put on a shirt when I heard the knock at my door. I didn't bother answering it, I knew he would walk in any minute, I had made sure to leave the door unlocked for him after his call.. and sure enough there he was, standing in my bedroom doorway. Smirking.
"I thought I said not to get dressed?" he said, his voice questioning. I was the one to smirk now, walking over and pulling him close before I whispered.
"I didn't make you work for it before. But im not easy, you know. "
His hands ran down my sides making me lean into him in pleasure before he spoke very softly.
"I never thought you were. Nor do I think anyone would think anything about you was easy. Your almost as anti social as I am. Hayato."
The sound of my name on his lips when we were not having sex, and the things he said when he answered my question was enough to make me melt a little. Not that I would ever tell that to him. I smiled and put my hands around his neck before saying, very sternly,
"We are dating Kyouya. So we should go on a date, unless im wrong?"
He responded by cupping my cheek and whispering very softly
"I wouldn't be here if I wasn't serious about you, Hayato. Now, let me kiss you already."
and with that our lips met in a heated kiss that held so much raw feeling that I felt my heart swell up with pride. This sexy man was mine. And no one, and I mean no one, would touch him or take him from me. Not as long as I lived.
When we pulled away we were both panting, our hands in each others hair. He smiled in a breathtaking way, a way so loving and truthful that I doubted for a moment if this was the real Hibari Kyouya.
I moved away from him after a moment and grabbed the red T-shirt I had picked out for the day. It was bright red with a black skull in the center of the shirt. After that I put on my black and white belt and some accessories. All the while feeling his eyes on me, following my movements.
When I was done I walked over to him and for the first time since he got here, admired his body. Taking in the fact that he was not in his uniform for once.
Instead he wore a purple shirt, the same color as his flames, with a rock hand on it, and black jeans, though they were slightly baggy. No accessories, but he did have on his VG and perched on his head was a tiny yellow bird who seemed to have gone unnoticed by me during the hot kiss. Every though I had my hands in his hair- oh! That was the weird thing I felt in his hair. I thought he had a feather of some kind in his hair, apparently I was correct. Haha.
I smiled and kissed him once again, this time it was simple, nothing complex or rough, just a chaste kiss, but it held my feelings in it. And if the look in his eyes was any indication I would guess that he understood.
"Since you want to go out today, and we have the day off of school anyway, why not go out to eat, and then go for a movie?" he asked, surprising me in a good way. I smiled and replied with a yes.
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He took me to the most expensive and hard to get into place in town, and we were let in right away with people literally bowing to him and through him, me as we passed. The food was amazing, it was hands down the best breakfast I had ever eaten.
He was not really that talkative, and as I ate I made a mental checklist of all the things I wanted to know about him. Things I could ask him, that sort of thing.
When we finished our meal he leaned across the table and kissed my cheek. I blushed as he did this, mostly because of the waiter standing right next to us let out a startled squeak. I waited until he moved away before looking at the waiter and asking for a to go box. Then we left after Kyouya paid the bill. It was nice, having someone treat me to such a nice breakfast.
When we walked out of the restaurant I decided I was tired of the peaceful silence and spoke up while I took his hand
"I knew you were quiet but you could try to make a conversation you know?"
I said, watching as he looked at me with soft eyes.
"Sorry. I was thinking about a lot of things. What would you like to talk about?" he asked, squeezing my fingers while we made our way to the movie theater.
I smiled at him and started asking my questions.
"then, would you answer a few questions for me? I-id like to know more about you." I stammered out in embarrassment. I looked over and saw the ghost of a smile on his lips.
"Sure. Go ahead. " he replied, his tone casual.
"then, ill start out with the most cliche. Whats your favorite color?" I asked. He laughed at me, and I couldn't help but smile wider at him. His laugh was so sweet. It was infectious.
"Purple and black." he replied, his face returning to the calm face he had been showing me all day. I nodded, making a mental note.
"Whats your favorite food then? What about music, what kind do you listen too?"
I asked, waiting eagerly for his reply. He looked over at me and spoke very softly.
"my favorite food is a hamburger steak, and my favorite music is rock music. Though I also like classical, and some metal." I nodded again, adding this information to my check list.
"Whats your family like?" I asked, getting more personal.
He stopped walking by a large water fountain and sat on the bench beside it, pulling me along until I did the same. His face seemed thoughtful and I wondered if I should not have asked him that question. But just before I was about to say never mind, he spoke.
"My family is dead. When I was younger my family was murdered, I was the only survivor, I suppose that is why strength is so important to me. Anyway... I have been alone for years. I do have a very dear friend, named Sapphire who works for the mafia in Italy, but other wise I have been alone. Until you. That is."
I sat there for several moments trying to grasp what he just said. It was so sad, worse then my own story, and I could think of only one thing to do. I pulled him close and kissed him with as much love and passion and want as I could.
After the kiss was over we both leaned into the other, panting. I felt him smile against my hair and said very softly.
"My mother was killed too. My father is a mafia boss, and she was his mistress. When she gave birth to me everything was taken from her. Me, her music career, everything. Then one day, she died, some say my father killed her, and that's what I believed for a very long time. I ran away from home at the age of 12, living on the streets of Italy for years until I got involved with the vongola. It was only very recently that I found out my mother died of a chronic illness." I said, sharing a piece of myself that not even tenth knew. He pulled me closer and whispered.
"it sounds like both our childhoods are pretty screwed up. Huh?" I laughed at this, before saying very humorously.
"thats true!" we then laughed for several minutes.
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When we got to the theater Kyouya let me pick the movie, saying he didnt really care about it all that much. There were a lot of sappy crappy romances, and some action suspense films but nothing that really caught my eye until I saw the remake of one of my favorite horror movies, Halloween, from the mid 70's. Intrigued I chose that one and Kyouya agreed to see it, buying the tickets, popcorn and some sodas. Before we headed into the movie.
The movie sucked! I have never seen such a crappy movie before! who the hell would put a rape scene in the movie! And they made him blond! BLOND!
I was literally shaking with rage.
"Hayato? Whats wrong? I thought you liked this movie?" he asked, putting his arm around me protectively. I took a deep breath and smiled despite my bad mood. It was just a movie, nothing to ruin the date over...
"They butchered the movie. It was a remake from the original Halloween movie series from the early 70s and 80s. I was about to blow up the screen during that rape scene. How the hell could the director add in such a piece of shit scene to such a great movie! "
I said allowing my anger to show. I watched Hibari smirk for a moment before he leaned in and kissed my forehead.
"I've never seen this movie, so I was unsure if that was your thing... glad to hear it made you as sick as it made me. Should we go back to my place and order the original on paper view?"
I smiled and nodded, leaning into him as we walked back to his place.
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HIBARI
I smiled as Hayato leaned into me while we walked. I had never imagined myself in a relationship before. It was a herbivorous act that only lead to weakness. And I was not weak by any means. However, when Hayato had come in and said those three words, my whole world changed, the world seemed to be a little brighter. When I opened my eyes after making love to him for the frist time I felt nothing but pride, desire and love. I realized that I Hibari Kyouya had fallen in love with one Gokudera Hayato.
When Hayato had said he loved me, that he wanted to be with me, I was elated. It took everything in my power not to jump for joy, and I never jump for joy. Ever.
I listened to Hayato hum a classical song, Ave Maria, while we walked. It was soft but I could make it out. It was one of my favorite pieces, I would listen to it after a hard day patrolling Namimori. I squeezed his fingers as we walked, taking a turn left on mori street to my house, the first one on the left. I let go of him to get my keys and unlock the door, I was about to turn around and welcome him in when he leaned in and kissed me with passion. By the time we pulled away he was blushing and I had a pronounced hard on. He smiled, seeming to have noticed. Before he leaned into me and whispered,
"should we take care of that, Kyouya?"
I smirked as he said those words and nodding, pulled him in for another kiss.
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I held him against the wall of my entry way. Just after I closed the door we had all but attacked one another with kisses. I was now holding him firmly by the backside, while his arms wrapped around me and his legs all but straddled me.
We moved to the living room where we collapsed onto the couch and started removing clothing as soon as we could, Hayato's voice was harsh, wanting, and very lustful when he called out my name while I was pulling off his pants. I smiled at him and whispered the three words I had not yet spoken. I whispered "I love you"
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The rest of the day was a blur of passionate pleasure. I rocked my hips into him, letting his cries of pleasure fall from his swollen lips, watching as he came completely undone by my body. I continued to move within him, thrusting hard and faster with each movement I made. Taking him and myself to the height of pleasure before bringing us over the edge. When I cummed into him, my voice hoarsely calling out his name, I was the happiest man alive.
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"Kyouya! Wake up or im gonna make food for just myself!" Hayato's slightly annoyed voice chimed into my waking mind, I blinked multipul times. Looking around to see three things at once. One, Hayato was wearing my shirt. Two, he was wearing Only my Shirt. And the third was that it was dark outside. I sat up and pulled him into my body. My hands going to his hair while I pulled him into my body and held him tightly. A swell of pride coming over me as I held the man. He was Mine.
After what seemed like seconds Hayato's stomach growled loudly pulling me from my happy musings. I softly pushed him away from me and after kissing him softly, spoke,
"you are mine." in a barely audible whisper.
He smirked at me and nodded before saying softly.
"And your mine. "
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SECOND CHAPTER TO COME SOON!