Disclamier: okay i am not SM. i never understood why i really have to say it. it should be sort of obvious but whatever. so this is my first fanfic! ^-^! im so happy. please R&R. i hope its okay :D

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Why cant life be fair sometimes?

"Get over it. If it wasn't meant to be it wasn't meant to be. Move on."

Those some of the few things people have told me since Sam broke up with me. I try so hard not to remember that day. It's just too painful. I gave him four years of my life. Four years of love. Four years of laughter and good times. Four Years.

GREAT! I yell at myself. Now I can't even stop myself from remembering

Flashback:

"Leah, I think we need to talk," Sam said. It has been two weeks since he disappeared. I was so worried. I tried so hard to get him to tell me but he never did. So I left it alone, for now.

"Sure, Sam. What's up?" I said.

"Uh… Let's go for a walk okay?" He sounds so nervous, I think.

Finally we arrive at the beach. I try to take his hand, but he keeps pulling away.

"Sam Uley! I swear if you don't tell what's wrong with you right now your going to regret it!" I screeched. I couldn't help it. He was just bugging me so much.

"Okay, Okay… Look, Leah…there isn't an easy way to say this so I will just say it…," He trails off.

"Okay then Sam. Just spit it out already."

"I think we should break up," he said.

I stop abruptly. I think I heard him wrong. Break-up? That's not even possible.

"Break-up? You're kidding right? Why in the world would you want to break up with me?" I asked.

"I'm sorry, Leah. I can't be with you .We just need to break up okay? It's not you, it's me."

I start to cry. I can't even help myself. He can't be serious.

"Wait, why?! You left me for two weeks without a word and then you come back all weird and crap! And all I do is be a loving girlfriend and you tell me you want to break up with me?!! I. Want. Answers. Now!"

I was so furious! How dare him! I won't go down with out a fight.

"I knew this would happen. I don't love you anymore! I love Emily!" He yelled at me.

It was silent for a few seconds. Sam looked so surprised that he said that. I'm not really sure what I looked liked but I'm pretty sure its mixture of sadness and rage.

"Emily? You mean Emily Young?! My freakin' cousin? Who is practically like a sister me? That Emily? How is that even possible? You meet her only yesterday. You must be mistaken." I said. I can't believe it. That's my cousin. Is it even possible to love some after one look?

"So? I love her and not you. Enough said." He told me like he didn't care.

This isn't my Sam. This isn't the same Sam that told me he loved me, took me to prom, lost my virginity to, and knows all my fears, nightmares and dreams. This is not my Sam.

"You don't have to such a jerk about this! Sam you can't leave me like I am nothing. I thought you said you loved me? I thought we were going to get married and have kids. What happened to that dream, Sam?" I can't do this. He can't break up with me. Not with the news that I have to tell him.

"I'm so sorry. WE are over." And with that he just walked away. He just walked out of life like it was nothing. He walked out of our baby's life like it was nothing. Like we were nothing.

END FLASH BACK.

It's been 2 weeks since that day. Sam still doesn't know I am pregnant with his child. I may not even tell him. He doesn't love me so why would he love my baby? Anyways, it's not like anyone besides Seth knows. He made me promise to tell mom and dad tonight and no matter how much I don't want to do it I promised Seth, and I would never do anything to hurt him. He is about the only person I can trust now. I thought I could trust Emily, but look where that got me.

"Leah?" Seth gently taps on my door then just walks in. I can just tell by the look on his face that he is trying not to say anything that might upset me.

"Leah, we need to go tell mom and dad now," he says softly, but firm.

"Okay," I sigh.

Now I am on my way to do one of the most hardest things I will have to do in life and I have only one question: Why cant life be fair sometimes?

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"Okay. So mom, dad? I have some important news to tell you guys, but I need you to promise not to get mad at me alright?"

"Leah, are you pregnant?" my mom, Sue, asked.

I swear my eyes practically jumped out their sockets when she asked that. How did she know?

"Haha, yeah and she is probably having twins too!" dad laughed out.

They both are on the floor laughing. I guess both didn't think I would be so irresponsible. Well I guess its time to burst their bubble.

"Well, actually I am…pregnant, I mean." I whispered out. Their laughter stops immediately. To my surprise it was dad who yelled at me.

"LEAH MARIE CLEARWATER! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOUR PREGNANT! HOW STUPID AND IRRESPONSIBLE CAN YOU BE?!" my dad practically roared at me.

You see, normally its mom who does all the yelling and dads the peace-keeper. I guess if I wasn't on the verge of tears I would have thought that this was funny. I guess I have weird sense of humor.

"HEY! DON'T YELL AT HER! IT WAS JUST A MISTAKE!" Seth yelled.

Whoa. The room was so silent you could hear a butterfly's heart beat. Seth has never ever yelled at dad before, actually anyone for that matter. And if that wasn't scary enough Seth was shaking so hard I thought the house was going to fall.

"Seth, I am going to need you to calm down or go outside." dad said.

"DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" Seth growled.

And then the strangest thing happened...it was like Seth's body started to blurr and in its place was a sandy wolf?

WTF?!?!?! What's going on right here?

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okay first chapter? what do you think? i can take it love.