Rain...it never ends. The pattering sound of raindrops falling to the ground. The smell of dirt and flowers in the breeze. Wishing that it hadn't happened you watch the darkness and feel the pain...the pain that can't stop the longing for someone to hold you when they aren't even there anymore. The warm, comforting feeling that they are there is ripped away and you are left with the cold pain of what had happened. Why does everything seem to go wrong..when you want it to go so right.

As you sit there you watch as the four caskets are lowered into the ground...and you are left with nothing. The gapping hole in your heart will never be filled. You watch as your friends are being swallowed by the darkness. The stinging of tears, fills already crying eyes...why did they have to die that way....why? Everything is always wrong and never right without them here with me. \par

Sure sometimes they were controling but why did they have to go now? Without me? I'm all alone...nothing...as I scream in my torment, crying silently, dying within, just wishing I would die along with them. But it won't come...why? Why can't I just simply die...