Even if they didn't care
You wish it was like when you were younger
Younger
When Mummy would
feed you
care for you,
love you.
When the biggest concern
Was with Fred&George
Turning your teddy bear
Into a spider
(a disgusting, ugly spider)
You wish it wasn't like now
With the strain of the war
With everyone and everything
Tearing apart
friends&families
Gathering new enemies
And
you
…
oh, you
Sorry to say
Are in the top category
Tearing apart friends
Because you
l
e
f
t
You're gone
And it hurts
You mostly
(you wonder if they even care
You know if you were them
You wouldn't
Because you deserved it)
It's like a noose
Around your neck
Screaming guiltregretdissapointment
Asphyxiating
(Hurting)
You wish you hadn't ever
l
e
f
t
But you did
You're sososo puerile
And karma's always bad
So now
You've splinched yourself
-again-
You're with the snatchers
(the stupid, thick snatchers
But snatchers nevertheless)
And now you can't go back
-but they didn't want you anyway
did they, Ron?-
And it still hurts
You wish you'd never have
l
e
f
t
Even if they didn't care
Because you care
About them.
You wish.