"I am dreaming of you and me"

Chapter 1 The Dream

I am dreaming again.

I feel you there.

Looking me over and over. I feel your heart as you give it to me in so many ways. I love you but I hate you.

Your body wants me and mien wants you.

You work for the man that I hate, the men that killed my friend but I still love you; I can't unlove you for some reason.

I know where you go during the day, your doing the stupid job for the men. I don't know why you just quit but you say that it brings in money.

Sometimes I see you walking away and not coming back for me.

I scream when I see that.

I don't want it to happen but everyday you come home and you're not the same.

I don't know why I hold on to you.

But I do, I can't let go, I can't see you walk away. It even hurts when you don't even look at me when we hade a fight.

One day I know you will walk away, one day I will stand there not sure what to do, you don't look back on that day , you just keep walking to the men that you work for.

When that day comes I told myself that I can't live on after that but I know I have to make it though for my friends.

I keep think of the day and thinking of what to do , to die, move on or just to scream at you until you poet your gun at me.

You have done it before so I think you will do it again, I wish you would not do but I pushed you to far that day and I can never get the picture out of my head, even though you say that your sorry, I know you will poet that gun at me again, I don't know if you will shot thou , I can't see that, but I see you crying on that day , so I guess you did shot , after I see that I all was black out , it takes forever to wake up and when I do your there asleep beside me holding me saying in your sleep "I will be there for you ichi".

I lie back down and hope I don't have that dream again.

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Ichigo woke up from his dream and sat in his bed looking at the window in his room sighing.

He know that Grimmjow did not like him that way , he knew that he will never be with the hit man but why does he have these dreams that there together but then they break up.

"Maybe if we did get together, that's what would really happen" he said under his breath.

He sighed wounded why the dream was all was about Grimmjow being a hitman, it was kind of stupid sometimes how the dream went.

And lay back down on his bed and looked at Kon asleep on his left side.

The stupid toy always wanted to know why he moaned in his sleep sometimes he always tolled him to shut up and to leave him alone. "I always push people away but the one person I want to hold me is someone that wants to kill me and that my friends will hate…….i just needs to get Orihime back…. Maybe I will see him when I am there, I will likely have to fight him when I do" he thought to him self. Ichigo moved around on his bed to trying to get comfy but every position did not work, sighing he got off his bed. Seeing that the sun was not up yet he sighed and went down stairs quietly.

When he got his cleaned cloths from the laundry bin on the floor in the hallway, he put them on and went to the front door.

Before he opened the door he left a note on the door saying that he went for a walk around town and will be back soon.

He thought to him self wondering who did the laundry last night. He sighed know that his sisters but have done it after he went to bed.

After a quick walk around the park ichigo decided to go home and see if his father and sisters where up yet.

He was almost at his house when a red energy ball hit him into a wall.

Coughing up blood and opening his eyes he saw Grimmjow smirking on the roof top of his house glaring at him and mouthing "hello Kurosaki".

After that everything went black.

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yeah that is the story so far. I hope ichigo is not to OC. anyway I would like to know what your guys think of it , yeah its kinda short , chapter 2 will be longer.