Bo sat in her car staring at the dashboard. It was parked in front of the clubhouse but she had been sitting there, not moving, for about 30 minutes now. She felt like she couldn't do anything. It hurt to breathe. How was she supposed live without Kenzi? Bo swallowed and continued staring forward.

This was all her fault. So many things were her fault but this… she couldn't accept this. Bo's phone began to ring in her pocket but she remained still. Her hands gripped the steering wheel so tight her knuckles went white.

—

Lauren held her phone to her ear. She was standing outside her old apartment. She figured that crossing Levony, it wouldn't be smart to go back to her Dark Fae apartment. She didn't belong to the Light anymore either. She belonged to… well, Bo. But she felt like maybe she always had.

"Come on, pick up…" Lauren said losing patience. She paces back and forth. Bo's voicemail picks up. Lauren sighs.

"Hey it's me. I just wanted to make sure you're okay. Give me a call when you can…" Lauren wanted to say more but she wanted to see Bo face to face. Make sure she made it out out okay.

"Um…Bye." Lauren hung up her phone. She walked over to the door to her old place and gently turned the doorknob. She figured that since the Una Mens were no longer and the Morrigan couldn't melt her into a puddle, it was safe to at least go get some medical supplies she had left there. She figured it was possible that one of the gang might need some medical attention after the battle.

Still, Lauren found it strange that Bo didn't pick up her phone. Even through everything they've been through, it wasn't like her to not pick up. She honestly didn't care about anything else besides making sure she was okay right now.

Lauren walked into the dark apartment and pulled out a flashlight from her pocket. The electricity had been turned off once she had left. She walked over to her old desk and next to it was a black bag. She grabbed it and made her way out of the front door.

—

Lauren began walking to the clubhouse. She wasn't sure if it was a good idea but she was done being logical. She cared too much about Bo. She could deal with everything else once she made sure that the gang was okay.

She took out her cell phone again and dialed Bo again. It rang a few times and once again she got her voicemail. She hung up frustrated. She continued walking and saw the big yellow Camaro sitting in front of the club house.

'She must be home then' Lauren thought. Then why wouldn't she answer her phone? Lauren sighed. She began walking past the car when she noticed someone sitting in the front seat.

Bo.

Without thinking she ran over to the driver's side door. She knelt down to reach the window, which was down, and looked at Bo who was just staring straight ahead.

"Bo, are you okay?" Lauren asked, getting more and more concerned as Bo was unresponsive. She opened the car door and knelt down again.

"Bo, what is it?" Lauren put her palm to Bo's cheek.

"I…can't go in there." Bo says in a small voice, still not looking at Lauren.

"What? Why not? Is everyone okay?" Lauren asks trying to get Bo's attention.

"No." Bo's voice cracks.

Lauren looks around the car and realizes that Kenzi isn't with her. She's never seen Bo so in shock before… Lauren stomach drops.

Lauren puts her hand under Bo's chin and turn her head toward her.

"What happened?" Lauren asks trying to stay as calm as she can.

Bo looks at Lauren, saying nothing, but saying everything with her eyes. Was she gone? There's nothing Bo wouldn't do for Kenzi to protect her… so what the hell happened?

But Lauren could see it in the succubus' eyes, that she was. Gone. Somehow.

"Lauren, she…" Bo closed her eyes and swallowed, trying to keep her composure.

"Just talk to me." Lauren didn't want Bo to try to hide.

"The prophecy…to close the portal, there needed to be a sacrifice, and she…" Bo started to breakdown. She didn't really need to say anymore. Lauren gathered Bo into a hug, as tightly as she could. Bo started to sob, cradling herself into Lauren's neck. She had never ever seen her like this. She'd seen her upset, crying, angry, but this was true sorrow. Lauren began to cry too.

"I'm so sorry." Lauren just continued to hold Bo for a while.

"Lauren, I have to get her back" Bo says this into Lauren's shoulder but loud enough for her to hear clearly.

Lauren nods even though Bo can't see her. She wipes away a few strand tears from her own face.

"I can't go back in there. There's too much of her…" Bo says barely controlling her voice.

Lauren lets go of Bo just enough to see her face. She looked so exhausted. Just emotionally drained. She wished she could've taken Kenzi's place in that moment. To keep Bo from suffering like she now was. She'd just have to do anything she could to help her.

"I know you don't want to, but you should get some rest. For a little while anyway." She felt bad saying this but it was the only thing she knew to do. She couldn't really help her sitting in the car. But she knew what it felt like. When Nadia died, she kept being reminded of her by all the little things in her apartment that belonged to her. It made it worse. But what else could she do?

"I'll go with you." Bo looked at Lauren. She knew what Lauren meant but when she heard it, it meant more to her than just that. It meant she'll go with her through this. Whatever it was. It felt like the only thing keep her here. Keeping her breathing.

"I feel like I can't move." Bo said without pause.

Lauren nodded again. She stood up in front of the driver's side of the car and held her hand out to Bo. Bo slowly put her hand in Lauren's but still didn't move from her seat. Lauren pulled Bo's arm around her shoulder and place her own hand around Bo's waist and pulled her up from the car.

Bo wasn't kidding. She was barely standing on her own feet. Lauren would've carried her but she didn't think she'd make it very far. She'd just have to do her best.

Lauren started to walk slowly with Bo leaning on her. It was gonna take a while before they reached the door to the club house. Bo leaned her head down on Lauren's shoulder as they walked.

—

As they reached the front door to the club house, Bo tensed up. Lauren could feel it. She didn't want to go inside. And Lauren didn't want to make her. She thought about it for a moment.

"Close your eyes." Bo looked at Lauren for a moment and then closed her eyes. This felt so strange to Lauren. Not in a bad way, just strange. She hoped that she could give Bo whatever strength she had to make it better.

Lauren pushed open the door and guided Bo, who was still leaning on her, through the threshold. Lauren told herself just look straight ahead toward the stairs to Bo's bedroom and no where else. She didn't want to see any reminders either. She just wanted to take care of Bo.

They slowly make it up the stairs and into Bo's room. Lauren walks her over to the bed and gently guides her to sit down. She leans down and unzips Bo's boots and slides them off one at a time. Lauren thinks for a moment about what she should do.

She pulls off Bo's jacket and lays it onto a chair in the corner. She motions her to lie down and Bo does but she still seems in shock.

What to do next? Lauren looks at Bo lying in her bed. She doesn't look comfortable. In her own bed. She pauses in thought for a moment trying to figure out what to do. She pulls off her own shoes and slowly walks over to the other side of Bo's bed and slides over next to her.

Logical Lauren wouldn't do this but screw it. It doesn't matter. She thinks about the necklace again and looks down to see it hanging still from Bo's neck. She smiles for a second. She moves closer to Bo until they are touching along their sides. Both lying on their backs, Lauren takes her hand, reaching down, and finds Bo's, intertwining their fingers together.

Neither of them move from this position for a few minutes. Bo continues staring at the ceiling. Lauren knows there really isn't anything else she can say or do but be there. As a doctor though, she wants to fix this. Heal her. She felt useless in a way. She could turn a powerful fae into human but she can't get Kenzi back for Bo.

Thoughts of Kenzi started to finally creep into her mind now that she was laying there. She thought about how they didn't get along for so long, how they bickered. But it was only because they both cared for Bo. If she really thought about it, they could've been friends sooner if she would have seen sooner what Bo did. That she was loyal, and strong, and brave. Never gave up on what mattered.

She thought about the time when she taught her how to pick a lock. It was strange because it was one of the only times Bo wasn't there with them. She had gone over to the club house one day to see Bo and found Kenzi practicing on a pair of handcuffs and timing herself. Curious, she asked her about it and proceeded to watch her pick the lock in under a minute. Lauren figured she could do it too after watching Kenzi pull it off a few times, but as she attempted to, the clock kept ticking and she couldn't figure it out. Kenzi was elated that she had bested her. But after gloating for a moment, she proceeded to teach her how to do it step by step.

She was lost in thought as Bo put her other hand over their joined ones and pulled them to her chest. Bo leaned down and kissed the back of Lauren's hand. She held onto their clasped hands tight. Lauren looked over to her, still silent, just looking at her face.

She knew that Bo wouldn't give up on Kenzi. The same way Kenzi wouldn't give on Bo. Or her. Or Tamsin or Dyson. But honestly she wanted Kenzi back just as much as Bo did. Not even just to make Bo stop suffering, but because she was part of her family too.

"Bo…" Lauren placed her free hand to Bo's cheek to get her to look at her. But as soon as she turned her head, Lauren could see her features start to change. It hurt her heart to watch Bo cry like this, in so much pain. But she knew it was necessary if they were ever gonna get Kenzi back.

Bo moved closer to Lauren, half on top of her, and rested her head onto Lauren's shoulder. Lauren wrapped her hand around Bo's back while she continued to cry. She had tears streaming down her face now too. But she knew holding Bo in her arms, even if it didn't help her very much, was right where she was supposed to be. She kissed the top of Bo's head and started moving the hand on her back in small, slow circles.

She'd fight for Kenzi. They'd fight for Kenzi. Together.