Distance
I'm here again, watching you every hour.
I shouldn't be here.
I don't need to be here.
I mustn't be here.
I never should have gone here.
But I just really want to see you; I want to know how you're doing.
I miss you.
The poker face has now crumbled as I saw the look on her face.
Everything was ruined.
I fell solid hard into the ground. Reality struck me hard.
"Y-y-yo-you-you're..."
"I'm sorry…"
Guilt took over, it was overwhelming. It sickened him.
"W-w-why? H-h-ow?"
"It's for your own good. I don't want you to get hurt because I love you."
Like what I had always planned, I'll stay away. Just to keep you safe, away from the danger I'd be bringing you.
I knew this day would come, not all secrets would remain hidden.
"I'm sorry…"
The pain it hurts so much that I want more, I deserve more than this. I want it to sink down deep into my bones.
I'll just stay here in the shadows and watch you from afar.
"Wait for me."
His deep blue eyes focused on a single girl. He watched her face lighten up, how her nose would scrunch in a joke Keiko would tell her and her eyes.
Oh how he just loved those blue eyes, the way they shine in happiness. The way they squint as she smiles and how it would it look at him.
And that smile, that very precious and innocent smile. It could brighten anyone's world, with that just one single smile from her. The way her lips parted and show those pearly white teeth.
The way it would make you feel warm, welcomed and loved.
"Saguru-kun, finally you're here!"
But those weren't for him. They were never meant for him.
This is the consequence of my decisions, I shouldn't complain.
Then why am I here drowning myself in alcohol?
I shouldn't be like this, right from the start I reminded myself of the consequence.
"I'm tried… I'm sick of this... I want to die..."
"Hey, are you alright?"
She looked at him with worried eyes, ever since their trip had started his face was pale.
"Hey…"
He ignored her soft voice calling out to him, if he faced her he might not just be able to control himself.
He sighed deeply, letting his nervousness went away.
"Earth to Kai-Kuroba."
She wouldn't even say his name any more.
He mustered up all the courage and strength that he could gather in my body and looked at her.
"I asked if you were alright."
Her face was deadpanned but her eyes showed something more.
Is that concern I see?
He looked away and managed to give her a firm nod.
'Just stay there by my side.'
I'll trade everything just to be back with you.
I never wanted to do this in the first place.
Just please let me explain. Let me tell you everything, right from the start until the end.
"Please…"
I finally found it, the thing that destroyed his life.
I destroyed it. I got rid of it. I finally won.
I'm ready to start all over; I'll live the life the way it was supposed to be.
"Meet me tomorrow at the clock tower at 11. I'll be waiting."
So why did I invite her again here?
Oh yeah, to get my life back but it's not going as planned.
"Kuroba-kun!"
I looked at the shiny ring on her left ring finger. I stared at it as if it was going to be my next target.
"So you're engaged?"
"Huh? Oh this… Yeah, Saguru-kun proposed to me. He even slipped on his foot as he knelt down."
I listened to her laugh; it was the only thing I could get now.
I knew it, not everything you left would easily be brought back to you.
"I'm happy for you…"
He stared him self at the mirror, fixing his tie and dusting suit off from the dirt that he could only manage to see.
'Today's the day.'
He watched her as she entered the doors, her white gown making her stand out.
She was the most beautiful bride he had ever seen, her face showed she was deeply in love.
He watched and gaped at her as she reached the altar.
He watched as she gave vows and how she smiled.
"You may kiss the bride."
And yet that was the only thing he could do, watch.
Watch her went away and live her life with that blonde detective for the rest oh her life.
Here he is again, sitting here in front of this huge clock tower.
Looking at it as if telling it to turn back time but he knew that was impossible. He stared at the sky, admiring the black and gray colors.
He closed his eyes as he felt a rain drop fall into his face, he ignore it and stayed there.
His life was over, there was nothing for him to live anyway.
He sat there as the rain poured down the same time his tears flowed.
It's over.
Hi minna! Another one shot for everyone. I was just listening to this song and thinking randomly. And as if lightning struck me, here is the result. I hope you like it. And I'm sorry if it doesn't suit your taste I'm just a beginner. Hihi.
This is about when Aoko knew about Kaito's secret and how his life turned out. I felt sorry for Kaito in this story but I just love this type of stories.
Comments and reviews are welcomed loved! :3
PS: While reading it play the song Distance :)
I don't own Detective Conan or Magic Kaito.