My life would suck without you – Castle Fic.
Kinda a cross-over with Glee, but just that the fic revolves around one of the glee episodes.
It had been three days since Castle had told me about my mother. Three days since he crossed the line. I had stood there while he talked, but the second he finished I yelled and walked away, telling him not to come back.
Now I was sitting on my couch watching Glee on the Tivo. I had an old ratty blanket around my shoulders and a box of tissues on the coffee table. It was the episode of the Regionals and they had just won and were about to do a performance for Will, who had been rejected by Emma.
But he just let her reject him! I defended on Emma's part. He didn't stop her from walking away, even though she was hurting inside. He let her walk away! How crap is that!
I was mentally pissed at Will.
Castle let you walk away. A voice said in my head. I glared at nothing in particular.
"Guess this means you're sorry. You're standing at my door. Guess this means you take back all you said before." Rachael began on the screen. Oh shit, not this song. I watched the end of the episode in tears, thinking of Castle.
I sat on the lounge for two hours, debating what to do. I looked up to the clock and saw that it was 6 pm.
"Screw it." I muttered as I picked up my bag and coat and walked out of my apartment. A bit later I was outside Castle's. I knocked and after some rustling and laughing he answered the door, a little bit puffed. The most confused expression came over his face, but before he could speak I held up a finger to silence him. I pulled out my phone, scrolled down to the Glee section and pressed "Play"
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before.
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again.
Castle gave me the most bewildered smile. After a second or two he realised that I was apologising for leaving him and that I forgive him for looking into my mum's case.
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you.
I lip-synced the next part.
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you.
"Not nothing Katie." He said gently as he reached out and cupped my cheek, stroking it with his thumb. "Never nothing." We started into each other's eyes, silently forgiving each other.
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh yeah
During the La la las we seemed to move closer together until I was wrapped in his arms, his lips at my ear, whispering the words of the chorus.
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you.
When the song finished Castle pulled me back a little bit so he could look into my eyes. Both of his hands cupped my face as he kissed my forehead.
"My life would suck without you." I whispered to him, as I didn't trust my voice. He pulled me back into him, arms safely encasing me close to him.
A/N Please review. I'm thinking about a second chapter that would involve Alexis and Martha. If you want it posted say so.