He really did not know what to think about it. he actually did not have much time to think about it. He has not showered or changed his clothes for days. He was still wearing that awful play costume he hated. He could not even remember the last time he ate food. It was all his fault, the fact that his girlfriend was working against him. If he could he would sit down and cry for hours. Why did he not run after her when she took off? Why did he not figure out it was a trick? Ten minutes before she became a sinner they were holding hands, enjoying each others presence. She is the only girl he ever truly loved. When Frobisher kidnapped him to become the fifth sinner, he considered giving himself up. To be with her. When she tormented him and said that no one ever liked you and that crap, he almost wanted to cry. It could have been any of the thousand girls that he dated that meant nothing to him, but she was special. So, why Patricia? The night he spent in the tank room, he slept next to her sarcophagus. It almost felt like she was with him. They were going to be together forever. Grow old and have a bunch of grandkids running around. He only wanted to be with her. Why did he just not know from his vision? Every one was correct and he saw it happen. He was a born what tore them apart. Together. For a second he actually thought it had worked. Then, he made a mistake of pushing her away and called KT. Yeah, that was bad. But, every time her eyes flashed red, his heart ached. She was no longer the Patricia Williamson he knew and loved. The sarcastic, red haired, "yacker" that belonged protector. The Osirian. Why did he fail to protect what meant the most to him? Saving the world is much harder than it looks. So, he made it a battle to save Patricia. No matter what happens, as long as she is ok, he is. When he cornered her outside the gatehouse, he thought he could be her prince charming. Whisper his love for her, seal it with a kiss and everything would be ok. Her soul would return, and they could defeat to him. She was a possessed beast. And he would do anything to get his precious Yacker back.