Let you go...
It's been three years since they have been dating to each other and it's been two years since they have married to each other. Their parents were against that because they were pretty young for being married. But as they both being stubborn and young anyways married. Beca was 21 and Chloe was 23 when they married.
Chloe met Beca when she moved Georgia from Florida because of her dad's transfer. Chloe was Beca's new neighbor. When Chloe saw Beca first she instantly got curious about small brunette. Beca first resist her but after Chloe's confession of " fast friends " Beca and Chloe became friends. After then they were inseparable they were always like together but Not together together if you know what I am saying. Whatever has to done, wherever has to go they always with each other. Like party, events, family functions. Well Chloe has always thing for Beca. But apparently Beca was confused about her sexuality I mean bi or gay. Years have been passed Later on They went to same college While Beca didn't want to go to college . She wanted to produce music but she ended up into admission in college anyways at least she has Chloe. In between college days, Beca confessed that she was gay to Chloe and as Chloe being Chloe blurted out her feelings for Beca and as Beca being Beca did not say yes right away. Not that matter much soon they were start dating and they are now leaving together in their own house at LA. Yeah Beca's dream city. When Beca told Chloe that she still wants to go LA and achieve her dream Chloe not only understand but move with her right away.
They were happy but really they were? They got a job. Chloe is a music teacher in a top school of LA where Beca is well known music producer but also she spins in clubs because it's her hobby. That's the problem here in between chasing dreams, keeping her hobby alive and be responsible in her relationship with Chloe. They were bickering, fighting over little things, gets upset with each other. But who doesn't fight right? Chloe tries hard to understand Beca always. They were also trying for baby for 5 months now but no luck. Chloe was going to carry baby but she has been failing constantly and that not helping Chloe's situation any better. Chloe's day started early then she goes to school after making breakfast for both of them. When she gets back home she does her usual work like do her paperwork of school, clean the house make a dinner etc. At their early days here in LA Beca usually gets back home at dinner time but as the days passed she always show up late at night. Some nights she spins at club so Beca sometimes show up in morning. That's why Chloe wants kids so that she doesn't get feel alone or maybe Beca takes some responsibility. Chloe lately gets feeling like Beca has lost interest in their relationship. They barely has an interesting communication as they used to do once.
But today Chloe is truly happy because she is pregnant. After 5 failure, She is going to be mother finally. Beca is going to be mother. Chloe decides she is telling this news to Beca at their dinner in restaurant. Chloe books one table for them along the way of home. They have some kind of argument last week so they both decided to go for dinner in restaurant today.' This is going to be perfect' as Chloe thoughts Beca comes home.
"Hey you come. How's your day?" Chloe says to Beca while beaming brightly.
Beca drop her bag on floor just near the entrance, she continues walk to couch and slumps down. "Exhausting." She finally replied.
Chloe pick Beca's bag from floor and put it on table. " don't worry get fresh and then get dress. We have plenty of tim. Reservations of restaurant is 9 p.m. anyways. So..."Chloe says.
"What reservation? " Beca says confusingly.
"For Our dinner." Chloe looks at Beca more confusingly.
"Oh no we can't go, today. " Beca says.
"What do you mean we can't go? We have decided it together in last week" Chloe says holding herself back from making any type of argument.
"I'm sorry. I forgot and already said yes to Mike that I 'll available tonight as dj in his club. You can go with me. I'll call Mike and ask for VIP pass " Beca says while rising from chair.
"Beca...? What is wrong with you. It's should be our time. How can you forget such thing like this and act casually like nothing much is happened. You know what? Forget it" Chloe says while she lost her control from her emotions but stops herself just in time.
"No. Tell me. What is it?" Beca says stops herself from her track.' That was it new argument as usual' Beca thought.
"Tell me Beca. When was the last time you and I spend a peaceful night together? When was the last time we talked like we used to do while we were dating? When was the last time you said I love you to me? When was the last time you and I having dinner together? Any idea? No because I don't even remember it too. Even last time of my pregnancy trial you didn't show up because You don't have fucking time for me."Chloe completely lost it.
"Oh so what do you want, huh? To be with you 24 hours? You know Chloe how much these things meant to me? You know my dreams. You fucking know it before we were dating. Now you don't want me to do that? I sometimes wonder if you are same Chloe who I loved. Now you just want to tamed me down. Like you want to hold me down. I want to be free,Chloe." Beca spats back at Chloe.
"I don't mean like that you know it Beca. Just go... get fresh. You don't want to be ?" Chloe is little taken aback by Beca's blast. Really am I holding Beca down? Really am I taming her? Beca said she loved me is that mean she doesn't anymore? Is this baby going to add more problems in our relationship? Hell where this relationship is going?
Beca didn't replied anything just stomp out into her bedroom. Chloe just sat there for moment then gets up and dress something nice, apply light make up and freed her hair let her red hair on her shoulder. She knows she have to tell her news. So if it's not at dinner then she will go with Beca in club there might be she can tell her. Beca is more than happy when she spins at club. Beca comes out from her bedroom and grab a knob of door opens it as she heard Chloe. " wait. I'm coming." Beca wait for her as Chloe quickly grab her purse and phone. Drive at club went in silence. Beca drives and Chloe kept her gaze outside of Window.
Beca starts spinning in club Chloe just sat and watched her wife. Beca is setting some good spins, bobbing her head up and down slowly on beats. Chloe wonders how will Beca reacts if she tells her she is pregnant. Will she be happy or she'll get upset? Chloe push back all her thoughts aside get up and taps her wife on shoulder. Beca looks back at her.
"I'll be down at the bar. Do you want drinks?"Chloe says in loudly for Beca to hear. Beca just shook her head at her.
Right, typical Beca. How am I going to tell her? Chloe thoughts. Whenever she and Beca got fight all she gets a silent treatment. Chloe made her way down sit there for while thinking what she can choose for drinking.
"Hie Chloe what can I make for you tonight?" A blonde girl asks Chloe.
"Hey, Caroline. Umm... I was thinking something light and no alcohol please. I can leave remaining to you." Chloe reply back to her.
"I'll be back." Caroline says and disappear back to make her drink. Chloe knows Caroline because Beca usually spins here once in week and Chloe sometimes came here with Beca. Beca spins at her room and Chloe spent her most of time near bar chatting with Caroline. Because Beca never make conversation while she is doing her work.
"Hey pretty lady. All by yourself?" One tall ,handsome guy come over to Chloe.
Chloe look over at slightly sloppy guy who was grinning at her, " NO I'm not alone. Now go away."
"Hey, what's so hurry. And I don't see anyone with you. All I can see is you and me." He leans into Chloe his one hand on table and with another hand she touches Chloe's cheek.
Chloe slaps on his hand which was on her cheek and moment later she push that guy away who stumble back slightly." Fuck off dude."Chloe yells at him.
Caroline comes back with her drink in hand place it in front of Chloe."is that any problem sir or should I call security?" That guy surrenders and disappears in crowd.
"I am off my duty now. Do you need anything else?" Caroline asks to Chloe.
"No I'll be fine. I'll just sat here for while though. Thanks for that" Chloe replies pointing at way where that man had disappeared.
"No problem. Have fun. " Caroline waves at her.
As soon as she finishes her drink that guy came back." Hey, looks like you are totally alone now." He slurred.
"Yeah. Now you leave me alone too or I'll call security." Chloe warns him.
"Come on just one drink from me." He signals bartender who gave him drink.
"I am warning you last time." Chloe says sternly but she is more of terrified at that moment.
Without any other reply or warning from that guy, he hold her jaw held her tight with one hand and forced drink in her mouth with other hand. That caught off guard Chloe has to gulp down few from the drink but she managed to push him back. He fell on ground hardly. She took this opportunity grab her purse and run towards the nearby restroom. Chloe tries to catch her breath look into huge mirror in front of her. She look in mirror sees her distorted face smudge mascara, lipstick spread over her lips She dig into her purse and tries to fix her make up. 5 minutes has been passed, Chloe tries to reapply lipstick on her lips, she put nip at her lips but she can't focus on it. She just stand there for moment thinking that must be her nerves from earlier incident. She look into mirror it begins to blurry her vision. There must be something in that drink. Chloe thoughts. Slight headache begins in her head then she heard a click of door. Caroline enters in restroom she starts talking casually, stands beside Chloe. Caroline's shift has been ended earlier so she just there for changing her uniform. She glanced at Chloe because she is not replying any of her question previously she has been asking."Chloe? Are you alright?" Caroline asks in concern.
Before Chloe can reply she started coughing fits. Chloe put her hand on her mouth while Caroline pats her back. When she pull out her hand from mouth that makes both of them to widen their eyes.
There was blood on her hand.
"Oh my god, Chloe. It's blood." Caroline says in horror.
"Beca... *pants* tell her ...*pants* ..." Chloe couldn't finish one sentence. There was An urgency and panic in Chloe's voice .
Without any further information Caroline runs towards Beca's way. She runs as fast as she can by this speed she can easily beat any marathon winner. She flung the door open makes jump a Beca little. Caroline catches some breath. "Beca.. Chloe... she needs you. Hurry..." She says it in between her heavy breathing.
Beca couldn't form her words but after hearing Chloe's name she put her hands on Caroline's shoulder.
"Caroline breath. Tell me what? Chloe? Where is she?"Beca asks her.
Caroline still heavily panting, "just go ... restroom.. blood." After hearing last word Beca runs towards ground floor's restroom. "I'll call 911." Caroline yelled back at Beca. But beca didn't stop she heard her though. Beca's mind was racing too.
Chloe's headache gone bad it's feel like someone is hitting her head with hammer. Another coughing fit hit her she leans in sink clutching her chest and hold hairs back with another hand followed by blood vomit. Chloe tries to steady herself their is lots of blood she grips to wall nearby. Her vision is nearly blurry black sometimes. Her stomach feels so empty she place her hand on her stomach. Empty. Tears rolling down hands are sweating, body is trembling. Her legs gave out and she falls on her knees. She tries to see her own hand. All she can see is red color and feel hotness on her hand. Her head is feels like it's going to explode. She just sit there and waits for end of pain. It's the end, this is my end I want to see Beca last time. Just one more time want to say I love you. Tell her she was pregnant.
Door gets flung open revealing one figure but Chloe can't able to see. " Beca? Is that you?"Chloe says in trembling voice.
All Beca can see is her wife sat near the sink little blood on sink, blood on Chloe's hand, blood on her lips, on her dress, and lastly her bloodshot eyes. Beca quickly approach Chloe place her one hand over Chloe's shoulder and with another hand she takes Chloe's one hand on her own. Beca was beyond the terrified states.
"Beca you came." Chloe's voice came out almost like a whisper.
"Chlo ? Baby.. what is happening?"Beca says while she tries to keep herself at bay but she fails, tears rolling down freely.
"Beca... don't worry. Everything is going... to end soon. All this pain.."Chloe says trying to find her voice. She tries to see Beca's face but she see a blurred vision of Beca's face." I can't... see you... your beautiful face.."
"Chloe you are scaring me." Beca says back gave a kiss on Chloe's hand.
"Shh...It's okay. I'm... okay. I'm not going... to hold you down anymore... you are going to free." Chloe says with increasing difficulties in breathing.
"What are you talking about?"Beca says. Beca can see Chloe is fighting hard to keep her eyes open her eyes are diluting. Blood is now dripping from her nose," Babe... look at me. Look at me please. "Beca hold Chloe tight.
Chloe looks at Beca tries hard to focus then she sees her wife's terrified face, small smile crept on Chloe's lips. " you are going to fine just... let me go.. now..." Chloe squeezes Beca's hand assures her." And I am sorry..."Chloe put Beca's hand on her stomach tears roll down.
Beca glance back where her hand is resting with Chloe's. What's that supposed to mean? Is that mean? Chloe is pregnant? But how? When? A small smile appears on Beca's lips but drops instantly when she looks back at Chloe's face. " I love you..." Chloe says in very weak voice and close her eyes.
"No no no no no no. You can't. Don't go. Please stay with me." Beca says while slightly shakes her wife. Was she too late. Is her Chloe left her. No she can't do it. My Chloe can't leave me. Beca cries uncontrollably with her wife's body in her arm.