Who We Are and Who We Become
This is my first Fanfiction so please be nice. This story is dark and tragic in some ways and is a love story between chuck and my own character and although i am a huge chair fan i had to create my own character to fit into the plot. This fic will deal with many dark issues you have all be warned some chapters have been pre written but i have to edit them it is rated mostly T but later chapters will change to R
I do not own Gossip girl or its characters except for Gracie
CHAPTER 1)
Blair Waldorf slowly looked around her surroundings of her perfectly organised room and sighed sadly as the silent tears continued to stream down her porclein face. Blair didn't understand how this could have happend to her again she was doing so well but then again her whenever her mother did come into the picture she would fall hard against the porclein bowl and shove two perfectly manicured fingers down her throat. Sighing and falling against one of her many pillows Blair thinks on why it must be like this, why? must her mother control and critisise every single thing she does, why did her father have to leave her for a gay lover? why did her boyfriend have to sleep with her best firend? these are the many thoughts that run through Blairs mind 'its me she thinks to herself I'm not perfect enough for them. Although she has forgiven both Nate and Serena after Serena apologised her heart out and besides they have been best friends since they were in diapers. And Nate expressed his undying love for her and that he couldn't live without her, seriously whats a girl to do? and things with her and Serena couldn't be better, she's now with cabbage patch although Blair doesn't completly approve of him because he is from Brooklyn but deep deep down she has developed a soft spot for him maybe it was after he had that little chat with her after her mother chose Serena over her for her photoshoot and Serena does seem to be happier than ever. Her own relationship with Nate is going strong although they are recently not on speaking terms as they had a heated argument over the fact that he has become very distant lately and whenever Blair would question or ask him if anything was the matter he would snap and yell, 'he is so unlike Nate right now' she thinks to herself UGH!!
Silently cursing herself for having a Elenaor Waldorf meltdown. Blair slowly sat up and looked for her phone deciding she needed to talk to someone to make her forget. Scrolling through her contacts Blair scrolls through various names Serena- shes probably busy with Cabbage Patch Nate- no way she is not ready to face him yet Chuck- Probably busy screwing some bimbo Gracie a small smile crept over Blairs face, Gracie Heloise was apart of the non judging breakfast club and one of Blairs closest friends regardless of the fact that she wasn't apart of the Upper East Side Elite and was born into a middle class family who resided in chelsea. Blair would never be caught dead being friends with someone who wasn't apart of prominent money, Gracie was different over the years she had proven to be a loyal friend and Blair got to see her for herself and she was grateful to her. Gracie attended Constance with Serena and Blair and was on a Dance Schorlaship as Ballet was Gracie's passion and she was very talented if Blair should say so herself. Blair, Serena, Nate and Chuck had seen Gracie Perform and all agreed that she had unique talent and would someday make something of herself.
Blair enjoyed Gracie's company she is a crossover between Blair and Serena she could be free spirited, spontaneous and down to earth however she could also be stubborn and she was a proud girl to the outside one would wonder why a girl like Gracie would be proud but her friends knew that it was because of her values and morals she was also a girl of class which is something money cannot buy and was poised with every single movement she did. Besides all of this Blair thinks that she is a wonderful himan being all together and is glad that she has a trusted friend that is not caught up in the upper east side gossip although she is a main target for Gossip Girl simply from her association with the non judging breakfast club. Yes Blair thinks to herself she can always count on Gracie.