A/N: I know I know! I changed my pen name again... and disappeared off the face of fanfiction AGAIN! BUT! I'm back and I have a new story! Which your reading right now!... Obviously. I really hope that you guys like it! So here is the first chapter of 'All to make you love me' OH and this is all in Logan's POV!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything!

"Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start." 'The Scientist'- Coldplay

I looked at my watch for what seemed to be the fifth time in two minutes. I've never been so nervous in my life. Today was the day. The day that I would finally tell Camille that I love her. Sure it was risky, but we've been off again and on again for the better part of a year. So I figured now was as good a time as ever to tell her how I feel. I couldn't wait to see the look on her face when I tell her. I was waiting in the lobby of the palm woods when I spotted her walking through the front doors.

"Hey, Camille." I said.

"Oh… Logan. Hi." She said surprised to see me.

"So look, there's something I've been meaning to tell you."

"I have something to tell you too." She said with a slight frown as she sat down near me.

"Well what is it?"

"I think we should see other people." She said to me quietly. "I swear you didn't do anything wrong! Were just so different, you know? And I think it would be for the best if we break up."

"What?" I asked.

"I'm sorry. I should go." Camille said as she stood and walked away from me.

I sat there in the lobby, mouth open and a blank expression on my face.

'She broke up with me… again.' I thought to myself.

It was true; Camille and I had broken up before, a lot of times before. But I had hoped that wouldn't happen this time around. Apparently I was wrong. I stood up and made my way out of the lobby and towards the pool. I spotted James and immediately sat down next to him.

"Hey Loges." James said upon seeing me.

"Hey." I muttered putting my head in my hands, resting his elbows on my knees.

I was beyond confused at this point. What could I have done to make Camille dump me… again? I tried to think about the last couple of weeks. Sure I had been busier with work, but that was only because we had a big concert coming up. We were going to be flying out in a couple weeks to New York to play at the Apollo Theatre. That couldn't be the only reason she had to dump me. She's just as busy as I am. There had to be something else. I was about to continue in my thoughts when a loud voice interrupted me, causing me to jump.

"Logan?!" James yelled at me.

"What? What is it?" I asked in a panic.

"I said are you okay? I've said your name like five times now. What's wrong?"

I sighed. "Camille dumped me, again."

"Oh, I'm sorry, dude." James told him, placing a hand on my shoulder. "You guys seemed to be doing really well.

"Yeah, I thought so too." I said with a sigh "And don't be sorry, it's not your fault. I'm gonna go upstairs. Think things through for a while." I said to him standing up to walk away.

"Okay. Hey," James said calling after me. "Just remember that you've always got me, Kendall, and Carlos to talk to."

"Thanks, and I know. I'll see you later." I told him.

I just wish I knew what I had done wrong. I mean just the other day me and Camille had been fine. So what changed since then? I trudged into the elevator and ran my hands over my face. Today was supposed to be a good day. Instead it was turning out to be downright terrible. The doors opened with a ding and I walked out into the hallway and into 2J.

I walked into see Carlos and Kendall playing a video game.

"Hey Logan." Kendall said to me, not looking away from his game.

"Hey." I muttered sitting down at the counter.

I put my head down on the cool counter top and sighed. This day couldn't get any worse.

"Are you okay?" Kendall asked. I looked up to see him and Carlos in front of me, video game abandoned.

"Just peachy. Never better." I said sarcastically with a fake smile.

"Logan?" Kendall said.

"Camille dumped me okay!" I said throwing my hands up.

"What? Why?"

"I don't know! I was waiting in the lobby so I could talk to her, and when she showed she said we should see other people. She also said that were different and that it'd be for the best if we broke up."

"Oh. Well that sucks." Carlos chimed in. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be," I told him getting up. "There's no point."

"But-."

"Just forget it, okay 'Los?" I said as I walked into my room.

I plopped down on my bed with a thud. I buried my face into my pillows and let out a muffled grunt. I heard a knock on my door and grunted again.

"Go away." I said to whoever was outside the door.

My bedroom door flew open and I looked up to see Kendall standing in the door way.

"I said go away." I told him stuffing my face in my pillow again.

"We need to talk."

"There's nothing to talk about." I told him angrily, looking up from my pillows. "Camille dumped me. End of story, Kendall."

"I know that. It's obvious that you're upset about it. I just want to make sure you're okay."

"I'm seventeen!" I yelled. "I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself. Now would you please just go? I want to be alone for a while."

"Fine," He whispered. "I'll leave you alone. Mom says dinner is in an hour if you're hungry."

"Okay." I muttered as he shut the door. I waited until I heard his footsteps grow quieter and quieter to lay back down again.

'So much for a great day' I told myself. Tomorrow I'd figure out just why Camille dumped me. Cause it couldn't be just me… Right?

A/N: So... was that good? Bad? Make you want to run and scream and hide because it was terrible? If you liked it please let me know what you thought about it! I really need to get back into writing again.

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Peace Love and :)

~Bea (Changing it up)