I DO NOT OWN BLACK BUTLER IF I DID IT WOULD BE STRICTLY SEBASTIAN X CIEL
Sebastian's Pov.
I stand here now by the body of the once young lord I remember as a child. His hands are now old and brittle and his hair, it faded to a dull grey years ago. The only way he look's like the young lord I remember is his beautiful blue eye. Now even the other eye has reverted back to that beautiful blue like it was always supposed to be. Looking at him now it makes him look so much more natural and innocent. I stand here now holding the soul of the once young lord in my hands. I have to say it is a rather beautiful soul. The surface is clouded with despair and hate but there is something else. Deep in the very core of his soul there is something most people wouldn't expect, in the core is love. Love is something very few people had the privilege of seeing in him. Knowing this it makes me think that if I hadn't made that contract maybe his life could have been better. He might have found a reason to smile more, he might have even cared more deeply about the people around him. Maybe he could have if I would have never have entered is life at all. However I do know that after me coming into his life I became someone he truly loved in time. He always cared for me even though he would never have admitted it to anyone, he did. It was always the same for me, I always loved him but I could never be with him. He was my master, my lord and I, was just his butler. But seeing him now makes me want to try and shove his soul back into his body and force the life to return to him but I know I can't. I know he has died but ignoring that I simply say "I loved you but never told you and I ruined your life with that contract. I apologize, this was my mistake. Please forgive me, my lord."