Author's note: this is the end of rory and logan. i never liked logan for rory. i mean he's hot and al, but he's a complete jerk. read on, and please review? i'll be ur friend forever and ever :)
I feel so lost
I don't know what to do
Just drifting out here
I can never go back to you
Once you held me
Once you loved me
Once you held my heart
But you tore it apart
You watched my pain with pleasure
You didn't really care about me
All you ever really care about is yourself
I tried to be what you wanted
I tried to be the perfect one
But I had no idea what to do
Because I was drowning in you
I want to tell you to come back
To tell you we can work everything out
But if I let you back in my life
I fear for it
I would drown
In your jealousy
Of my friends
Of my ex-boyfriends
Of me wanting part of my life separate from you
You want to consume me
Yet are always pushing me away
You're a walking conundrum
And you don't even realize it
My apartment might be small
And I may be going back to Yale
But you still wounded me
Breaking up with me
And through your sister at that!
You are evil
And I hate you with all my heart
One it only held love and compassion for you
But when Honor spoke those few words
My world collapsed
And I broke into tears
I wanted to hurt you
To know why you had put my fragile heart
Into that blender
To not have the guts to tell me yourself
To take the cowards way out
But I guess that I'm finally seeing the real you
The coward beneath the shell
Beneath the cocky jerk
And I just want you to know that this time it's really over
-Lorelai Leigh Gilmore
The young man reading that note broke out in tears, his Rory was truly gone, and it was all his fault. He didn't know what to do, but that bottle of vodka was looking very good at the moment. He would have to drown his sorrows, like she had feared she would drown in him.