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EPOV

I was laying on Jaspers lap when I remembered the day me and him got together. It was so perfect. I wanted to know if he remembered too. I tuned towards him and looked lovingly into his eyes.

"Remember the day you declared your love for me"

'"Weren't you trying to look like George Michael"

"Errr. back to what I was saying"

"No but you really were trying look like him….. The big hair, those weird hotpants and that whacky 'Choose Life!' shirt…. Seriously man?"

"Well you were just as bad….'Sonny' from Miami Vice…..the whole gay suit look just does not suit you one bit."

"well I am with you. You're gay!. I'm gay. Were gays!"

"Still didn't suit you man!… anyway back to my point….. Do you remember it?"

'"Of course I remember it - I'm a vampire darlin"

Flashback!!!!!

"Wasn't 'sexual healin' playin' "

"That's a different first time for us -wink- let me finish this story Jazz!"

Wasn't…"

"No shut up"

"But…"

'NO!!!!!'

"Sorry darlin'"

I came to the meadow for some peace. Something that you're not familiar with since you followed me there.

"But you looked hot."

"Mhmmm…. Now will you let me carry on."

"Sure"

I was laying on the grass staring at the sun above me, when I heard feet shuffling in the grass. Your thoughts were jumbled. I knew something was on your mind.

"Well how were you supposed to tell your friend that you're in love with him"

"You did it perfect Jazz"

I didn't turn to look at you 'cause I know when you want to talk you do. I had to give you a chance to make you're move. Let you decide to gather you're thoughts. You cleared your throat and mumbled something even for a vampire couldn't hear. I asked you to repeat what you said. that's when my whole life changed.

"Isn't it funny how three little words can change our entire existence….. Oh sorry I will let you continue'

You knelt down before me and in my 85 years I'd never seen anything so beautiful as the way you looked when the sun hit you.

"What? Even in my Miami Vice days"

'"*Growl* JASPER!!!!!"

I was mesmerized and then you spoke those words that made my still heart beat again.

"I remember everythin' I said and the way I told you….. 'I cherish you like nothing else

Have I told you , that your smile

Lights the darkest of my days.

Have I told you, that your eyes

Take my breath away."

"Yeah…. You said… it still takes my breath away - even now.'

I saw the sparkle in your eyes and I knew it wasn't a joke like you and Emmett usually play. I was confused and I ran from you.

"That really hurt Ed! Why?"

"I'm with you now you know why."

"That's a totally different story isn't it."

"Yeah -grin-"

Jasper began to mumble "We're gonna be here all day"

I needed to think things through. I never thought I was into men, but I replayed the whole scene over and over again in my head and suddenly it all made sense. When I first met you, you had red eyes. You didn't think you could adapt to our way of life and I helped you. I was so proud, every step you took made me feel so much for you. Thinking back, I should have realised it was love.

"Well you cant help love me…. Seen my face I'm cute."

"I know but seriously"

AN: This is a joint effort from MyLittlePonyGirl. Adam said four things but it helped. And of course my self. Chapter 2 up shortly.

Love

Melissa

Xx