Hello :D thank you for clicking on this story! I really do not have much to say but credits go to Veronica Roth for Divergent and the 1st song is Bulls In The Bronx by Pierce The Veil and the second song is Hurricane by Panic! At The Disco so credit to them 3 enjoy the story :)
My shoulder hits the locker, my bag falls to the ground. I squealed a little in pain as I slide down the locker.
"Fucking piece of shit! You're WORTHLESS!" Peter yells at me before turning and walking in the other direction down hall, Drew and Molly following close behind him both pairs of arms crossed over their chests.
I sit up slowly and see everyone's head turned towards me. I pick up my bag and stand looking around me, I start to walk in the same direction that Peter and his crew went, pulling out my Iphone as I walked looking at all the eyes turned towards me. I put my earbuds in and flip through the hundreds of songs to find the one I was looking for, I put the song on repeat and turn the music up all the way.
Do you know I count your heartbeats before you sleep (you sleep)? I bite my fingernails to bone (to bone) and then crawl back under the stairwell to a place I call my home.
I really hope you enjoy the show, because for me, it's just a bad day. You need people like me to feel.
Maybe we're just having too much fun. Maybe we can't handle yourself, staring at me with your lips and tongue.
You'll never know I don't know where i'm going to sleep tonight. She said, "Hotels are cheap, And there's one down the street." But, don't you threaten me with a good time. Murder the moment. My god, i'm the serpent. I'm sorry that I can't see that you truly love me.
Maybe we're just having too much fun. Maybe we can't handle yourself, staring at me with your lips and tongue.
I've been having this dream that we could fly, so maybe if we never wake up we could see the sky.
Oh, alright.
Please don't take this out on me, 'cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive. And I don't wanna wait for the down-set date. 'Cause I would rather end it all tonight. And if I mean anything to you, I'm sorry but i've made up my mind.
Maybe we're just having too much fun. Maybe we can't handle yourself, staring at me with your lips and tongue.
I've been having this dream that we could fly, so maybe if we never wake up we could see the sky, so darling close your eyes. 'Cause you're about to miss everything (about to miss everything) About to miss everything (about to miss everything)
I look around as I walk through the hall there aren't as many eyes still on me but I notice one person looking directly at me Four, standing with Zeke by their lockers.Wow he actually noticed me. I stare back at him stop Tris don't let those beautiful blue eyes get to you I keep eye contact with him until Christina puts her arm around me.
"Hey Trissy!" She yells pulling out my left earbud. The music still playing loud.
"When will you stop calling me that?" I ask taking my eyes off Four and looking over at my best friend.
"Never, silly!" she says giggling "when will you get over Four?"
My eyes go wide and I look over my shoulder. Hopefully he didn't hear. I let out a breath. "I don't know" I mumble.
She takes her arm off me as we reach the front doors of the school. We each push open one of the double doors to the cool winter air.
"Hey! Tris, Chris!" Uriah says waving an arm, he was standing near the car lot. Chris and I walk towards Uriah.
"Hey Uriah" Christina says smiling. "Hey" I say not looking up from Iphone trying to text my brother, Caleb. 'I'm not going to ride the bus. I'm going to walk home. I need time alone.' After I sent the text I looked up and saw Chris and Uriah staring at me.
"You okay?" Uriah asked.
"Yeah. I'm fine" I replied looking down at my phone "I'm going to walk home. I better get started."
"Want me to drive you?" Christina asked.
I shook my head and proceeded to walk out into the parking lot putting the earbuds that Christina pulled out back in my ear. My phone vibrated and I looked to see a text from Caleb. 'Okay. Stay safe. Don't get raped ;)' I replied 'Thanks -_- love ya too' and went to change the song after my day I need a song a little less depressing.
Are you worth the weight in gold? Cause you're behind my eyelids when i'm all alone hey, stranger, I want you to catch me like a cold. You and god both got the guns, when you shoot me I think i'd duck.
I led the revolution in my bedroom and I set all the zippers free. We said, "No more war, No more clothes! Give me peace. Oh kiss me!"
Hey! Hey! We are a Hurricane! Drop our anchors in a storm. Hey! They will never be the same, a fire in a flask to keep us warm. Cause, they know I know That they don't look like me. Oh, they know, I know That they don't sound like me.
You'll dance to anything! You'll dance to anything!
Oh i'd confess, i'd confess, in a room where i'm blessed. But he didn't come and speak to me, or put my heart at ease. And I believe that half the time I am a wolf among the sheep gnawing at the wool over my eyes.
I led the revolution in my bedroom and I set all the zippers free. We said, "No more war, No more clothes! Give me peace. Oh kiss me!"
Hey! Hey! We are a Hurricane! Drop our anchors in a storm. Hey! They will never be the same, a fire in a flask to keep us warm. Cause, they know I know That they don't look like me. Oh, they know, I know That they don't sound like me.
You'll dance to anything! You'll dance to anything! You'll dance to anything! You'll dance to anything!
Fix me, or conflict me. I'll take anything. Fix me, or just conflict me. Cause i'll take anything.
I led the revolution in my bedroom and I set all the zippers free. We said, "No more war, No more clothes! Give me peace. Oh kiss me!"
Hey! Hey! We are a Hurricane! Drop our anchors in a storm. Hey! They will never be the same, A fire in a flask to keep us warm. Cause, they know I know That they don't look like me. Oh, they know, I know That they don't sound like me.
You'll dance to anything! You'll dance to anything!
Before I knew it I was standing in front of my house, A regular white 2-story house with a red door and green shutters. I let out a sigh and walked up the front stairs. I put my hand on the silver doorknob and looked down at my hand. How is this home? I twisted the knob and walked inside the house quietly pulling out one earbud.
"Caleb?" I yelled. He probably took the long way home. The home where our dad didn't care. He hated us. Ever since Mom died he didn't care about anyone or anything, he was a drunk.
"Beatrice?" Dad said from the living room.
"U-um yeah dad?" I asked closing the door and setting my bag down gently beside me.
"Where were you? And where is your brother?" He asked walking through the hallway that led from the front door to the living room.
"I walked home. And I don't know where Caleb is." I said looking at the stairs wanting to make a run for it.
"Whatever" He said taking a sip of his water. Wow, trying something different? He turned and walked back towards the living room. I shrugged, grabbed my bag and ran up the stairs to my room.