Dear Alejandro
I know what I did is something you'll never forgive me about. And I can't blame you. Still, no matter what, I need you to understand I didn't mean it, and that I will regret it for the rest of my life. I know this sounds nothing like me…but it is. I've been mean for only one reason, to get the prize money. Every time I say something I don't mean, it hurts me deep inside. Let me tell you, I was never going to push you off that volcano. Never. When I said I loved you, I mean it with all my heart. I was just scared you didn't. I look back at the things you did to Courtney, Bridgette and Leshawna, and I cant help but wonder what if you're really just lying. I couldn'take the risk. Cause I've been bald, laughed at ,punched ,hit ,kicked ,cursed and even worse stuff. So, I didn't want to take the risk of getting hurt again. I hope you understand. Still, I will stay out of your life.
Heather
My hands tremble as I read this.
'Heather….I'm coming to see you.'I say softly ,grinning.