A FUTURE UNCERTAIN
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I should have never let her leave. Inuyasha would be furious if he came back to camp and found Kagome gone but one look into her warm chestnut colored eyes and I could not for the life of me tell this beauty before me no. Her aura was radiating such sadness and frustration, which could only mean one thing… she saw him with her again.
I could never understand why Inuyasha could choose a cold, unfeeling, not to mention very dead women over a sensual, kind-hearted, and very spirited women. For Kagome was all women now, long gone was the women-child I first met over three years ago. Kagome has grown into a mature and very sexy woman. With very long legs and that could easily fit around my waist. Her soft curls now reach her waist and her breast…well she has come into her own.
It was because if Inuyasha's thoughtlessness that she wanted to return home. I should have convinced her to stay but instead I offered her my hand and walked her to the well. How was I supposed to know that would be the last time I would walk beside her? How was I supposed to know that would be the last time I would see her smiling face. That the kiss she placed on my cheek as a thank you would be the first and last time I would ever feel her soft lips against my skin.
I didn't know that when we dragged Inuyasha to the well to retrieve Kagome, three days later, that the well would deny him passage to the future. All day we watched him try only to see him jump out looking very angry and confused until finally he gave up and walked into the forest angry and defeated.
I felt numb. I didn't know how much Kagome meant to me until she was no longer able to return to our time. Only leaving behind her favorite yellow bag and some clothing to remember her by.
It 's been about six months since she disappeared down the well. It was hard at first. No one wanted to leave the village just in case Kagome made it back some how. But after a week or so, Inuyasha informed us we would be leaving at dawn to find the more jewel shards. I won't waist my time waiting for the wench to come back. No one told her to leave in the first place. We leave at dawn tomorrow we will just have Kikyo help us look for the shards, Inuyasha stated as if didn't care Kagome came back or not.
Kikyo now joins our little excursions telling us of rumors shard locations and if she sense one near by. Since she has been accompanying us our group has been growing further apart. Sango has become quiet rarely speaking to anyone. Even when my "cursed" hand grabs her lovely round bottom, she says nothing. Sango has also been suffering from nightmares. She would wake up screaming in the dead of the night drench in sweat but when we ask her about them she won't talk. She only talked to Kagome about such matters.
Inuyasha sits in Goshinboku, when he is not with the dead priestess. He doesn't show it but we all know he misses Kagome. He should more then anyone. It was Kagome who released him from Goshinboku and offer him true friendship. Even when he tried to kill her, insulted her, and compared her to Kikyo, Kagome just shrugged it off and offered him acceptance and love.
Shippo, poor little thing refuses to leave Lady Kaede's hut. He truly believes Kagome is coming back soon and wants to be the first to greet her and welcome her home. I must be as naïve and hopeful as Shippo because I believe she is coming back too. When I am not away from the village. I meditate in front of the well waiting to catch a glipse of the blue light that seem to shimmer from the well announcing Kagome's return just before her smiling face pops up from the well's rim. Tomorrow morning I will do it again, and again until we leave to find another piece of the jewel shard.
Today when I woke-up something felt wrong. I woke up anxious and in a panic. My heart was beating so fast that I thought it would beat right out of my chest. I looked at my cursed hand to see if my prayer beads are still securely wrapped around my hand and they were. That wasn't the cause of this sudden panic attack. I felt like I needed to go to the well like I had to be there. So I jumped up from my spot on the floor and I ran.
I ran as fast as I could to the well, until my lungs were burning and my breathing became labored. Sweat drenched my back and forehead but I would not stop until I reached the well. Just as it came into my view, I spotted it, a very faint shimmer of blue radiating from the well.
Kami, she came back. Just like Shippo knew she would just like I knew she would. All of a sudden I felt energized. I felt like I could defeat any demon even Naraku so I pushed myself harder and made it to the well. But what I saw wiped the smile off my face and made my blood boil. Kagome was back all right but she lay there at the bottom of the well unconscious and covered in blood.
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