So I recently went into a twilight phase, where I had some good ideas that I couldn't get rid of, and I know I have other stories, that I need to finish… But I have all these good ones right now and I will go back to those very SOON! (: This chapter was created over the time span of six Grey's Anatomy episodes. Read and Review, this is my favorite story idea I've had.

Here's the summary:

Carlison Cullen (Unlike her twin sister Renesmee) loves the spotlight, she's the IT girl of Hollywood, made a great name for herself and have millions of screaming fans to prove it. She's been like this since she was 14, but now she is 24 and Carlie was just dumped by her almost husband after being engaged for seven months. She finishes her world tour and goes back to Forks for a little while. Carlie remembers bits and pieces of her last years in Forks when she was 14 of Seth Clearwater, who imprinted with her and has been in love with her since. But it was an unrequited love. Carlie preferred floppy haired celebrities who have more money than Bill Gates and drive fancy sports cars, not a werewolf who got a full ride to UW and just started his medical internship at some hospital in Washington. His delayed aging makes him look about 25. This is a story of how unrequited love turned into much more. (:

Forks Washington is a small town that I grew up in. I'm the daughter of Edward and Bella Cullen and instead of marrying prematurely like Renesmee and Jacob I became a super-star. With millions of dollars and fans and everybody loving me.

The flight from New York to Washington was roughly twelve hours and I didn't sleep at all, despite it left at eleven at night. I hadn't been sleeping lately, it was too hard. I'd been with James Pattinson for three years, since I was 21. He was there when not everyone was, and when he asked me to marry him I hadn't even blinked my eyes before I said yes. It was going to be in spring, and then…

He dumped everything.

To the media we said it was mutual, but I was shell-shocked and heartbroken. I had a tough demeanor, I didn't let people in very often and when I did I fell hard and fast in love with those boys. We never even fought, we agreed on everything, he never cheated and I never blew him off. We were perfect for each other.

Or so I thought…

So I was going to spend a few weeks with my family, for Christmas and New Years. I needed some unconditional love right now. And my family always had love for them to spare on me.

Emmet was the first one to give me a hug when I got off the plane, it was a big hug, one that left me breathless but inside me was singing. The Esme kissed my forehead and said I was looking a little thin, but I was beautiful as always. They were the only ones there and when I asked why there was no entourage she said they were making breakfast for Nessie, Jacob and they're kids Elsie and Eva, me, and of course, my Dad's best friend, Seth.

Great.

My mostly vampire family was cooking. I smiled on the outside but cringed on the inside.

Seth.

Fantastic.

Not.

I could see me and Seth being best friends, but friendship wasn't enough for him now that I was older. He had loved me since he saw me for the first time, but he never appealed to me in that way. He was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to get me into a rated R movie but, when he kissed me three summers ago right before I started dating James, and right before we were about to go cliff diving. It scared me.

Because he was a good kisser.

It was like he was made, just for me. His lips were warm and soft, just how I liked it. He held my waist and I was mortified when I kissed him back, my fingers looping into his cute floppy hair and pulling him closer.

When I pulled away I didn't waste a second, jumping off before I could do anything stupider, like kiss him again.

I hadn't talked to him since, my Mom, whenever we talked told me he was still single and quite the doctor prodigy.

When we pulled up the house was alive with sound and light. There was an undeniable glow to the house, like it was full of something more than lots of people and delicious food. (I should explain Carlie is less vampire than Nessie. She eats food, but still ages at a slower pace. She can manipulate other people's abilities, like if she touches Edward's arm, she can read the minds of everyone for about an hour, but it wears off eventually.)

I walked into the house and was hugged and kissed and smiled at.

It was bliss, to be gone for so long and to come back to the same thing you left with. The love of everything and everyone you grew up with.

We had waffles, bacon, orange juice, cantaloupe, watermelon, and more. I haven't eaten that much in a long, long, long time. I haven't eaten very much at all in the last month; food didn't taste as good anymore and I wrote songs and played my guitar for hours, sometimes skipping breakfast, lunch, and dinner all-together.

Seth said a few things to me, like the jersey dress I was wearing looked good and he liked the new strait across bang cut I got last week. I smiled weakly and made small talk with him.

After things were cleaned up and I had hugged everybody and talked to them for a while, I walked down to the basement and onto the back porch. There were these wicker chairs that were so comfortable, it was winter so I pulled my thin cardigan around me tighter and just watched the sun.

A little bit after I came outside the sliding glass door slid open, I was about to pat the seat next to me because I thought it would be my Dad. But it wasn't it was Seth.

"Hey," he said, standing by my chair

"Hi," I told him back, not wanting this to be awkward at all

"So, how's New York? I heard the just got dumped on by snow."

"It's cold and snowy there, but it's good. It's definitely my favorite place in the winter time. How've you been Seth?"

"I've been… busy. They work you like a slave as an intern but it's worth it. Completely and totally worth it." He replied, smiling big, he was always so happy, I had no idea how anyone could do it.

"Oh, so you like it there? How do you eat the Hospital food? I can't stand it!" I told him, recalling the day Nessie went into Labor with Elsie for nineteen hours last year, I had to eat some sandwich that made me throw up and I remembered just now that Seth was the one that held my hair while I puked my guts up, because

I hated the smell of Hospitals; it smelled like death and antiseptic.

Human blood disgusted me (And right after I ate the last bite, Seth and I walked past a hospital room with blood all over the floor. That's why I threw up in a trash can.)

Hospital food is revolting. Always will be.

Childbirth has made me faint twice, so I hate that too.

I'm scared of Hospitals, because Death is a constant companion

"It's not that bad, the chocolate cake's prime. But I still won't touch the soup." He laughed

"Mmm, sounds delicious." I joked, shivering; I swear it was getting colder

"You're cold Car? Here" He sat down and scooted pretty close to me, he was so warm. I scooted closer and closer. Until I was practically sitting on his lap, I hadn't realized how cold I was until I was leaning against 107 degrees. He was warm and when I was so close to him, I felt so safe, I let him slip his arm around me and I put my legs up on the glass coffee table and just closed my eyes and let myself feel this good for a little while.

I must have dozed off for a little while because when I woke up my watch said it was four and I was asleep on Seth, I leaned back against him again and thought to myself:

I couldn't understand why I had fallen asleep on him. He was Seth Clearwater, the boy who was in love with me and was always there. No matter what. But I didn't love him; I liked how warm he was, and how easy it was to fall asleep with him beside me. But love is a tricky thing.

Something I don't immerse myself in unless I'm completely sure I'm ready to get lost in it. But was I ready? To let someone in completely again. Was I ready? Maybe.

No way. I wasn't. Not yet anyway. But it would be soon.

Sooner than I anticipated.