January 19 'in absentia'
Negative Space
Series: Tsubasa RESERVoir
CHRoNiCLE
Characters: Syaoran and
Syaoran (Sakura)
Warnings: weirdness,
spoilers for Acid Tokyo arc
Word count: I don't know.
It's short.
A/N: 'You' is Sakura for most of this, but it can be read as 'you' being the other Syaoran. Brackets is C!Syaoran, no brackets R!Syaoran.
In a perfect world you and
I would never have met and the wish that drives my cousin would not
have caused this nightmare,
(and in a perfect world
you and I would never have met because I would not exist, and the
heart that is not mine would not cry for that tragedy. In a-)
-perfect world you and I
would not meet because the seal would never break and my heart would
still be torn in two, but that's hardly perfect, is it? And-
(-in a perfect world you
and I would never meet and we would live out our days in the
complacency that comes with ignorance;)
in a perfect world you and
I would never have met and I would not live with his spectre behind
me,
(because when they look at
you they are looking at me and the emptiness in their eyes terrifies
you, and-)
-in a perfect world there
would not be this space where a boy once stood and-
(-the boy that is not him
would not be there instead and in a perfect world-)
-you and I have never met-
(-and-)
-in a perfect world-
(-but this world is far from perfect-)
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