A/N: Heyy guys, ok this is my first fanfic, and it kinda just happened, so please go easy on me, i hope you guys like it, please R&R thanks

-Mezz

Disclaimer: No, let's get this out of the way, i do not and will never own unfortunetly Gilmore girls or any of the characters!

Hidden Love

CHAPTER 1

Jess sees Rory, sitting down going through a book. He goes and sits next to her.

"You know, you don't have to read it again" he says with a bit of a laugh.

" I know, but, its so good, I'm really proud of you." Rory says with a smile. Jess smiles back and says "So am I. You know, I'm glad that you came."

"Me too."

They get closer, then Jess kisses Rory. She kisses Him back, but then she pulls away.

"I…I can't. I'm sorry." Rory says as she stands up.

"Rory-" Jess gets cut off. "God! I can't even cheat on him like he cheated on me!" Rory said.

"Who? Who cheated on you?" Jess asked confused, then realized who. "Your still with him, huh? That guy." Rory nods.

"I thought you said to fixed things."

"I did!"

"Then why are you still with this guy?" Jess asked.

"Because…because I love him…of all the things he did to me…I still love me" She says sadly.

"I don't deserve thing Rory!" Jess yells. Rory begins to get upset. "I know you don't. I should go." She turns around and leaves.

"Wait!" Jess yells. Rory turns around. "If you want, you can tell him about this…us…" He says sadly. Rory nods. "Bye."

"Bye." Rory leaves.

When she's out the door, Jess whispers, "I love you Rory, always have…always will…" and goes upstairs.

Rory arrives home late that night. She takes off her coat and goes to the kitchen. Rory looks around the apartment, sighs and realise what she has to do.

A couple of days later, Logan arrives home from his trip with his friends.

"Hey Ace! I'm home!" He calls but gets no answer. "Ace?…Rory? You here?" Logan walks around looking for Rory, but couldn't find her. Suddenly, Logan see' a piece of paper lying on the coffee table. He goes to read. He signs. "Oh my god." He says and sit on the couch, and runs his hands through his hair.

Back in Star Hollow.

Rory wakes up, and goes and gets a shower. While Lorelai is in the kitchen making coffee.

"Hey mom." Rory said as she walked in the kitchen.

"Hey hun. Coffee?"

"Of course" Lorelai pored some coffee for Rory and herself.

"So…Rory, you didn't exactly explain why you're here last night, care to explain?" Lorelai asks.

"Um…well, do you want me to start from the first?"

"Yes."

"Well, couple of days ago, I got a letter, well invitation from Jess-" Rory gets cut off by her mother. "Jess?"

"Yeah, Jess. And it was an invitation to an opening for his bookstore, so I went, and I saw Luke, ooh and I saw April." Rory said.

"Oh yeah?" Lorelai says.

"Yeah, she's cute." Lorelai nods. "Anyways," Rory continues. "so I went, and after, when everyone left, it was just me and Jess, and you know we were talking, and he kissed me."

Lorelai looks at Rory "He kissed you?"

"Yes, and I kissed him back. Then I pulled away, cause I felt bad and I knew I was cheating on Logan, but he cheated on me with like 6 girls! And Jess got mad at me, because I'm still with Logan."

"And what did you say?" Lorelai asked.

"…I told him I love Logan…"

"Oh." Lorelai was upset. She didn't like Logan, if she had to choose between Logan or Jess, she'd go with Jess. She knew Jess changed, that he's a better person now.

"Then I left." Rory continued. "I went home, and when I got there…I realised, that I don't. I don't love Logan, I looked around. And asked myself, what am I doing here? So I packed my stuff, and left. I wrote Logan a note telling him that its over…" Rory ended.

"You broke up with him?" Lorelai asked. Rory just nodded with her head down. "So now what?"

"I…I don't know." Rory said honestly.

It was a beautiful day in Stars Hollow, Rory and Lorelai were walking down to Luke's for breakfast. They walked in.

"So where do you wanna sit?" Asked Lorelai

"Dunno… how bout over there?" Rory pointed to a table by the window.

"Nah…its to windowy, people will see us eating."

"Right…well what about there."

"Ew, no, not by the washrooms." Luke walks up to them. "Will you guys just pick a table."

"Well, what kind of a good morning is that?" Lorelai said putting her hands on her hips.

"Sorry." He said, and kissed her. "Now find a place to sit."

They girls walked over to a table. Luke came over with coffee. "The usual?" He asked.

"Yup." Rory said. Luke walked away.

"So…what are you planning on doing today?" Lorelai asked Rory.

"I don't know, maybe do some work for the daily news, maybe see Lane. I don't know."

"You know Rory, you gotta face him some time."

"I know…just not right now."

"I understand. Let's just have some breakfast first, k?"

"Um hm."

After the Gilmore girls had breakfast, Lorelai went off to work, and Rory decided that she should go to Yale, she hates missing school for no reason, but she did have a reason, but she still wanted to go.

She arrived at Yale. Rory was on her way to the paper, but was stop by a certain some one.

"Rory." He said. She turned around. "What do you want Logan?"

"What do I want? I want you Rory. I come home and I see all your stuff gone and you break up with me with a piece of paper! What's getting into you?" Logan yelled.

Rory turns her head away. "Let go of me." She says quietly.

"No."

"Let go of me." She said again.

"No."

"LET ME GO!" Rory yells.

"NO!" Logan yells back.

Rory pulls away from Logan, "I don't love you Logan. I thought I did, but I don't. I always told myself that I'll never fall in love with him again, he hurt me, he left me…yet I still love him!" Rory begins to cry. "I just tried to convince myself that I was in love with you, just so I can say that I don't love Jess."

"Jess?" Logan asked.

"But really." Rory continued. "I do love him, I always have, and always will. I'm sorry Logan." Rory says and kisses him on the cheek. "Good-bye." And with that Rory turns her heal and leaves. Leaving Logan there, confused and heartbroken.

Rory drives home, to Stars Hollow. What happened today with Logan kept replaying in her head. I do love him, I always have, and always will. Was she making the right choice. Maybe she's suppose to be with Logan not Jess. But right now, she's going to try to keep her mind on something else. Rory decides to go see Lane.

"So then I broke up with him." Rory said, explaining to Lane, what happened with Logan.

"Whoa. So its over?" Lane asked a bit surprise.

"Yeah."

"Wow"

"Yeah."

After seeing Lane, Rory goes home to relax from a long day. When she got in she obviously went to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee, and realize there's a post-it on the coffee maker. It said:

Hey Hun,

Sorry, but I got called in at the Inn. A water pipe broke and Michel freaked, he got his suit wet and went home. Ugh! Anyways, I'll be home later tonight. Bye babe.

-Mom

Rory looked at her watch, it was only 4:12 pm. She had lots of time by herself. She wondered what she'll do. So, she thought she'll go and read a book right? Might as well. She sat on her bed picked out The Fountainhead. She doesn't know why, but whenever she was upset, she would read it. Rory read the book once. It was now 5:55 pm. She signed. She didn't really concentred on the book, she mind was else where. On a certain someone. Then she got an idea, she took her purse and her coat of the rack and left the house.

A/N: so i hope u guys liked it. the next chapter will be up sooner or later, please review :)