Me and Ron we're sitting right next to each other during apperation class, and usually I wouldn't mind that, but we got into a fight earlier that day. It's crazy, we fight so much but he's still one of my favourite people. And least favourite.
Sigh.
This is the one problem I was never able to solve.
I started thinking about how wizards don't drive cars, and if I should still try to get my liscense anyway? Cars I think are pretty easy to drive, but the thing that always messes me up is the fact that I can't seem to remember that objects in the rear view mirror are closer than they appear.
I imagine a road, which represents the relationship I have with Ron. Just a friendship. But there are all these bumps and I can't drive straight. I imagine driving on that road.
I look at my rear view mirror and it seems to make a lot more sense than what I see ahead of us. Things are getting way too complicated. Do I hate him or have a crush on him? In my rear view mirror I see a smooth path, just two first year friends. But ahead of us is either pure happiness or the road to disaster. All I know for sure is that I want to make a turn before we both crash and burn. Because that could be the death of us, and our relationship as a whole. Making that turn would be if we could just stop fighting all the time.
But here's the thing, I think we know how to drive in rain. Even when we fight, we're okay in the end. We get past it. We drive straight past that rain. I think the problem is that we just always forget to turn, leading us the wrong way. This happens often, and we're just stuck in the same old lane. I don't know. It's stupid. I mean, Im under pressure because I can't have him the way that I want. Wish I could just go back to the way it was. What I see in that rear view mirror.
Here's the most confusing part though, right when I think that we found it, that's when we start turning around. I'm trying not to worry about us, but we're still going the wrong way.
I laugh.
They say only fools fall in love. Well they must've been talking about us.