I wrote this because my parents are keeping an eye on what I'm doing its so freakin annoying it like I have no freakin privacy so anyway here ya go. Hichigo ichigo pairings rules along side ichigo/renji!! Blood and cursing you've been warned
Ichigo sat in what he liked to call his room. The only place in his entire house where his so-called family didn't bother him so much. He sighed. His life sucked. He hated everyone and everything that got in his way. He pulled up his sleeve looking lovingly at the scars and gashes the resigned on his arm and wrist. He chuckled to him self. He remembered how he got every single one, what happen, where he was and why he did it.
"Feeling rather happy today ne partner?" a metallic voice whispered against his ear
"What do you fuckin want?" he said speaking to the air
"Nothing much the true question is what exactly do you want that's why I'm here."
"I desire nothing more to free my life from this hellhole Hichigo"
"So that's why you do it cut your self?"
"Basically it's the way I feel alive, the way I know I really do exist'
I Slit your wrist and watched as you bled beautiful red liquid
You'll kill us one day fool"
I watched you as you too slowly began to die
"Funny how you only care because if I die you die too"
"Not true" he whispered, "It's just because I love my little king far to much"
Ichigo laughed he didn't know if the hollow was making fun of him or telling the truth
"What are you up to hichi?"
"Heh stupid king I'm here because you need me"
"Huh sorry to disappoint you but I don't need you I'm perfectly fine by myself"
Why do you gaze at me like that?
"You can't lie to me because for the most part I am you, partner"
Are you worried for me?
Ichigo sighed closing his eyes for a moment "I said I don't need crap from you leave me the fuck alone already!"
"I will if you answer my question"
"Which is?"
"When you drag that blade along side your wrist do you think of the effect it has on me?" with that, hichigos voice vanished from ichigos mind.
Why worry for the likes of me
Ichigo thought for a moment before getting frustrated. He got up and headed towards his desk. Sliding open the drawer and picking up a small box cutter blade. He walked over to his door to make sure it was locked. He closed his eyes as the blade made contact with his flesh and ripped the skin open. He hissed he could feel the cold metal cross his skin. He felt liquid make its way down his arm. He listened closely at the far end of his mind he heard a ceased hiss.
Tell me with that last dying breath why do you say such loving things to me, I killed you and you thank me in return
He put the blade down and laid on the bed. 'Hichigo if I die would you willfully die along side me?' he knew he probably wouldn't receive an answer. Just as darkness took him, he heard a faint whisper
Why?
"If it means remaining beside you…yes my king, my ichi"
Know I understand why, it's because in the end I set you free from your mistakes. So now, I wait til the day I see you again. To tell you my everlasting sins that you willfully took with you. Thank you my friend
A/n so how do you like it I know it might be too weird but that's who I am. Italic means poetic version that I came up with to match the story/ bold means Hichigo talking just incase you didn't know. If you hate it, I just have one think to say to you. Why should I care what you think come over to my house and kill me it would make life so much easier. I'm bored and sleepy seriously tonight I probably only got around 4-5 hours of sleep (yawn) stupid insomnia. Til next time, see ya