Ten years ago, I was in love. Yeah, me, Draco L. Malfoy, was in love. She meant everything to me. If we hadn't fallen in love, I'd be the same as I was in my 1st through 6th years in Hogwarts. She opened my eyes to something much better. She made me realize that it didn't matter what blood you had, you were still a human being. She changed me drastically
But…that was a long time ago. Things are different now.
Sometimes I see her walking down the street, hand-in-hand with her husband and her little girl. The wedding ceremony was in America, I guess she liked it here better.
She doesn't even look my way when we pass each other on the street. She doesn't say anything either. Neither do I. I just keep walking, sorrow in my eyes. When we pass each other and I brush against her shoulder because it was crowded, she'll glare at me and keep walking without saying anything. I guess she doesn't want to worry her family. I don't blame her because I am the only one that remembers what we had long ago. Yes, she doesn't remember anymore. But, I think it's better with way. She's happy.
Ten years has passed since my brother brain-washed her into thinking it was her fault that I was in the hospital for a couple months, but it wasn't. After I was released, she couldn't even look at me without crying or yelling at me that it was her fault. Then, she fell ill. Her heart fell ill, to a point where she could die if I or anyone else didn't do anything. My brother told me she wants to be set free. That her love and her memories of our love and me were killing her. I'm not sure if he was right, but she can't be heart-broken over something that she can't remember.
"I think it might have been better if we had never fallen in love."
I cried when I had to erase our love from her memories. It hurt so much because before I muttered the curse, she apologized because she couldn't protect me. But that was wrong. I was the one who couldn't protect her.
Sometimes I want her to fall in love with me. I want to pick her off her feet and we'd run away together. But I'm just being selfish. It would be unfair to her daughter. Even if she left her husband for me, it wouldn't be the same love we shared so many years ago. It would be something different because she wouldn't remember what happened during our 7th year in Hogwarts.
But, I keep on dreaming of our 7th year love, how wonderful and alive I felt back then. I still talk to Harry, Ron, Ginny, and Alex, but not often. We mostly talk about what we're doing with our lives, how our days are going, and if we're all well. Sometimes we talk about Hermione and her new family. That's when I cry or get extremely jealous. I'm jealous because I want to be where her husband is, but that's just me being selfish again.
All I can do is watch and pray to Gad that she stays happy because that's all I want for her. Happiness and love, something I can't give her anymore.
A/N: Very short i know. This is just something i came up with this last week and it won't leave me alone, so i just had to write it down on paper. This is just a little one-shot that is ten years after Forbidden Love. Yes, ALL of you are hoping for a squel, but there won't be one. Sorry. I'm currently writing my frist humor fic. i hope that turns out good. heh...
Until Next Time,
This is Kiwi, over and out!((i like saying this! heheheh))