Me and Edward where at a restraunt, having at great time, me getting all giddy-not dunk- over a few glasses of wine. This night was perfect, until we went to leave.
"I'll be right back.. i left my phone inside" Edward kissed my cheek and went back inside, i walked to the car, and noticed his phone on the front seat.
"Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all."
I walked back to the restraunt and peered inside the door, expecting to see Edward walking back out after failing to find his phone. When i scanned the room i saw him talking to a waitress, the waitress that was flirting with him earlier. I suspected she started flirlting with him again and he was letting her down, i stepped inside and waited by the door.
"The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow".
I watched Edward, he started laughing and the girl gentely pushed his arm, laughing too. Again with the flirting, i sighed and was about to make my way over to him but froze in my spot, when Edward, My Edward, pulled the waitress into a kiss. I was frozen, tears running down my cheek. Stupid girl, i shoulda known he wasn't going to change for me. Thank god i caught him in the act before i fell into a dark hole i couldn't climb out of.
"When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain"
I wiped my tears and blinked back a few tears, i walked over to Edward, thankfully my eyes weren't red and puffy. My mind started exploding with thoughts i'd kept locked up, feelings i'd ignored, memories i'd forgotten. Like the walls on my mind expanded, like if finally realised what i should've known, my head seemed lighter, i wasn't lieing to myself. A weight is lifted, on this evening.
"Enjoying youself?" i whisperd in his ear, he snapped back from the kiss as soon as he's heard my voice.
"Bella, she came onto me!" he defended pushing the girl away.
"No Edward, i saw it all, you kissed her... stupid boy" i mutterd turning away,
"Bella wait.." he grabbed my wrist, i tugged it away,
"Maybe its best if you leave me alone" - I give the final blow.
"The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow."
I walked out the restraunt, tears didn't bother to form anymore, my thoughts didn't even think about him. I couldn't be botherd with him anymore. My emotions seemed lighter, of course i was sad and dissapointed, but now i felt relieved and happy, that i didn't fall in to deep. When darkness turns to light.
"Bella, wait please.. i'm sorry!" Edward called from behind me, i laughed lightly and turned to see him slipp a peice of paper into his pocket, then run over to me,
"I'm sorry, i love you... it wasn't my fault, Bella you have to trust me" he begged, i reached into his pocket and pulled out the paper, i unfolded it to relieve a phone number, i scoffed and ripped it up.
"It ends tonight,"
"No Bella please" he begged again,
"It's too late to fight, it ends tonight" i turned and walked away.
"When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight."
I walked, Edward kept calling, but he didn't follow, good. I inhaled, my head was clear, my breaths were clean. I was free from that lie. I exhaled a shakey breath, and carried on walking, the sky was dim, the street lights where warming up, i laughed to myself as i remmeberd Edward's face when i told him it was over. Begging was the most funniest thing i'd seen Edward do. I felt relief wash though me again, i was free... now i'm on my own side. My thoughts, my feelings... where set free, from a lie that i held onto, thinking it's what you do for love, when it wasn't love at all.
"Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know."
The next day at school, Edward tried to beg. All the girls where all over him, knowing he was single, although my friends ignored him. Emmett and Jasper punched him, he shook it off and carried on begging. I just laughed in his face. Last period was music class, he still wasn't getting the message, so when the teacher told us to preform, i gladly took this opitunity to tell him to get lost.
Singing All Americain Rejects - It Ends Tonight
"When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight."
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I looked directly at him, and only one thought swept though my mind. I repeated these words into the mic.
"Now i'm on my own side,
Better than being on your side,"
AN- Hey guys, i was listening to this song, and had an idea. I'm not planning it to carry on, but if you like it ill change it into a proper story, check out my other stories yehh,