This is just a idea that came to mind when I was listening to this song.
Disclaimer: I do not own Wicked Lovely, those rights belong to Melissa Marr
You know I don't know what it is
But everything about you is so irresistible
When he takes of that glamour of his, showing me his true self, something about it attracts me to him. It's as if he is chalk full of that pheromone or chemical, whatever it is, I don't remember, that attracts people to others I know that I cannot give in, not in the slightest. I must remember the rules that my grandmother taught me about the Fey, what humans who have the special ability to see them must do in order to keep themselves from the path of no return. Faeries are tricksters looking for ways to sway and take humans into their world. Why should Keenan be any different?
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm supposed to make him wait
Let think I like the chase but I can't
Stop fanning the fire; I know I meant to say no
I know that I have led him on with some of the things that I have said to him, mainly because he would wash me with a wave of his summer light, but mostly again because of that darned attraction I feel towards him and I just blurt out the wrong intentions. I've tried to be patient and play along to get some answers out of him, but it has been a disaster. I somehow ended up with him at the fair, dancing and having fun, then waking up to have no recollection of what happened the night before. It seems as though I cannot run away from him, but I know that it is all just a part of his game. I know I should not have gone with him that night, Seth had been right all along, but I was too blind to see it from my desires to get some answers out of Keenan and maybe because I could not resist staying away from him. I was wrong though, it all ended up in a catastrophe that left me with no answers or memories.
But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe, more than just
Physical deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
And irresistible to me
I have tried so many countless times to not get close enough to any of the Fey, especially Keenan, for the fear of the desire to join them washing over me again. Somehow though, we ended up like this. Looking at him close up, glamour and everything, whether it was on or off, it makes me dizzy, left staggering at his beauty, barely registering the sharp intakes of breath that I forget to release. A bond has formed between us, spiritually and physically, like we were meant for each other, and it is my duty to undertake. That summer shine, it feels so right, so good. What does Keenan want with me? I have no idea, but his summer shine and himself as a whole is becoming too powerful to resist, and I do not know how long I will be able to turn my back to it.
Can't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I can't stop myself from falling
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game
Cuz when I feel his arms wrapped around me
I know I meant to say no
I know that I love Seth with all my heart, he is the one who has always been there, but once Keenan came into the picture, and that night at the fair as well as the incident with the Elos'. I should have said goodnight before everything went wrong and I got caught up in the magic of Faerie because before I knew it, it was too late to turn back. Keenan is just looking for some human fling to mess around with. Sometimes I want to love him and tell him how I feel, but he is a Faerie, and if I did that, I would never be the same again, never see Seth again. Seth, my beautiful Seth.
Can't you see whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
Baby you know it's more than just spiritual
His kisses are powerful
I try to stay away like a plague so I am not bedazzled by his charm once more, I stick to Seth. Everytime he is near, the summer shine he emits glows around him, making it hard for me to concentrate on anything but him. I rasp, lose my breath, stunned that he can be so beautiful yet dangerous and that he wants to cause me harm. His features just make me want to trust him, give in and go away with him. The only thing that prevents me from it is my beautiful Seth. My morals and sanity come back to me with just a touch or a look from him, and I try hard to cling to him so he does not elude my grasp as easily as my sanity does.
Who will win this game of chance? Hopefully I will. Or am I truly to become a part of the Faerie world, one of the Fey. I've tried desperately to cling to the mortal world, Seth, my sanity and morals, and especially what hope I have left of my mortality coming back to me.
But he is just so irresistible.
I did not change much when I edited this because I like the original. I mainly just changed any spelling or grammar errors.
