A/N so this is my first story, and at first I am thinking that I am going to update randomly. this isnt going to have a set schedule and it isn't beta'd so there will be grammatically errors as well as spelling errors. if you catch something please please please, let me know and as soon as I can I will fix it. Thanks in advance!

no infringement intended all Twilight stuff belongs to Stephenie Meyer I just make her characters do strange things and make extremely bad choices

"But Jake!" I cried over the phone "you promised that we would spend the weekend together!" Jake, the man of my dreams had just broken yet another date, the third one this week actually. and this one was important. it was the weekend of my birthday and i wanted to spend it on a romantic get away up north but apparently he had other plans.

" I know baby I know" he said to me. "but i just remembered that I have some stuff to do with Sam this weekend"

"oh so you mean i can spend some time with Emily then?" this was the deciding factor. if he said yes he wasn't lying and all would be forgiven. if he said no then Leah was involved, so I waited for his answer.

"uh about that, i think she is going to take the baby to her moms house." no she wasn't i talked to her this morning. and asked her what her plans were for the weekend to see if she would come feed moose, my German Shepard.

I had had enough. I was going to confront him about his cheating. I knew he was doing it there was no denying it at this point so he had better fess up, but before I had the chance to say anything to him he dropped the bomb on me.

"Bella we need to talk I will be there in an hour" when he said that I felt like the floor was falling out from under my feet. all I could say was "is Leah coming with you?" the response I got was a simple "yeah" with a heavy sigh.

Oh. No. this was NOT going to be good.

I hung up the phone with shaking hands. I decided that I would take a shower and try to calm down. I walked into the bathroom and turned up the hot water as hot as I could get it, and stepped in. I could feel the muscles loosening up in my neck as the water ran down my back but I could not shake the feeling of doom building in the pit of my stomach. It twisted and turned as I washed my hair and a dried off. it kept building as I found some clean clothes to wear settling for a royal blue tank and a pair of jeans. I sat down on the bed and waited. I picked up some vampire book that Alice had left at the house the last time she was there and just waited. I couldn't concentrate on anything and then I heard the key turn the lock.

Here goes nothing.

A/N so what do you think so far? if you like it please tell me, if you hate it, well tell me that too! I'm going to keep it short for now until I can get more chapters written but its all i can do. more than likely I will post multiple chapters at a time as I will write them when ever I have time then upload them all at once. (I don't have internet I use a friends)

what do you think Jake and Leah are going to tell Bella?

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