Always?
Chapter one
Guess who's back
Bellatrix stood up quickly. A little bit too much actually, she was now dizzy. Where the hell was she? Of course, she didn't recall what happened just 3 hours ago. It was still very fuzzy. She decided it was better for now to sit on the bed, and look around for her wand with her eyes.
She was in a very large room; the walls were covered of very dark wood, creating a sort of pattern. There were no windows, and almost no light. In a corner, there was an ancient armchair of a green that remind her of emerald. The rest of the furniture was so simple she did not even care about it. She rapidly spotted the door, with its gold handle. She was not sure what she was going to do: Stay here and pretend to sleep until someone enters, or just go out there and run for her life.
She didn't even had the time to make a plan that she heard footsteps. She jumped into the bed, and pretended to sleep. Then, there was just the noise of the closing door. A gentle hand was now petting her hair. She hated the kindness, or may I say weakness, of the gesture.
-Oh sister, I am so happy to see you, I missed you so much. I hope you're recovering well.
The voice was very familiar to Bellatrix. It was Narcissa's. She rolled over and looked at her.
-I'm all right Cissy, don't worry, she said at the same time as pushing her hand off her.
Narcissa's face brightened up as soon as her sister spoke. She was so relieved! After all these years away, she didn't know how her dearest sister was going to be. Obviously, she had been through a hell lot. Her face was not the same, she was so skinny, her eyes were red, and she didn't even want to get started on her hair. In brief, she looked like she had battle against a basilisk for the last fifteen years.
Bellatrix tried to get up, but she was apparently too weak to do so. Narcissa helped her to sit down, and gave her a tall glass of water.
-By the way Cissy, where are we? I don't remember being brought here.
-You're in my husband's manor. You don't remember anything from last night?
Narcissa looked surprised, and a bit confused.
-What happened?
Bellatrix was losing her temper.
-CISSY ANSWEAR ME I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO WAIT, she shouted.
Cissy took her hand, stared into her eyes.
-It's the Dark Lord, she said dramatically, you escaped for Azkaban because of him. He is back.
Bella felt an ocean of joy in her body. Her body started shaking. She knew he was going to save her. He came for her, because she was his favorite. She remembered screaming at Aurors, saying that she would wait for him, then crucio their asses and they all laughed. Revenge was about to start…
-Where is he? I want to talk to him! And what about Rodolphus and the others? Are they here? But I really need to talk to the Lord! Right now.
Narcissa looked at her sister.
-You poor thing, no one knows where he is. He just told Lucius that he would be coming back sooner then we think. I guess you'll just have to wait. In the mean time, I suggest you take a shower and freshen yourself up. You look like hell.
Bellatrix examined herself. It was true, she looked horrible.
-Yeah, I guess I could do that. I'll be at my best when he'll come back.
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Bellatrix didn't' get up easily, every step was a real challenge. However, she didn't let her sister help her. She was too proud. If the Dark Lord arrives while she's helping me, I would look weak, vulnerable, she taught, I want him to think that I am now stronger than ever.
She took the best shower of her life. She was feeling so clean, so polish. She stepped out of the shower and saw a big mirror. She stood in front of it, just looking at her new body. She didn't quite hate it. Of course, eating wouldn't hurt her, and there were scares pretty much everywhere. But she had managed somehow to keep her nice breast.
An hour later, the Black sisters were in the luxurious living room. Narcissa was trying to brush Bella's hair. She almost cried.
-Just crucio me, it would hurt less.
The blond one was struggling with knots.
-Hey it's not my fault! Next time don't get caught, so you won't have to suffer from brushing your hair. Your curls are just out of control.
-Don't you know some spell that could solve our problem?
-I had a boy Bella, there was no hair brushing involved for the last 14 years.
Bella's eyes were wide open.
-You had a boy! Is he serving the Dark Lord? You are so lucky! If I had children, I would be proud to hand them to the Lord for training.
-No, Draco is just a kid. He is only fifteen.
-Well, at that age our Lord already thought me Occlumancy.
-It's different. I want him to enjoy Hogwarts while he can. I want to give him something we never had: a childhood.
Bellatrix taught her sister was a fool. If she had a boy, he would be trained to be a Death eater as soon as he would get out of this miserable school of witchcrafts and wizardry. But this was the one gift she hadn't be able to give her lord. She didn't really tried to get pregnant, but sometimes she was thinking about it. She would just love to give birth to another pureblood.
Suddenly, Narcissa got up and told Bellatrix she was done. There was a tear in her eye. She must have known there will be a time when Draco will have to become a Death eater. He wouldn't truly have the choice. It was suppose to be a honor, not a reason to cry, Bellatrix whispered.
-What about shopping tomorrow?
Bellatrix gave a look at her sister.
-What about shopping tomorrow? Are you out of your mind? I just escaped from Azkaban! I'm not going for a walk on Diagon Alley! Wake up Narcissa. Everything has change now. No more shopping, no more going out for butter beer. You can be so stupid sometimes. The war will start soon, and you're thinking about shopping! I need to get ready for the Dark Lord's arrival. Now go and leave me alone.
Narcissa left like she was asked. She knew that when Bellatrix was upset, she was better to leave her alone for an hour or two.
Pointless. That was how Bellatrix could describe her sister. She was a fool, married a fool, and her boy was probably a fool too. She didn't take the mission of the Dark Lord as seriously as her. And that fact was pissing off Bella.
And all of a sudden, a silhouette appeared at the door. Bellatrix prayed for it to be her Lord. Big deception, it was her husband.
He looked different too. Skinnier of course, but sexier also she thought. She liked his new beard.
-Hello my wife, he said with a rough voice, you look disappointed.
- I was waiting for the Dark Lord.
-Like always. Come get close to me.
Bellatrix didn't move.
-Don't be a bitch. I haven't seen you in years. Could you be nice for this one time?
Bellatrix rolled her eyes and walked towards him. He grabbed her aggressively. She kind of liked it. After staring at her new body, he just kissed her with passion. But his wife didn't really kiss him back. Then, Rodolphus lost his mind. He started to undress her. She could feel his big hands running down her neck, breast and now her stomach. She sighed.
Still, she was curious: Can her husband turn her on? She doubted that very much…
-Bella?
-What?
-I don't want to fuck you.
What was she suppose to answer? She just kissed him in the neck, hoping he was going to shut his mouth.
- Please Rod, don't ruin this, I was just starting to get in the mood…
-I wanna make love to you,I missed you so much my love.
She was not sure where Rodolphus was going with that love thing, but she decided to give him a shot. And having sex couldn't harm her…
He slowly picked her up, and carried her in his arms. She was much lighter than before. He carefully laid her on the bed. He removed quietly her corset. He kissed her neck. Bellatrix found this entire slow and loving thing awkward. She didn't like it this way.
Rodolphus noticed she wasn't moaning as usually. After all these years, he wanted to try something… different.
He gently lied on her. What is he waiting for, Bella asked herself, just put it in? This all concept was very strange to her. She didn't want him to make love to her. She didn't really love him.
After an hour of uncomfortable sex, Bellatrix had enough of Rodolphus 'sensibility, and faked an orgasm. She couldn't take it anymore. She like it rough, that's it.
Rodolphus went to sleep after kissing his love one good night. Bellatrix kept asking herself when Voldemort would be back.
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Hey, it's me, the author.
First let's make things clear: Bellatrix won't ever love Rodolphus in this story, if you are belladolphus fans my other fanfiction is for you: ever mine, ever yours, ever ours
Second, Bella had always loved Voldemort, no matter how brutal he is with her. She just like the way he hurts her I guess.
And in my mind,Bellatrix and Voldemort had some kind of relationship before she went away.
For my older readers
As you can see, I'm re-writing the whole story, correcting mistakes. Don't worry, I won't add any details. A girl named Mollrat suggested that I should do it, and she is obviously right.
Mollrat: Thank you, sometimes I need a wakeup call in order to fix thing.