Diary of a 4 grade mother. Chapter 1

"How is this happening" I thought as I was sitting on the toilet looking at a plastic stick. "I'm too young...I don't know who to be a mother." "Hey Miyumi!" my friend Bebe called out to me, "What does it say remember two lines mean yes and one means no" "How in the world she knows that...Maybe she's been through it." Then I heard my other friend Wendy say, "How exactly can this happen! You're only 9 years old" "I dunno," I said through the stall. "I've been feeling sick for weeks and my favorite shirt doesn't fit as well.." Then Bebe said, "Well you shouldn't use protection..." "No.." Wendy protest, "She shouldn't done it at all..." I sighed and said "What's done is done..." I look back at the plastic stick. My eyes filled with tears. Two pink lines. I...Miyumi Aoki...age 9...was pregnant.

As we were walking out of the bathroom the girls were trying to comfort me.

"Maybe it won't be as bad...I mean you didn't really know what you were doing" said Bebe

"But what about him...What if he runs off and leaves her" Wendy complained.

"That's right...Him...I have to tell him...but how...It was mostly his fault...He always got so hot-headed whenever he gets mad...Which lead...to that night"

FLASHBACK!

SHUT THE FUCK UP CARTMAN...I heard that every single day every single week. Those two always fought about every single thing.

"Admit it Kahl~! No chick would even touch you!" Eric yelled

"Well no girl wants to touch a sexist fat-ass like you!" Kyle fought back.

It was like that everyday. This time Stan invited Kyle,Eric, and Kenny over to goof around. While They were trying to find something to do I was flipping through the channels trying to find something to watch. I stopped on Mtv where they were showing a "16 and Pregnant" marathon. The guys saw what I was watching and started Ranting about it. That's when I had enough and went upstairs. All I heard was fighting and fighting. Something about Kyle having a girlfriend. I didn't know what that meant but it wasn't any of my concern. I laid on my bed look at the ceiling just hearing insult after insult from downstairs. No one broke it up because Mr. and Mrs. Marsh were away for the weekend, Grandpa Marsh was left in charge but he was in his room, he told Shelly to watch s but she's out with her boyfriend. I was about to drift off to sleep when I heard the door open. I looked over and it was him..Kyle.

I sat up and said "What is it? Is something wrong?"

"Nothing really," he said "Just wanted to see how you were doing"

"Oh Well I'm fine"

He walked over and stood in front of me. I looked up at him and tilted my head. "He's gotten taller since we met" I thought. I known cause when I first came to America we were about the same height. Now I came up just above the last bone of his ribcage and just below his heart. He was really tall for a 10 year-old. He wasn't the tallest in the group, Kenny was taller by a inch or two and Stan was about the same height. (Author's note: Cartman's...the shortest just for comedy) But I think Kyle is going through adolescences first mentally then physically.

He lowered to my level and said to me, "Miyumi...we've known each other for a while right?"

"Yeah I guess so.." I answered "Why?"

"Well..." He blushed "I wondered if you...'like' me..."

I tilted my head "Like? Of course I did he's my friend" I responded, "You're my friend Kyle...Why would you ask something like that.."

He chuckled and said "Not in that way..."

"Then what way are you talking about?" "How else can I feel about a friend?"

He sat beside me and put a hand on my cheek. "Like this," he whisper. Next thing I know he's pressing his lips against mine. I didn't know what was going on but I went along with it. He pulled away from my lips and took a deep breathe. I stared up at him with curiosity. He held my shoulders and pinned me down. He looked like a giant compared to me. He started to press his lips onto mine and I thought it was all a game. So I went along with it. Next thing I knew...there was moaning and groaning. Thrusting in and out "Faster...Harder...Don't stop" was the words I spoke. This game was interesting. Maybe I can try it again someday.

End of Flashback

"And you thought it was a game?" said Bebe "Oh shouldn't stopped when he pinned you down!"

"Well I know that now..." I responded

"Well we don't really know if your pregnant or not. You should get tested by a doctor to make it clear." Wendy suggested

"Maybe I can go before the field trip to Denver"

Bebe took out her cell phone and dialed a number. She started talking on the phone about an appointment and then she hung up. "Its all set up! Tomorrow. 7 am. It should give us enough time to head there and back to catch the bus."

"Uh..Bebe?" Wendy started "How do you have the doctor's number?"

"This isn't about me Wendy! Miyumi maybe carrying a baby!"

"Riight~"

The day of the field trip me, Bebe and Wendy went to the doctor's to confirm if I was really carrying Kyle's baby. We were in the waiting room and I was nervous. I held myself from vomiting but it was failing. I was so nervous I was shaking. The test results weren't coming for another 5 minutes. What if I was carrying his baby, what would he say, what would he do. I looked down and whispered "I'm just too young...I don't know what to do..."

The doctor came up to me and looked at me in a strange way. "Here.." his deep voice said and handed me an envelope. I opened it and read it...and it was true. I...Miyumi Aoki age 9...am pregnant. I felt tears coming from my eyes and both of the girls hugged me for comfort. I wiped the tears from my eyes and stuffed the envelope in my bag quickly and stood up "We better get going or we'll miss the bus..." I walked off and the girls followed me. "I'm pregnant...with Kyle's baby..." I thought about it for a while and threw up in the bushes. "...3 months...the end of the first trimester..." I touched my belly and there it was...a bump...It wasn't noticeable to be seen...but it was there...my baby...

On the bus I was just staring out the window thinking about the baby. My hand was circling my fingers on my belly. "I can't hide it forever...I have to tell him soon enough.." I looked back from my seat and saw him. He was fighting with Eric again about something I couldn't make out. Then...he look at me and smile...he waved. I was shocked so I just turned back in my seat and looked down. "I can't tell him...he looks so happy...Who am I to take that away from him"

The bus stopped and we all got off and listen to Mr. Garrison

"Now children" he started to explain "Theater is a kind of art that anyone can easily do"

"Except of Kahl cause Jews can't act for shit" Cartman teased.

"Shut up Cartman!" Kyle reacted.

Everyone laughed except for me. I was busy throwing up behind a tree outside the theater. Kyle notice I wasn't laughing and looked at me in a concern face. He mouthed "Are you alright?" to me and I nodded and smiled.

"Thats enough Eric!" Mr. Garrison scolded "Now this is a big place so I need you to pare up 2 by 2"

While everyone was looking for partners, I started to feel queasy again. I covered my mouth and turned away. I ran behind a tree and threw up. I was coughing the excess vomit from my mouth when I felt a hand on my back. I got scared and turn around quickly and saw...Kyle.

"You alright Miyumi," he began "You've been like this for a while now..."

"I-I'm fine don't worry!" I said "Just fine"

He smiled and said "Alright if you say so...So..you wanna be partners its really either me or Cartman"

I had no other chose...If I choose Eric he'll just suspect something's up and start interrogating me then I'll break and scream it out... "Alright Kyle..." then the rush from my stomach emerged again. "Okay then let's go!" I said and ran off. "Did I drop something...maybe its just me...?"

End of chapter 1.