A/N: So yeah. Bonnie and Damon are dating, and have been for a while. There relationship took a turn for the worst after Damon brutally attacked Meredith, out of pure rage.
She breathes in
She breathes out
She wakes up
and lays down
She can hardly speak
and so she screams
Gulping down sweet breaths of clear air, Bonnie charges towards Damon. He realizes she's angry, but doesn't even try to save himself, just speaks carelessly to the little red head. Her heart pounds with pure fury, from the carelessness he radiates off towards her. 'Does he not give a damn about me either?' Her mind screeches. Bonnie's tiny mouth, makes such a racket as she shrieks out at the dark eyed vampire.
"WHY DAMON! Why do you always have to ruin everything! Anything that's good!"
She slams her tiny fist against Damon's perfect chest with all her strength. He does not flinch, he doesn't even attempt to stop her. He stays still, cool as ice. Not a care in the world, Damon just watches Bonnie, as furious tears spill down her pale cheeks.
Nothing I say will wash it away
I'm standing in the pouring rain
You say it won't happen again
You're manic, manic
There is a chemical in your brain
It's pouring sunshine and rage
You can never know what to expect
You're manic, manic
Bonnie is trying, and trying to wrap her head around the situation. She loves Damon, but he doesn't seem to care. He says he's sorry and that it won't happen again, but carelessly, he doesn't give a damn. Bonnie's blood boils, and she storms out the door. To her surprise, Damon's mood seems to flip and he chases after her.
Rain pounds down on Bonnie's tiny body, soaking her skin, and bathing in her ruggared emotions.
"Don't go!" He pleads his hair now drenched, and sticking to his stunning features. For once, Damon seems to have a desperate look in his midnight orbs, from the sheer thought of Bonnie leaving him.
Bonnie has had enough by now.
She walks away. "Bonnie! Am sorry, just don't go, god damn it." He growls, watching her small frame race off into the darkness of the streets, lit up dimply with streetlights.
She loves you when will he heal from this
and hates you
you break down
She feels good
she will bleed from insecurity
He love her still
A stunned Damon, treks slowly back into the warmth of the boarding house. The one thing, the one person he actually cared about gone, hating him. His chest pounds, and for the first time in years tears dripped down Damon's already damp cheeks. 'Was he mad? What had he done' His mind practically screamed out. He had gone and broken a girl's heart, and his own in the making, that is what he had done.
Nothing I say will wash it away
I'm standing in the pouring rain
You say it won't happen again
You're manic, manic
There is a chemical in your brain
It's pouring sunshine and rage
You can never know what to expect
You're manic, manic
She rejects his calls, deletes his texts, and ignores every word he pleads through her bedroom window. She blocks him out, nothing he says will take away what he has done now. For once Damon Salvatore is going to have to live with the consequences he has caused, and if that means loosing Bonnie McCollough so be it.
Yeah so. Not my best, but I was bored okay? If you have never heard this song, you should give it a listen, it's a great song! Thanks for reading.
Much love,
Charl
xxxxx