W-w-where am I?

Cold winds, stars ever so near, and the faraway noises of Paris coming from below, and somehow I can't control my body. W-w-wait... what's happening, why am I walking closer to the fence? Hey, wait!

What's happening to me? Why am I transformed as Chat Noir?

"Hey... the Eiffel Tower's so nice at night don't ya think?" I looked to the right, (at least I can control my head...) and saw a blonde boy, with a white polo, a black undershirt with three stripes, and in denim pants sitting on the fence too.

"HEY! Who are you! I can't damn move my body!"

"Ohohoho, the cat is purr-resently trying to regain control of his dear body huh?" He's going near and his eyes aren't too visible. His eyes are in the "someone died" or "sudden quiet" moments in anime.

Oh dear heavens, I wished this WAS anime.

"Hey, hey, you need to relax some more kitty."

"Well, no one can relax if they can't control their body, purr-furably their own hands, monsieur."

He chuckled, but his laughs speaks of pity.

"Oh my goodness, Mr. Adrien "Perfection" slash, "Smooth", slash "Cover of the Weekly" damn Agreste, oh wait that's me!" He laughed some more, and it's difficult to tell if he's mocking me, or complimenting himself.

Nah, it seems he's mocking both of us.

"You know Chaton, I never saw the Eiffel this beautiful huh? But it's getting hot in here, kinda sweating y'know, the model must keep his demeanor as gracefully as possible."

"How the hell are you sweating when it's literally at night and we're in possibly the highest floor of the Eiffel."

"I don't know."

"You're not really making any sense monsieur-" What the hell is he doing?

"Call me an idiot, but are you gonna push me?! We're probably hundereds of feet from the ground right now!" But suddenly, he hugged me and clutched on tight.

Oh dear, oh dear what is he trying to do?

"No, I'm not pushing you. We're just trying to get more air since it's hot, and what better way to do that than..."

What the-, I'm losing balance!

"THAN FEELING THE WIND?!"

SOMEONE HELP ME! Damn, damn, damn, I haven't even kissed Ladybug yet, and now I have a boy that looks exactly like me laughing like maniac in my back!

"OH LoOk MR. AGresTE! We'RE reAcHINg tHe GrOUnd!"

"THIS IS NO TIME TO BE SARCASTIC YOU DAMNED LUNATIC! WE'RE ABOUT TO REACH THE GROUND!"

"YEAH I KNOW! ISN'T THIS PURR-FECT?!"

"WHAT PURR-FECT?! THIS IS INSANITY, AHHHHH!"

"Hey... at least your wish is finally done with." His cold voice reached my ears and suddenly everything went into gray. Did time stop? I look down, and we're about 5 inches away from the ground.

Wait... what wish?

Oh, I see.

"So finally reached back to your senses Mr. Agreste?"

Bright and white, the perfect description of where we are right now. Is this the place you go to before you go to Heaven? He's looking away from me.

"Who are you?"

"Isn't that enough idiocy for you? I am You, you dimwit kitty."

"Well, I'm pretty sure, I wouldn't try to kill MYSELF, monsieur." Then he laughed again, and then the place started to turn into bloody red. I moved back, bit by bit.

"W-w-what, what's happening?! OI-"

He looked back at me.

His f-f-face...

He had no eyes, and blood was dripping in it, his mouth looked the same, his laugh has changed in pitch and has gone more deep, the room was blinking in red and black, and he disappeared.

Then I felt a sudden tap in the back.

"Oh... minou..." He whispered into my ear with my voice, but it felt like ice shoved into my body. I slowly looked back...

"DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING LIE TO ME , AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Then his demon-like face was ever near to me.

SOMEONE PLEASE, SOMEONE MUST BE NEAR, SOMEONE!

"S-s-SOMEONE, PLEASE HELP ME!"

"AHAHA, AHAHA, AHAHAHAHAHA!"


\(O-O)/ - Don't forget to breathe! Don't forget to breathe.


"AAAAAHHHHHHHH!"

"Adrien! Please, Adrien, calm down!"

"NO, NO, NO, PLAGG, I NEED TO HIDE FROM HIM!"

"WHO IS HE?!"

"HIS NAME IS ADRIEN AGRESTE! HIS NAME IS DAMN ADRIEN AGRESTE!"

"KID, YOU ARE ADRIEN AGRESTE-"

"ADRIEN AGRESTE IS ALREADY DAMN HERE! PLEASE PLAGG HELP ME!"

"ADRIEN, I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU-"

WHERE, WHERE, WHERE IS ADRIEN AGRESTE? He m-m-might be near! I need to damn hide, anywhere, just anywhere, just ANYWHERE THAT I CAN GET AWAY FROM HERE. PLEASE, SOMEONE, HIDE ME! I need to get out-

WHY IS THE DOOR LOCKED?!

The bathroom! YES, THE BATHROOM!

W-w-who...

"KID CALM DOWN!"

W-w-who... Adrien Agreste... h-h-he's there, in front of me.

Void.

Horror.

Demon.

Blood.

"Plagg, give me a chair Plagg."

"But Adrien-"

"AHHHHHHHHH!"

JUST DIE ADRIEN AGRESTE!

One. big. smash.

Mirror shards, everywhere. That face got destroyed with the mirror shards. Finally, he's gone, I can finally sleep in peace, I can-

*knock* *knock*

"LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"Adrien, don't worry, we're here to help-"

"ADRIEN?! WHERE'S ADRIEN?! PLEASE NATALIE HELP ME!"

The doors got forcefully opened, oh no, oh no, oh no..., he might enter, he might enter, he might enter, help me, help me, HELP ME! Huh?!

"STOP RESTRAINING ME! PLEASE ADRIEN MIGHT APPEAR AT ANY MOMENT!"

"Don't worry, you're safe with us. Adrien won't get-"

"ADRIEN! ADRIEN! AAADDDRRIIEENNN!"

"Shh, sir, just please take this pills and Adrien will be-"

"NO! NNOOO! GIVE ME A KNIFE, I'LL KILL ADRIEN BY MYSELF-"

Huh? Injection?

"Sorry sir, but you left us with no choice. Have a good night sir."

Huh? Natalie? What is this? I can't feel anything... I feel so dizzy. I-I... Hey... Is this the peace I need? Hey, I feel... nothing.

B-b-but... Adrien might...


\(O - O)/ - Don't forget to breathe my readers. Don't forget to breathe.


And the next time I opened my eyes... I can already see the sun.

"Ugh... Plagg... my head hurts, what happened-" Why is Plagg crying? Didn't he get enough Camembert? Oh yeah, I haven't gave him his Morning Camembert yet...

"Kid, it's just getting worse. Please kid-"

"I see." I examined the bathroom... broken mirror shards. I examined the bedroom, my bed's a mess, some books were in disarray, and some chairs were upside down.

"I'm sorry Plagg- I didn't mean to-"

"CAN'T YOU SEE KID?! CAN'T YOU SEE?! IT'S JUST GETTING WORSE EVERYDAY! YOU'RE SLOWLY TURNING INTO A MONSTER EVERY DAMN DAY!"

"A-A-Adrien, please, I can't, I can't h-h-handle it anymore, Adrien..." I saw my Kwami slowly descending down the walls, shaking in fear.

"I-I-m so, so, so, sorry Plagg, I'm just too weak..."

How many times will I say this to my Kwami, my friend, my guardian, the one who gave me freedom? How many tears will I have to present as sorry again and again?

I hate this.

What's happening to me?

Let me suffer.

But please not Plagg. He doesn't deserve it.

"Can't you talk to Nino, Marinette, or Ladybug about this?"

Please not Nino, he deserves a normal best friend.

Please not Marinette, I can't have her crushing on a disappointment like me...

And please not Ladybug, she deserves so damn better.

And then I found myself in the same state as Plagg. Slowly descending the walls, in the fit of tears.

Lost.

Broken.

"No, not them, please... I can't have them worrying about me. It'll just make me feel more guilty-" then Plagg suddenly burried his tiny body in my chest.

"Please, Adrien please. Please, for me. Just please get some help from them."

Then I stood up, went to my big mirror, and got my standard look ready.

There, I look normal.

I'm Mr. Adrien "Perfection" slash, "Smooth", slash "Cover of the Weekly" damn Agreste once more.

Put on that fake damn smile.

Brush that once crazed hair.

Cover that dust from your rampage.

Stand in your graceful posture.

Make sure you look like the model you are,

because if you don't...

Nobody will go near you anymore,

You will lose your purpose,

You will be a disappointment to your father,

You will be a disappointment to your friends,

You will ruin the name of the Agrestes,

You will be worthless.

"I'll go talk to Ladybug in our patrol later okay Plagg? Shall we go to school?"

The world greets you once more...

Mr. Adrien Agreste.


?: Omg, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ADRIE-

Author-san: And who are you?

?: Haaaaa? Kimi wa baka baka? Ore wa, React-chan desu-

Author-san: Stop that weaboo Japanese or I'll cut your throat. Plus, it should be, "Anata wa, baka desu ka? Watashi wa, React-chan desu." at least show some respect, we haven't even known each other!

React-chan: Huh?! How do you know so much about Japanese Author-san?

Author-san: You know you're already going off-topic. Since you're here with the guts to disrespect me in Nihonggo, I assure you're here for some reason.

React-chan: WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ADRIEN?! WHAT IS THIS PIECE OF LITERATURE?!

Author-san: Oh, what am I doing with Adrien? Torturing him of course!

React-chan: You are an evil being. Shine kudasai, Author-san.

Author-san: Hey, that's actually somehow a proper informal sentence React-chan!

React-chan: Oh really? Arigato- MATTE! Still! Why are you doing this to Adrien?!

Author-san: You know what, let me ask you something React-chan. You did read my summary, and it's pretty obvious what will happen here from the warnings I had put up in there right?

React-chan: Y-y-yes...

Author-san: And yet you're still here.

React-chan: Y-y-yes, kedo!

Author-san: Shh... wakarimashita. We all have that little voice in our minds that always makes us think, "What will happen if my favorite characters in so much pain?", and we ignore it since we can't bear the thought of them being in so much pain, torture, agony. But you know React-chan... I really beg to differ.

Author-san: Since you're already here, why don't you enjoy the ride?

Author-san: But before that! I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter! It's been a long time since I wrote a fanfic, but I'm so happy to have that fuel again! Till next time!

P.S: I know I have a lot of grammatical mistakes. I really don't focus on the grammar y'know?