Love, don't get me started on love.
Love is just something to be used against you when you least expect it, and when it is in your time of need. So here I am, protecting the one I love, while she is pregnant with her 'boyfriend's' son and surrounded by bloodsucking leeches who don't care if she lives or dies. But still I go on, still I protect her, still I love her. I wish sometimes I didn't love her but I know that would be worse, as I would never had experienced her love and that would be unforgettable, inconceivable.
"You should shut up about your feelings once in a while by god you're as bad as Leah back when she love Sam"
I flinched realising I wasn't alone out here in wolf form.
"God dammit Seth!" I shouted in my mind.
"Hey you're the one who can't get over an ex-girlfriend"
"She was more than that and if you don't change out of wolf form this instant I will rip your face from your skull. Clear?"
"Ok, ok"
Ah, peace and silence again. Though I guess I should take his words to heart, after all she is married and having a baby with Edward. NO. It's never too late I realized there is always time to make amends.
I rushed to the Cullen's house so fast that I think I actually beat Seth back from his patrol. I transformed, put on my clothes, and ran up to where Bella was.
Maybe I can convince her to abort the baby, and then let the Cullens and Volturi tear each other to shreds, while I make away with Bella safely and no-one in the pack will get hurt, the perfect plan!.
Oh wait. I realised there was a snag in my plan. The rest of my pack would never betray the Cullens, if only they would see them as I do, as the leeches they are.
As I made it to Bella's room I noticed she wasn't there. She must have been downstairs somewhere and I missed her.
But as I made it to the living room I noticed she was sitting on the sofa drinking her cup-o-blood.
Maybe it is too late I pondered maybe her baby is turning her into a vampire from the inside-out. I mean, I may love Bella but a vampire-Bella? That may be the limit of my tolerance.
Just as I was going to ask everyone to leave, so I could speak to Bella alone, she decided to get up, which may not seem like any big feat to you but with the pregnant belly on her, it must have been like lifting up a baby elephant. I guess she must have 'dropped' the baby elephant because there was a god-awful tearing sound and her water was on the floor.
Well it's too late to ask her to get rid of the baby I guess. I joked silently to myself, then annoyed that I had laughed at a loves pain.
As soon as the baby was born, I lost all hope of converting Bella to the good side and it seemed like I wanted to die.
But then I saw Renesmee.
My first twilight attempt , what do you think?