A/N: 'Ello. :D I just started thinking while I was washing my hands in my bathroom. I thought, "There aren't nearly enough Roxas and Sora stories!" XD Sooo...I thought that I'd like this idea very much. There will be two endings if you please. A good and a bad. Each you'll love, I assure you. -whee- x3 I'll post the bad ending first, and if I get the right amount of reviews, I'll post the second ending the day after the right amount of reviews are hit. Lawlz. -! So enjoy.
Disclamers: I don't own KH2, or any related charicters. All I own is the little Sora and Roxas plushies I have. -snuggles them- Don't ask where I got them. I won't tell you. -sticks out tounge- Phhbbt:P
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Twin adj.- born with one other or as a pair at one birth.
A pair...that sums Sora and I up. We're a pair to be found. He and I are almost compleatly identical. The only difference would be that I was born with a bright shade of blonde hair, while his turned out a georgeous shade of rich chocolate-brown; his spiky mess was like mine though in every other way.
I'm the older one though, born a few seconds ahead of him; he hates it, but he does call me 'nii-san'.(1) He says it lovingly...makes my heart skip a beat whenever he calls. God forbid I keep myself in check...
Every brithday we've celebrated together has always been...wonderful for that matter. Even my parents stop fighting long enough to be sencerily nice. It's almost insane how good our birthdays go. But...yeah here's the pisser. Our 16th brithday was shitty. Well, for me anyways...That's the day...it happened. I'm so glad that he doesn't know...
It was early that morning, and I had been lieing awake for a while now; I kept glancing at the clock. It read "5:05". I just couldn't sleep I was so excited. Sora shifted next to me, as he murmured something incoherent in his dreams; I glanced down at him, smiling as I let my hand run through his hair gently. He smiled in spite of himself, snuggling closer to me. It bothered me; it was so difficult restraining myself from touching him any other way then he expected. Letting my hand untangle from the mess of spiky brown hair, to rest on his cheek. I let my thumb stroke the soft skin, watching him. It had been pleanty to just watch him from afar, but I was growing and my hormones were yearning for much more then just eye candy.
"Hmmnngg..." I looked down again, a soft groan escaping his lips; a moment later azure eyes fluttered open sleepily, before glancing up and smiling.
"Ohayo(2)..." I murmured gently, grinning down at him. He nodded once, bringing a tanned hand to rub the sand out of his eyes; I had long ago removed my fingers from his face. It wouldn't of been good if he had caught me.
"O-ohayo..." he yawned, eyes watering slightly. Shifting, he sat up and looked around, before glancing at the clock. "Nii-san, how long have you been up? It's only five-thirty..." A shiver shot down my spine, luckly not noticed.
"I was too excited..." I replied, still smiling. He yawned once more, before falling back onto his pillow, while streaching; this caused his shirt to ride silghtly, revieling the skin of his tanned stomach. I watched, glancing away from the exposed area; oh God that was tempting!
"Mmmm...Well yeah I guess. It is our sweet sixteen!" he said, bolting upwards to run both his hands through his hair.
"'Sweet sixteen...?'" I asked in a mocking tone. "Only girls say that! We're guys; it should be something more...hmm...manly!" I puffed out my chest jokingly, earning a fit of almost silent giggles.
"R-riiight." he mumbled, looking up. "If it needs to be more manly, then what might you have in mind?" He watched me with a peircing gaze, leaning forward slightly to see what I could come up with. I thought a moment, scratching at the back of my head. I then perked up.
"How 'bout 'Suave sixteen'?" I asked, wiggling my eyebrows up and down. He stopped, and we both started to laugh quietly.
"Noooo...that's so lame..." I glared and him, and he gave an 'eep'. "And I was kidding...?" I sighed, then grinned, ruffling his hair.
"Whatever. Who said my naming talents were good? C'mon, we should take a shower before mom gets up..." I got up out of the king-sized bed we shared, in nothing but a pair of boxers before turning to go to the bathroom.
"Nah, I don't want one right now." he said, rolling over in bed. "I'm gonna sleep a little bit more then maybe later I'll take one." I watched him a moment, then shrugged.
"Alright, your loss." was the simple reply. I entered the bathroom, then shut the door locking it. Turning on the water I stripped out of my boxers, then waited for the water to warm.
I hoisted myself up onto the counter, hissing quietly as the cold came in contact with my rear end. What was I to do...? 'How am I gonna control myself this time around...?' I thought, narrowing bright blue eyes slightly; I ran a hand through my blond locks, as I streached. Thoughts of Sora started to push their way into my reasoning.
There were so many things that made their way through...The feeling collected in my lower regions, and I blushed heavily. I was so wrong. So terribly wrong to think of him like that...it wasn't right. I was always taught that a brother wanting his sister or vice versa was wrong. I was also taught that loving another man was wrong. It was a sin, and you'd be damned to think that. So when I found out how I felt for Sora, I got so upset. (3) For the longest time I would stay up, praying to God that he would take these feelings away from me; that he'd make sure I couldn't ever feel like that toward my only brother. I would pray, and pray, and then pray some more. Of course it never worked, and I learned that the hard way after one too many sleepless nights.
However I had to face the problem I had at hand; this errection needed to go. I slid off the counter, landing on the floor without much noise, before walking over to the shower. I pulled back the curtain, stepping into the stream of hot water; that felt so good. I ran my hands through my hair, wetting it through, before backing against the wall. I hadn't done this in a while...but hell I still needed it. I grabbed the throbbing limb, groaning quietly as I masaged the tip with my thumb, small shocks of pleasure travling through my body.
"Nnnggg...ohh..." I moaned, white dots forming behind my eyelids as I pumped. I squeezed hard, gritting my teeth together as I sild a tad down the wall. A mental image of Sora appeared infront of my closed eyes; he was sweating, moaning my name. He looked positivly delicious! I finished myself quickly, cuming all over my hands; it was washed away quickly by the warm water. I looked down at my hand; I felt so...dirty.Like I didn't belong. In fact, I probably didn't...
"Whatever..." I mumbled, turning off the water, and getting out; I wrapped a towle around my waist then ran one over my hair to dry it. I went into my room, careful not to wake Sora, then dressed quickly. I listened to his soft breathing, and smiled.
"Even if I can't be with you..." I murmured quietly, assuming he was fast asleep. I rand my hand gently over his cheek; he didn't move. "I suppose for the time being..." I rand a hand through his hair, and he sighed pleasently. "It will be just as good if I can be near you..." I gave him a quick peck on the cheek, before leaving the room. This was going to be a long day.
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"Happy Brithday To you! Happy Birthday To you! Happy Birthday Roxas and Soraaaa! Happy birthday Toooooo you!!!"
Sora and I sat next to each other, sucked in our breaths, and we made silent wishes.
"Blow 'em out!" Pence and Hayner yelled. They both felt a sharp pain on their heads, as they winced, rubbing the spot where Kairi and Olette knocked them both over the heads.
"Be quiet you two. They're trying to make a wish." Kairi hissed, glaring at the two boys. Namine smiled at her girlfriend, hugging Kairi from behind.
"Ohh, be nice Kairi-chan (4)." Namine said quietly. Kairi blinked looking to her before sighing.
"Yeah alright..." she mumbled, grinning. Pence grinned, and Hayner laughed.
"Thank Namine." They both said. By now, the candles had been blown out, and I was cutting slices of cake for everyone. Sora handed out the plates with the cake on it, and told everyone to serve their own ice cream if they wanted to. Riku stepped forward, as he took a slice from Sora.
"U-uh...enjoy Riku..." he said meekly. I watched him, a quizzical look on my face. What was that about...? Riku smiled handsomely.
"Thanks Sora. Happy Birthday." he replied, walking off to sit away from everyone else. I furrowed my brow; I had never liked Riku much. Not sure why; I guess there was just something about him that bothered me...
"Hey, Nii-san?"
I snapped out of my thoughts, a shiver running down my spine as I looked to Sora. He seemed upset about something.
"Hey are you okay, Sora? Is something wrong?" I asked gently. He shifted his gaze around; everyone else was absorbed with talking to everyone else.
"Well, I wanna talk to you about something." He took my hand, and lead me away. We both slipped upstairs and entered our room; I plopped on the bed and patted the seat next to me. Hesitantly he sat down, fiddling with the hem of his shirt, trying to keep his gaze from me.
"Well um...I thought that it would be okay if I told you this...'cause I trust you alot not to tell anyone else." He took a deep breath, then exhailed. "I'm gay."
I blinked a few times, and he began to blush furiously, a small amount of tears gathering at the corner of his eyes at the lack of my response. Then he rambled on, "I-I see. Okay, I'll just leave 'cause I think I freaked you out. So yeah..I-I'll just--" I cut him off as I hugged him tightly.
"No, no...shhh...don't worry I'm not freaked out or anything. I think that's fine; I'm happy you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it." I cooed gently, as he snuggled his face into my shoulder.
"Y-you're okay with it...?" he hiccuped, the sentence a tad muffled. I nodded, and he laughed slightly.
"I'm perfectly fine with it; I say whatever makes you happy will make me happy." To be quite honest, I was happy. It was a small bit of hope for me. He was gay, and unknown to him I'm also gay. This gave me hope. It was hope, however, that wasn't good. I shouldn't of had such dirty hope. But I did, and I felt wonderful for it.
"A-and...I like somebody." he said quietly. He pulled away, grinning goofily. "I-I...I like...Riku." At that sentence, my heart dropped. He liked Riku...? The small bit of hope I had ganed only moments ago dissapeared.
"You like Riku, huh?" I asked, putting on a cheery smiled. "I see. I hope that it works out in your favor. You never know if he might like you back." He grinned, the happiest I'd ever seen him.
"Thanks for understanding and listening, Roxas..." He replied, hugging me tightly. I hugged him back, before letting go.
"Head on down stairs, I'll be there in a few minuets." I told him, and he nodded happily before bounding downstairs. My smile dissapeared as soon as he left the room, and I scowled. God what a nightmare...
The rest of the day passed without me seeing much of Sora; as far as I remember, he spent most of his birthday with Riku. I spent most of mine alone. Near the end of the day, when everyone went home, I went to bed early. Sora had stopped me, and I threw out the excuse that I was extreamly tired, and I felt that I needed to retire for the night. He let me go, watching sadly.
God...being a twin could suck.
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(1) Nii-san: I belive it means "big brother". XD Not quite sure. Please correct me if I'm wrong, so I can fix it.
(2) Ohayo: This means "good morning" but this one I'm sure I spelled wrong. Let me know if it's correctly or incorrectly spelled. XD;
(3) "So when I found out how I felt for Sora, I got so upset." : He got upset because he figured since Sora is his brother and he's a male, he was super screwed. Just in case you didn't get it. :3
(4) -Chan: A suffix that is usually put on the end of most girls names. i.e. Kairi-chan, Namine-Chan, ect.
A/N: Oi...this turned out crappy-er then I thought it would. Daamn...-swears loudly a few times- . Uh, review please. I don't even know if you'll want the second chapter after reading this one. I thought it started out good, but then it got worse...;-; Oh the sadness. Well, R&R please.