Walk Away
What do you do? When you know something's bad for you, and you still can't let go?
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Sora sat down. Exhausted from crying, but she couldn't help the few tears that were slipping her eyes.
Never ever she had been so down. Never ever she had been crying so much. Never ever… she felt so mistreated.
+* Flashback +*
She sat together with her blond friend, Yamato, in a park. Talking under a nice tree, which let the sun shine trough the leaves every now and then.
She laughed with Yamato's jokes, until tears of laughter came out of her eyes. He began to tickle her. She only laughed more.
Little did she know, what was going next…
Then it happened, he was tickling her so strong, she was lying down in the grass. He, on top of her.
They stared in each other eyes, Sora could feel her heart beating in her throat. She also felt kind of nervous…What was he planning?
He leaned closer and closer. She could feel his breath hit her face softly. Sora's mind was empty, or should she say, full of Yamato's eyes, who were boring into hers.
In the end, she could feel his sweet lips touching her, his sweet arms coming around her.
And there she was: Sora Takenouchi was in heaven.
Returning the kiss, she brought her arms around his neck.
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I was naïve.
Your love was like candy.
Artificially sweet, I deceived by the wrapping.
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Stopping the kiss, Yamato stared in her eyes again.
'Why am I drowning in those eyes again and again?' Sora thought.
'She has lips that taste like… well, like I have never taste before. The sweetest thing. Wait a second… I should go off her.'
He stood, offering her his hand. As she stood up too. Still looking in those blue eyes. Suddenly he turned.
"Where are you going?" The brunette asked.
He faced her again. She could feel something was going on.
"Home" He answered coldly.
"Why? Can't we stay here? It's such beautiful- "
"No"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I have to go, I'll see you around" With that, he left, raising his right hand, as a symbol of 'bye'.
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Got caught in your web.
And I learn how to bleed.
I was prey in your bed, and devoured completely.
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Sora sank to her knees.
'I don't have time to cry! Maybe he's just… just… Men, what am I thinking? Why don't I run after him? But perhaps he wants to be alone… Maybe it's because he's famous, and that it's hard to have that news or something? I'm going home, I'm so confused. Calm down Takenouchi'
She slowly stood op, walking in the direction of home. With her head bent down, lost in thought, she passed the streets.
Suddenly, she bumped into somebody, and fell down.
"Can't you look where you are walking?!" She snapped.
"I'm sorry" He excused. Sora looked up.
"Ow… I'm sorry Taichi…"
"That's OK; I should have looked where I was walking"
'Why is he so nice? Is something the matter?'
"What's the matter?" Sora read her thoughts out loud.
"Ow… Nothing. I'll leave you now, I have to go home. Bye"
'Why is everyone so weird?'
Sora walked further. Her apartment block wasn't far away.
Suddenly, her thoughts wandered back to Yamato.
'Why didn't I run after him? I mean, he is a friend after all, and friends say when something's the matter, right?'
Before she noticed, she was before her apartment block. She opened the doors, and entered.
"Mom, I'm home!" She shouted.
"Ow, Hi honey! You're back early. How was your date with Yamato?"
Sora startled. What would she say now?
"It was fine, mom. I'll be in my room if you need me"
She runned as fast as she could into her room. Tears were welling up in her eyes, this time not from laughter, but from pain, and suffering.
Before Yamato and Sora were dating, everything went wrong. And she meant everything.
Her father died. Mimi became seriously ill and so on.
But when she heard from Yamato that he wanted to date her, she was the happiest girl in the world.
But now… Everything is falling apart again.
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It hurts my soul 'cause I can't let go.
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering.
I hate to show that I lost control 'cause I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.
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Hi, people.
Thanks for reading my songfic, first of all.
I know, perhaps it's kind of weird… but yeah, it's my first ^^'
I'm not finishing the song in the chapter, because I'd like to update and like those stuff. It ends with the first chorus.
And those who know the song, Christina Aguilera's album's great!
Anyway, please review!
And thanks!