I got forced to write something like this. D:
I have no experience or knowledge with relationship things
Plus I'm more "stupider" than NatsukiDDD: gets whack by Natsuki
But, thank you to those who click in and read this
Please note the fact that English isn't my first language, and also note the fact that I'm not good at my first language too. And third language XD
Feel free to throw anything at me, if reading this burns your eyes badly.
But please don't hit my legs; I still want to grow D:
Chapter one
We're still friends right?
It's 11:00pm.
I stare at those "lovebirds" hugging each other (more like Mikoto is the one doing all the hugging) sleeping
The last time I saw her was two hours ago.
How come I can't stop thinking about her?
Nothing really changed after the HiME festival. We had a karaoke party at the student council to celebrate the forever gone HiMEs festival but it's more like a karaoke for Mai herself since she never let go the microphone.
Shizuru, Nao, Yukino and Haruka sat down and talk to each other for at least half of an hour. At first Nao and Yukino weren't really comfortable talking about, but with Shizuru's apologize (a serious one) and later with Haruka's "roaring" and then later came some teasing from Shizuru. Eventually things went well between those four.
I never let go Shizuru's hand while they were talking.
Although it's quit weird when I was there, because this wouldn't of happen if I didn't did what I did. To be honest, I feel like the whole thing was my fault.
If I realize Shizuru's feelings towards me, Shizuru would of did this?
If I didn't said "that word" which hurt Shizuru's feeling, which also made her lost herself, Shizuru wouldn't of defeated Yukino's chlid, and killed Haruka.
If I didn't lost trust towards mother, and let Nao caught me off guard, Shizuru wouldn't of came to save me, and defeated Nao's chlid. Nao's mother wouldn't have died.
But,
Shizuru toke all the blame.
She asked for forgiveness, when I'm the one that should be asking.
After the party I walk with her to her house.
"Natuski?"
"Hmm?"
She looked at me for a moment.
" We're still friends right?"
I could see sadness in her red eyes, but it only stayed for a few seconds.
"Baka, of course"
I place my right hand on her head, and move it around to mess her hair up.
"Don't you start thinking about weird stuff now"
"Ara, ara"
We stop at her house.
" Thank you, Natsuki"
She give me a hug and that same smile I've looking at for the past few years.
" No problem." I give her a smile and hug her back.
She smile back and shut the door
...I was kind of hoping that she ask me to stay over
I can't help to feel a bit of disappointed.
"I feel weird today…"
Ignoring that feeling, I turn around and start walking towards Mai's dorm.
I should go get a new bike.
A/N: The next chapter will be longer...I hope MUHAHAHA!!gets whack
And why isn't spacing working meeeeruns away crying