The first time was hard. But the second. To know you put your trust in someone and they just leave. I had no one. Not even Jake. As much as he loved me he had moved on too. He imprinted. I don't know how I really felt when I found out. Overjoyed is one word. But envy is another. They where in love, never thinking anything would happen. Could happen. But love is not always like that.
Same thing happened as last time. Except this time I noticed it before he striked. Last time he was distant. The amazing kiss on my birthday. Than the cold harsh eyes. The cold harsh words. The gentle kiss on the forehead that would make any person confused. This time was different. He broke up with me. Yeah, the lover boy, that everyone thought was head over heels for me, was again, faking. God he is a good actor.
Alice and Emmett came soon after, telling me the rest. They all where leaving. Alice dry sobbed. Emmett didn't talk. And me? Well I was the same I was the day before. When he broke up. Endless tears ran down my face. I did not eat. I did not drink. Sleep evaded me. Alice said I looked unwell. I felt unwell. That's what happens to you, when a promise is broken. He told me he would never leave again. Love me forever. That time he was talking about forever and not just a lifetime. He didn't even get a lifetime.
Saying good-bye to Alice and Emmett is one of the hardest things I have ever done. Alice gave me a gift of course. This time I did not refuse. I pure gold necklace. Well as gold as you can get. At the bottom was the thing that made me cry. A love heart. Well half of a love heart. It had friends written on it, and half of my name on the top and Alice's on the bottom. She showed me the other half of the heart, and told me that some day we shall meet again. Well she hoped so. Wished so. But she wasn't certain.
Emmett acts completely different when he is sad. Or when someone close to him is sad. He sat me in his lap, and held me tight, but not tight enough to kill me. He didn't want to let go. In the end I felt shudders ripple through his body as he cried his silent cries. He gave me a gift just like Alice's. Actually, exactly the same. We had a small laugh at this. His gift surprised me, because he was never usually like this. It hurt me to see someone like Emmett. The happy, cheerful, protective, older brother; crying. Alice was not bubbly, and even her hair wasn't as spiky. They both said that I had to remember them, even if Edward told me other wise.
They also told me about the rest of the family. Rosalie was furious. She had explained me her reasons for having a grudge against me. But she also knows what a heart is. Jasper was going crazy with emotions, making him so much worse than everyone else. Esme apparently had a breakdown. I was counted as one of her children. Now she had lost two. Carlisle was seemingly holding strong. Telling everyone that wherever Edward went, they needed to follow. They understood. I was not needed to be protected. The wolves caught her. Victoria.
They al left that night. At twilight they headed off.