A/N: Just thought I'd say that unfortunately I only own the story and none of the characters as they sadly belong to Disney. I wish though. It mentions suicide so for anyone who is squeamish or doesn't like this sort of thing turn back the page now. Let me no what you think. NO FLAMES PLEASE.

She felt as if she'd had enough. Enough of the pain. Enough of the heart-break, and enough of all the jerks messing her around. She looked around. The sun was gently setting, creating colours of amber and red throughout the sky. She thought maybe this is how it's supposed to happen and that no-one loved her.

"I wonder if he even knows I exist though." She looked down to the floor. Thinking about the 1 guy she couldn't stop thinking about. His name was Shane. He was about 5'4 and had gorgeous dark brown hair which went down to his neck and had a fringe that just misses his eyes, he wore his own style of clothes which she loved about him and was a talented musician. But the 1 thing that hurt her the most is she really liked him but he didn't even know she existed or well that's what it seemed to her. She finally had made her way back to her house and just ran upstairs before getting all the questions from her mum. The next day she had met one of her friends from college on the bus and stayed with her till the first lesson started. Then one of the worst things any girl has to put up with, happened. The guy she liked saw his girlfriend who was hanging out with her and her friend and had to watch them kiss. All she could feel at this point was her heart wrenching inside but had to pretend to not be bothered and not focus on them.

"Typical." she thought. "I have to view the guy I like kissing his girlfriend." She had to fight the tears back. It was time for lesson and she didn't try to think about it for the rest of the day, but when she was on the bus home with her friend who she was with at the beginning of the day she asked

"Do you think if, god forbid they ever did, but if Tess and Shane were to break up that he'd ever date me?" Her friend started to think.

"Yeah maybe I mean god forbid that they do break up but yeah he's a nice guy so you never know." After that she just fell into a daydream for the rest of the ride. A few weeks later it seemed as if he still didn't even know she existed. Things were getting really bad for her at this point her uncle had been taken into hospital and a friend of the family had just died that day. So her emotions were all over the place. She felt as if life wasn't worth living anymore especially if he wasn't in her life. So she went back to that same bench that 1 day, when the sky was as beautiful as ever, and just sat there tears falling down her now pale cheeks. She didn't care at this point all she wanted was someone to love and for them to love her back and at that point she thought she didn't have it. She slowly removed a sharp knife out of her pocket that she'd taken out of her mother's kitchen that morning. But before anything else she took out her phone and called her friend.

"Hiya Caitlin. She said a bit tearily.

"Oh hiya how are you?

"Umm I just wanted to tell you thanks for being there for me. You've been a good mate to me and I couldn't have gotten through this past year without you. And I will miss you so much. Goodbye."

"Miss me? Why will you miss me? Mitchie…….." By this point she'd hung up on her friend. Caitlin had gotten really worried about her friend and rushed off to tell one of her and Mitchie's friends what she said and how she sounded really weird. When she got there her friend Jason was talking to Shane.

"Jason I really need to talk to you. It's about Mitchie."

"I'm sure she can handle herself." He'd said back.

"No seriously. She's just rang me up now. And she was saying things like you've been a good friend and I'll miss you. I'm really worried." Shane had overheard their conversation and asked what had happened with her. But when he found out, he instantly thought of a reason why she'd sound like that.

"Umm you 2 you don't think she'd try and kill herself would you?" Shane asked really worried about her.

"That's what I'm afraid of." Caitlin added. "She was really upset about Barron and all the lads who were giving her grief and also she was kind of upset because she thought that you didn't even know she existed. And before you ask the reason she was upset about that is because she really likes you." Shane's heart sank just thinking that he might be the reason for a girl killing herself. When they finally figured out where she was they were too late. They arrived to blood and their friend's cold lifeless body.

"Oh my god." Was all the 3 could manage to spit out. Shane ran up to her cradling her cold lifeless body. And started to cry.

"How could I not have known you existed? You're the most beautiful person I ever met and even though it's taken me this long to realise it. I love you." Both Jason and Caitlin were next to Shane none of them stopped crying. All they wanted was their friend back. Shane had found the letter that she'd left.

Jason and Caitlin,

I know you'll miss me on the bus and in general but I couldn't take the pain. I couldn't take not having anyone who'd love me back.

I will miss you always and as long as my spirit remains you will never leave my thoughts.

But despite all of this I need you to do me a favour.

I need you to tell Shane that I love him and that I have since practically the first moment I laid my eyes on him.

Tell him I'm sorry if I've caused him any pain and that I hope that he will find the girl of his dreams and stay with her and be happy.

Also tell mum and dad that I love them and that none of this was their fault it was my own stupid fault no-one else's.

I love you all to bits and I will miss you lodes.

Love you forever

"I had found the girl of my dreams and it was you, but I realised it too late and now you're gone I will never forget you. You'll be in my heart forever and ever." Shane said not letting go of her. As the sky turned to night and everything seemed to go black.