I dunno why I wrote this, it just came to mind… As many other things as well…
He stood there, thinking, remembering. He realized that that was the thing that drove him to the place where he now was…. Memories… The memories of a life he had once known, the memories of a life he had once lived.
He was so happy at that time, so full of joy. The memories started to fill his mind…
Meeting her for the first time, the first smile, the first laugh... The first love… The first love he had had on his long, ever-lasting life.
The two beings going everywhere together, showing their feelings to each other… Human feelings…
His face, which had been sad-like up to the moment, turned emotionless, as if with hate. Humans… He couldn't really tell why, but an insane hate towards humans had sprouted in his mind. He saw humanity itself as the scum of the world, which had to be eliminated immediately, in the same brutal way they would torture other creatures, or even themselves. But then, too, 'to every rule there is an exception'…
He thought again of his beloved… Of the happy times they would never spend again, the feeling of love he would never sense again, for he had promised to himself that only She would be the only one… And he was willing to keep that promise. He only had eyes for Her… And now, looking at her tombstone was so depressing, he even felt like crying… Foolish humans…
He stood standing there for some more time, dealing with his two personalities: the Lover and the Hater… Thinking about Her, feeling deeply sad and then, due to that sadness, enraging because he was feeling something for someone, for a human, when it was them who had taken him through disgraces all his life… But, yet again, he would, to please himself, think of that only human who had loved him, the only human that separated from the rest… No, She was not just a human… She was exactly that, She.
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A presence disrupted him from his ever-changing thoughts…
-Hohenheim… Van Hohenheim!
-Ed…ward?
0K… Now that I think about it, Hohenheim's feelings are much more like mines rather than his… But, never mind, I guess… Review if you will…