Bitter Yet Sweet: NaLu's story

Summary: Five years had passed since then and I can still remember it clearly, the summer when I was seventeen. The day she asked me "Can I tell you I love you." Unable to say anything to her, she left with tears. Since then I was regretting it, letting go of her was the biggest mistake in my life. But what if you're given a second chance?Will it still be an option?

Prologue: That Summer When I was 17

Its summer already, I can hear the cicadas buzzing and the strong heat from the sun. I was sitting on my desk, just beside the window. The heat inside the empty classroom is intoxicating enough for anyone and that feeling of intoxication is what I need right now cause it helps me subside this feelings of mine. The warm breeze that flows inside the classroom hits my face as I stare outside.

All I can remember is what happened a week ago, just before summer vacation started and during that whole week a lot of things can happen. It happened so fast now I'm a living person drowned in despair.

That night when I caught her with another guy and when the anger inside me completely vanish when I saw her cry. She was crying because of me, telling me that she can't take it anymore and that during the two years that she was gone she realized that she doesn't need me anymore and that everything that happened between us is just an illusion.

What do you want me to do? What should I say? That night, she told me be that its better if I hook up with another girl. The girl that you love tells you to be with another person? What do you expect me to say? That angst and pain from a betrayal, who would have thought that I'll be hearing it from her own mouth. Obviously there was nothing that I could do.

"Let me go, already"

She told me those words with a tear streaked face.

Even I know it. I knew since she came back this spring that everything between us is over and that I can only pretend that its still working, that it can still work. That once I patch up some things, catch up with each other's lives everything will be fine, everything will be back to normal. But then again what is normal? We were in our third year of middle school when she left due to her parents work, we had a long distance relationship and whenever one of us had a chance we visit each other. How long did we keep on doing that? When did it started not to work out? I don't remember.

But I know that even I forgot. Since I met this girl. The start of the second term of our third year she came as a transfer student. I can still remember it clearly, Since she came here everyone from the gang became cheerful, the classroom was filled with so much happiness just by her presence even I completely forgot about her ever since she came here. I was enjoying myself, we were enjoying ourselves. Everyday was filled with so much fun and everything was once again, put into a stop since she came back during the start of our sophomore year.

Since she came back the gang was separated, most of them doesn't like her anymore, telling me to stop seeing her and everything, saying bad rumors about her which not that I think about it...is all true. I believed her. Not them. I left them for her sake. I even hurt my precious "best friend" because I choose "my girlfriend." Now that I think about it, maybe from the start I'm already conscious of my feelings for her but instead I ignore it and decided to believe the words of my-now...EX-girlfriend and now its too late.

As I clutch strongly the crumpled letter on my hand, I feel myself being wash away by a feeling of guilt and regret.

Cause now its too late...its already too late.

She only left a letter to Lucy, asking him to give it to me on the day she leaves. After reading it the letter which I thought would be full of hatred and sadness is completely different. There was only a sentence, with her beautiful and neat had writing.

Ne~Natsu Can I still Tell You I Love You?

Then I remembered it...it keep on replaying on my head for the last few days...

FLASHBACK

"Damn it! Stop saying lies!" I yelled as I slammed the her to the wall

"...But I wasn't" she replied, trembling in fear.

"Just...just... Stop hurting her!" I said as I glared at her

"..." This time she was quiet, her fist clench so hard its turning white.

"The thing that happened between us is just a lie! Its a mistake!" I spat at her.

That night at the Winter festival, when I kiss her. Is just a lie...She wasn't there, she was away from me and I was lonely so I...I just did that! I told myself, over and over again.

"..."

This time upon mentioning "the thing" that happened between us, She began cry.

"Tears? Is that how your gonna play it? By making me the bad guy?"

Still not saying a word, I harshly pulled her and started kissing roughly the tear-streaked blond.

"This...is this you want? Hnn. It doesn't even mean a thing when I kiss you"

After that, she still won't say a word.

She just looked at me straight in the eye, her tears still continue to fall like a waterfall.

And then I left her there,alone...bawling her eyes out

End of Flashback

I'm regretting it. I loose my temper, I snap at her and the worst thing is I made her cried.

I wanna tell her my feelings and my everything.

I want to apologize but now it could never be possible.

And in the end everything that I made are all regrets.

In the end I wasn't able to protect those things which I truly treasure.

I wasn't even able to believe in her instead I was hurting her so much yet she still continue to stay by my side.

Until the very end I wasn't able to tell her anything because everything is too late.

I can't see her anymore.

We could NEVER see her again.

Seeing her bright smile and hearing her voice...isn't possible anymore...

Because...

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It could never be possible to bring the dead back to life

Lucy is gone forever.

Preview for Chapter 1: A Second Chance

(Back To The Present) 5-years since then!

"Natsu! Natsu! Wake up!"

"Zzzz..."

"The phone is ringing!"

"Zzzz"

"Erza's coming!"

"Zzzz...O_O whaaaat!?"

*Ding* Dong*

So how is it? Is it good? or not?

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