Note: Hi c: Something about me: I'm Eli. I'm from Germany. I'm 16. Please understand that this is my first try . I've never ever wrote an english fanfic before and my english is kinda bad. I don't know i I'm going to upload another chapter of this story. I'm going to decide this after the first reviews.
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'This is the last time' I promise myself,but i know it is a lie. I lie to myself alot. It's the only way .
I go through the big wingdoors and enter my room. It's small and dusty,but it was the only room he could let me be in ,so i took it. I would love to keep on my cloth,but I have to change them.
I go outside and climbe onto the podium to dance. I always think it looks ridiculous because I'm a bad dancer but the pole kinda helps me. I start and see some people staring at me. I just try to ignore them and ask myself 'why am I doing this' but then I remember. My dad was alcoholic and when he left to start a new life tith a new ,younger woman he took all our money and left tons of bills for my Mom and me. My mum works the entire day . And because i want to help her I come here. Every day after school. I'm 17 but I look like a little girl and I don't know what men like about my body,but i don't really care. They give me Money.
I dance on the Podeum and some of my viewers give me some Money. I see 10 $ and look into the face of a young Boy. He's about 20 and looks at me and I see worry in his gaze. I try to ignore him,but I fail. My eyes always search the way to his beautiful deep blue eyes and his perfect face. My heart flutters and suddenly I'm ashamed of what I'm doing. After an hour I leave the Podeum to change. I hide in the shadows and leave the club quickly,but the luck has left me.
I see the young man waiting infrot of the club. 'Hey !' he shouts when he sees me. I turn around and try to run away,but he grabs my wrist. 'What do you want from me ?' I shout and try to get away from him,but he just pulls me closer. I stare at him and he smiles a little. His smiley is so inviting but I hold back the urge to smiley back. 'How old are you ?' he murmurs. Shit. He knows that I'm too young for the Club. 'It's none of your business' I yell at him. He sighs and closes his eyes 'I want to help you. Please.' Why does he even care. He doesn't even know me.
After a while he opens his eyes again and sighs again. 'Are you a Police officer ?' I ask. Please don't. He shakes his head and i sigh softly. 'Why are you working in this club. You're way too young to work there.' I don't know why I answer this question,but I do. 'My Mum and I need the Money. My dad left a year ago.' I wisper. He breaths in deeply and takes out his wallet. He hands me 100 $ and smiles a little. 'I-I can't take your money.' but he puts it into my hand and closes is gently. I look into his eyes and wisper 'thank you' he nods and looks around. 'It's kinda late. I will bring you home,ok ?'
We go to the apartment my Mom and I share and talk. 'So. What's your Name ?' he asks. 'Tris. Tris Prior.' I smile and look up to him. He's really tall and muscular but in a good way. Not too tall and not too muscular like those Bodybuilders. 'I'm Four.' he answers. 'Four ?' I ask 'Like the Number?' He nods and I don't ask another question.
I blush ,because the house looks really bad and I don't want him to laugh at me. surprisingly, he pulls me into a hug. 'Thank you' I wisper and wrap my arms around his body. 'Could you give me your Number ?' He wispers in my ear. I nod and he gives me his phone. I quickly save my number and give it back to him. 'Bye' I wave my hand and run to the big glass door. It has some cracks and squeaks when you open it. I run up the stairs to the 3rd Floor and open our door. 'Mum ?' I walk through the floor and finde a note on the kitchentable.
"I'm at work. dinner is in the microwave. Love you tris. Kisses
Mum."
I sigh and look at the food in the microwave. It does not smell good so I leave it where it is and take shower. I think alot. About four. About the Job. After the shower I change quickly and go to Bed. Usually i need 2 hours to fall asleep,but today it just takes me 20 minutes.