Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. They are the property of Charlaine Harris, I just want to play with them

Note: This is my first attemps at writing and since I'm form a french country I hope my english is correct.

CHAPTER 1

The first thing I notice when I regain conciousness, is the hunger, Oh! boy I am craving blood. BLOOD! What's happening to me!? I've never drank blood before except in case of emergency and now... I'm craving it. My brain is completly shut down for now. I take a rapid look at my serounding and I notice that I was burried, alone and I don't know where I am. My inctinct pushed me like I am a machine and I dig my way out by myself. It takes me several minutes to emmerge but I finaly do it. I am in the forest, my senses are overloaded by all the sounds of the night but at that time, I didn't care I needed blood... and fast.

I close my eyes and let my new improved senses search for me. There is...nothing! No humans around and nothing bigger than a fucking racoon. I'm becoming insane, and it's not a good thing. I finally decide to move on and climb with ease to the biggets tree to scan the area and see if there is a better direction to take. I see lights but they are very far away.

Running at vampire speed when you are starving is not something you want to do on a regular basis, but a that moment, I'm ready to do just about anything to have blood. It takes me a few minutes, but I finaly reach a city parc and I find my first prey. It's a young girl, she's about fourteen and she's alone sitting by a tree daydreaming. She didn't have the time to realise what was happening to her, my fangs ran out as I took her back in the forest with me, they dig savagely in her troath ans her blood is filling me with warm and pleasure. I take her body in the nearest swamp and make sure her remains will never be found. I'm a complete mess. My mouth is bloody, my shirt and shorts from Merlotte are stained with blood and dirt. But my mind is coming back finaly... I'm devastated... What have I done! I killed an innocent young girl just because I could. I dont even know exactly where I am and I need help, but there is one thing that I am sure, and it's that I've been made vampire! The only thing I never wanted, I start crying and I'm not able to stop. I stay like that for about an hour, taking the time to accept my new condition and what it implies.

I finaly stop crying, but my mind is racing, who did this to me? why? and most of all where is my maker? Normaly a maker is suposed to provide the firts meal to his newborn and teach him how to haunt without killing. But as far as I can say I am alone... First thing, I need to clean up and for once, I am lucky there are a couple of houses near and some have some cloth drying outside. I clean up the blood from my body and I dispose on my stained clothes carefully I dont want them to be found, just in case that they find the girls body. A new pang of guilt hurt me and I am about to cry. I cannot allow myself that kind of liberty for now so I concentrate on my next task, finding out where I am exactly and call for help. It's not like I could just ask anybody on the street, my need for blood is still there and my thirst is not completely sated. So beeing to close to a human is out of question for now.

I take a look at my serounding, just in case I see something familiar, and for the second time this evening, I am lucky, I'm in Shrevport, and right across the street, is the only place where I am sure to find help, FANGTASIA. Unfortunately, I cannot just go in, there are too much human in there, I muts find a phone and I dont have my cell. Great! Just great... And there is no public phone around. Maybe I can just hide myself in the parking until a vampire open the back door and I can ask him to get Eric? Maybe I can just enter and go directly in Eric's office, if I focus very seriously? Nah! Not gonna work. THE BOND! I search my mind maybe it's still there! YES! I can still fell it but it's very weak but it's still there. I try to send my terror directly to Eric, I sense icredulity, fear and a bit of something else... Hope. The back door open and here he is, my viking! The moment he sees me his face became even paler if it is possible for a vampire to become more pale, i sense rage, pain and joy. Pam is behind him and as usual, you cannot see anything on her face, not the emotionnal type that Pam! I don't know what to do, and for the first time this evening I feel safe, and I finaly find myself burried in Eric's chest. Again I start crying.

"She's leaking again master" Pam have always hated to see me crying but she likes to tease Eric when I cry on his shirt, and this time, I made a real mess.

"Shhh calm down my lover, everything is alright"

"No! Nothing is alright, I..I am a vampire! Fuck!"

"It's not so terrible you know, you could be definetly dead"

"Go tell this to the parent of the teneage girl I killed an hour ago"

Eric look me in the eyes "Tell me what happend?"

"I woke burried, alone and hungry in the forest, I've simply followed my instinct and that little girl was there and... and... I drained her, I...I couldn't control myself." I started crying for good.

Eric took me in his arm and carried me into his office and ask Pam to find an acceptable meal for me, he could see that I was still starving. I began to panick, I didn't want to kill somebody else. Eric send me soothing vibes thru the bond, but the bond was damaged when I died, and the soothing was not terribly efficient.

"Sookie, there is no need for you to panick, I'm here, I will not let you kill anyone, but you must pay attention, when I will tell you to stop you must obey ok?"

"Ok" I was still terrified, but with Eric by my side, I was feeling a little more confident, he wouldn't let me kill anyone, no?

"Lover, the bond is damaged, we will have to repair it" When I look at him, his smile was back, and what a smile! It was the sexiest smile i've ever seen from him and his eyes are radiating with lust, I know he's just trying to distract me with a sexual joke and I'm about to reply when Pam comes back to the office with a dark haired woman she didn't had any fang marks, at least visible. I tried to shield myself, I didn't want to hear all her fantaisies but it was not completely efficient, I am still too week, and there is already too much on my mind to concentrate. She's not there for me, she thought she was comming for Eric. I sink my fangs in her whrist anyway, I'm starving and I need blood badly. This time, I take the time to sense the flow of blood and when Eric tells me to stop I obey immediately but it's very hard, I try to remember the feeling I was getting from the human in front of me without succes, she's unconcius. And I need more.

"Don't worry Lover, you will probably need two or three more to quench your thirst, i'm surprised that you managed to come here without killing more than one human, your self control is amasing for a newborn."

"Yeah! Tell me about it" I was becoming sarcastic. I could't help myself, I'm feeling guilty about my first "Meal"

"Enough! Sookie, it's not your fault, you should never have woke up alone, your maker should normaly have been there, to guide you, educate you, at least he should have provide you your first meal. So stop that self pity party and tell me who did this to you"

I'm starting to feel a little annoyed, but I need the help so I shut my mouth for now and start to explain my last night as a human. "I was working the late shift and I got out by twelve thirty. I took a ride home with my car, I parked it and I got out of it and... I noticed a brain signature, a were brain. He was angry, very angry after that... nothing. I woke up alone in the wood and I was a vampire. I don't even know who is my maker and i'm terrified what if he call me? Will I be forced to go to him or her? Bill once told me that you can't ignore your maker's call."

"Don't worry about that, there is a way to cut the tie between a maker and his child, in certain circomstances, and abandonning a newborn vampire is one of those, especially since you killed your firt meal. As sherrif of this area I have the right to ask a witch to cut it, and as your bonded, I was the only one with the right to turn you. After you finish your meal, I will take you to my home, and I will call a witch who car perform the severing spell. Until then, if you sense a pull, a feeling you can't ignore, let me know I will take measures so you can be escorted so we can see who is your maker and I will restrain you so you cannot go to him or her. I promise I will keep you safe, remember that you are still my bonded, now, do you have a preference to who you want to be your official maker?" Now he is arboring a shit eating grin.

"Let me see..." His eyes are becomming very serious and a little concern by now "I think I will chose... you" I don't have the time to say anything else my second meal is coming. this time it's a little brunette, and I have less difficulties to stop but I am still hungry. Eric smiles at me.

"So it seem that I will be your "Master" after all" He's teasing me. I can feel it in our blood.

"You would like"

"Oh!, But it seem that I will" Here goes the shit eating grin again

"I thought I was your bonded? will the bond still be effective? will you still want me as yours? How will you make me your child? I'm already turned" I'm starting to worry, I love Eric, It took us so many years to find each other I didn't want to loose him. After the end of the fairy war, it took me serveral month to recover completely, now I am a wealty woman (Thanks to Nial and Claudine) I didn't have to work (Sam didn't want me to come back since I didn't really need the job) And I finally decide to listen to my hearth and give Eric and me a real chance, I knew he wanted to turn me eventually, but I didn't wanted to, it seems he will have his wish finaly.

"My lover, you will remain my bonded, I love you, so no mather what I will still be your lover. As for becoming my child, it's very simple. Once the tie between you and your maker is severed, I will drain you again and I will give you my blood. It will take only one night for you to awake and this time you will be "Mine" completely and forever" His eyes are piercing me testing me, teasing me but I'm to tired to fight with him about this tonight anyway. Or do I really want to fight with him about this?

Pam comes in with my third meal, I dont't even look at her I just feed and I stop by myself. Eric is proud of me. And for now it's the only thing I want. My last meal of the night is a man, he looks at me expectantly and Eric growl at him. It makes me smile. Once I'm finished we head "Home"