Who was I before she fell from the sky? I must have been the darkest person to ever exist. Constantly thinking about my revenge and how I would get it. Even going as far as making her a part of it. I mean, how low was that of me? Clearly, she had no interest in it. She just saw it as fun which is so like her.
You could say that she and I could never get along. That our personalities are too different but I say that's not true. Her happiness and overall positive outlook on life was just what I needed. Without her, I would be going crazy right now. You may not believe it but it's already happened. When she left me alone once before, all I could think about was destruction. I couldn't even keep our home clean. When she finally returned, she scolded me for it. Funny enough, she didn't know what had happened to me in her short absence but somehow managed to fix me so easily. All she had to do was be there.
I really wish I was that useful to her. It seems I just make things harder on her by bringing unnecessary drama into her life. Seriously, all she wants to do is speak to mushrooms and do science which, I'll add so you know i'm over it, is perfectly normal and fine. Maybe I didn't think so before but I do now. It's not so wierd when you think about it. Well, it's not so weird when she is doing it but that doesn't mean she's not crazy because she is. Still, she's my kind of crazy and I would be lost without her.