Pain to a Dark Angel
I have seen and heard so much pain, so much suffering and destruction. It is not fair.
I have seen enough to last me a thoughsand lifetimes. And I must watch it over and over again. And I will be born over and over again because of it. And inspite of it. All I want to do is die. And stay dead after living a full life. But I can't, all I can do is watch my few friends suffer in pain. And there is nothing I can do to stop it. For I am the cause of all of it. I am only here to hurt. That is my duty. And that is what I must do. Forever... I am full of hopes and dreams. Why can't people see that? I want to live a life. A full life just once... Is that so much to ask? Is it? I want to find my true love and grow old with them. To live in peace. To have a home that I can live in, rais my children in, share my love in. But I know how crule fate can be. For I know that that can never be. And I know that I must live this life over and over as I must also feel this pain over and over. And this Hell is what I call everday life. And this...
Is pain to a dark angel.