Author's note: Okay guys I came up with the idea for this fan fiction, and it's my first good one on so I hope you like it. Please please please R & R Chapter 1 He's back, and she's got songs. "Jude!" Darius called, seeing her walk past his office at G major. "Come in here we need to talk." "What did I do?" She asked, knowing that when Darius wanted to "Talk" it was usually a bad thing.
"Nothing." Darius smiled. "But I've got some news for you."
"Good news?"
""Well it might be, but on the other hand…"
"Spill it D you're making me nervous." Jude informed him.
"Let me just get to the point. Tommy's back." He said bluntly.
Jude looked pained, and for a moment didn't know what to say. "And?" she said finally.
"He's going to produce you again."
"But D! You know what he did to me!" Jude said in fury. "He left, he hurt me, and…"
"The two of you had chemistry when he was your producer and you made great music." Darius explained.
"Had being the operative word in that sentence!"
"Jude…"
"You know what D? Just forget it, I'll do it." She said sadly.
"Wow!"
"Isn't that what you want?"
"Yes, but I thought you would have put up more of a fight."
"Would there be a point to that Darius?" Darius now knew the extent of Jude's pain. They'd become much more friendly over the last few months, she'd made it a habit to always call him D, and this simple gesture alerted him to her aching heart. But he couldn't help it. It made sense business wise. The two would make great music, though he knew that much of it would be angry, but that was a good thing.
"Not really, but…" Then she looked past him out of the window, and noticed Tommy getting out of his viper.
"Tell him I'll be behind the glass when he's ready." Jude said coldly as she left the room.
"Where is she?" Tommy asked walking into Darius's office. "Behind the glass."
"How'd she take the news?"
"You really hurt her Tom."
"I know," he said, his voice dripping with regret, pain, and sorrow. He went to studio A where Jude was waiting behind the glass.
"Jude."
"Can we just do this?" Jude asked.
Tommy sighed. "Yes go ahead."
Jude began to sing, so much emotion in her voice. It dripped with raw, and uncut pain.
"Crouched down on a rooftop, In my mothers high healed shoes. I'm wondering if I will drop, Or fly away with you.
I can smell the rain coming, But I won't leave until it falls. I'm gonna soak in it's downpour, Until I here my mother's calls.
Cause I am playing god.
I am raising hell as far as I can tell.
I am all-alone.
Alone in this world.
Alone with you.
I carry spring rain in my hair. Weighted sorrow perfect clouds. Bursting in the air, Wash away and drown.
I am playing god.
I am raising hell as far as I can tell.
I am all-alone.
Alone in this world.
Alone with you.
Roofs lift beneath my feet.
As the branches back away from me.
The softest grass turns to concrete.
But I will fly.
I will fly. You will see.
Cause I am playing god. I am raising hell as far as I can tell. I am all-alone. Alone in this world.
Alone."
Tommy waited for her to finish off with the words with you, but that was it. "I am all alone." Played over and over in his head, he wanted so badly to run behind the glass, hug her, and tell her that she wasn't alone.
"That was good." Tommy said into the microphone, seeing no faults in her performance.
"I'm not finished." Jude told him blandly. "I've got one more song."
"Shoot" Tommy said waiting for Jude to once again start singing"
I'm not feeling so well.
Can't you see I don't want to grow old?
And my photograph's an epitaph of parody
I don't wanna be me
I'm not feeling so sure It would help if you offered a cure If I wait, it's too late for the remedy I don't wanna be me
You won't save me 'Cause I'm not the fortunate one So, don't blame me If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
I'm not feeling so well
Maybe we could just sit for a spell?
And make amends, it depends on my injury
I don't wanna be me; I don't want to be me
I don't wanna be me
You won't save me 'Cause I'm not the fortunate one So, don't blame me If I decide to just run
You won't save me 'Cause I'm not the fortunate one So, don't blame me If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run.
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run."
"Um wow." Tommy said, shocked. "That was… It was good." He'd never known Jude to write songs quite that dark. He must have really hurt her. "Jude!" Tommy said, as she ran from behind the glass.
"Don't bother!" Jude said pushing past him, and heading out of the studio.
There was no doubt that Tommy had hurt Jude when he'd left, but that was the least of her pain. What, or who could be hurting Jude? And could things get dangerous if someone doesn't find out soon?
Author's note: The two songs in the fan fiction are not mine. The first one is rooftop by Melissa McClelland, and the second; I don't want to be me by Amanda Clemens. I heard them both on Degrassi, and thought they'd fit with the story line, though you might see some of my original lyrics, if I think they fit in other parts of the story.
The drama gets more intense in coming chapters; please please please r & r!
Much love
Annie