a/n- Hey guys just a quick note before you start reading *not that it's going to take them long...* SHUT-UP! Anywho, this is my first story/poem so...I NEED FEEDBACK! Even if you hate it, please tell me. Now on to the warnings and disclaimers!

Warning-There is slash. In. This. Poem. If you have a problem with it that's ok. I don't want to hear about it though, so please leave. Also some language. Thank-you!

Disclaimer-Harry Potter and it characters are in no way mine. The pairings would have been a bit different...*coughcoughREMUS/SIRUScough*


The first was hell,

The following was as well.

On the third I cried.

On the fourth I should have died.

The fifth stopped all my talk,

And on the sixth I could barely walk.

By the seventh moon…

By the seventh I locked it all away.

Without a wish, or hope, or pray,

Of you, my love, returning,

To take away the pain; all the yearning…

Damn my heart! My foolish pride,

Your betrayal, no death! I'll take it in stride!

I will forget you, I swear I will!

You have not broken me, you haven't still!

Your name matches your rock hard heart.

What am I saying? What heart?

Just a blacked spot where lies grow.

I wish you'd died! To give back the lives you stole!

And I, I would laugh at your cold, ashen face.

The rags of Azkaban do become you! Black family's disgrace.

If I were only strong enough to do half the things I said,

Perhaps you'd still be here; Lilly and James not dead.

But I'm not and you're not ever going to be,

And damn it! I still love you even though you'll never love me.


a/n- Oh the angsty sadness. So...What did you think? What's that!? I can't hear you! You'll just have to review! How about this...The first and seventh persons to review get to know what my name means!*but your name's stupid* Shh! They don't know that...Thanks for reading!

-DaLlama