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"Lissa, please talk to me" begged Christian
Looking at Christian from Lissa's eyes let me feel the adoration she had for him, but while in her head I also feel sadness, betrayal, and worry. This made me feel worse knowing that the reason she feels like this is because of me.
Since I left the academy, every once in a while I check on Lissa. I feel responsible for whatever happens to her because I left. I also use this as a distraction; it obviously isn't a good one, considering the fact that I still feel sad and empty because her emotions are mirroring mine. But being in Lissa's head did give me a way to see my friends and know what's going one back at the academy. I decided to leave Lissa's head and give her some privacy.
I start to look around the plane, and as I do I see a couple sitting a few seats in front of me. And I soon as I saw them I wish I hadn't. Looking at them reminded me of the way Dimitri and I used to be-that is, whenever we got a chance to be alone- they seemed so comfortable with each other. The guy even started resembling Dimitri- I must really be going crazy. But instead of testing my theory, I looked away.
Dimitri.
He was the reason I left the academy.
The reason I am on this plane and on my way to Siberia. I am going to keep my promise to him. I am going to do whatever it takes.
I closed my eyes and hoped sleep would come to me. But instead all the events from the last couple of weeks were playing in my head. One in particular kept replaying.
I was once again in the cabin, Dimitri had me pinned down.
"Let me go!" I had yelled for the hundredth time that night.
"No" he said voice hard and almost desperate."Not until you break out of this, this isn't you"
I didn't want to replay my terrible temper, so the next image that came into my head was Dimitri's lips on mine. I can remember that kiss so clearly, the way our bodies had wrapped around each others, the feel of his body….
I shook my head, as if to shake the memory away. I didn't want to remember what happened anymore, it just reminds me of what we could've been, but can't. But now the images going through my head were from that night, when the strigoi attacked the academy. And because of this battle a new mark adorned my neck, next to my two molinga marks. Some time after thinking about theses events, I drifted off to sleep.
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