Saul Holden sighed contently as he felt his lover Jonathan's lips gently grazed his collar bone. He heard Jonathan moan" Oh god Saul. Oh god. " They shared kisses both tender and pleasure Saul had cried out as he felt his lover's beautiful body enter him."I love you Jonathan." He murmured. Soon they rejoiced in the love that they both had thought they had lost.

They now lay in Jonathan's bed. Saul lay against the pillows as he felt Jonathan's lips caressed his bare this happened, wonderful feelings engulfed him. These feelings he felt pleasured him but at the same time they scared him. He moaned in pleasure as he felt Jonathan's fingers running over his body such as it did that first night. That night in which he had lost his heart.

He had never felt this way about any one. This man captured his heart meny years ago unknowingly . It had been during their first sexual encounter. An encounter which due to his drinking Jonathan had forgotten. But Saul had never forgot. It had broken his heart. His younger self had fallen deeply in love with Jonathan that night. But after that night, he had never heard from Jonathan for years . then suddenly last year Jonathan had gotten in touch with him, and had decided to give their relationship a try.

Jonathen now kissed saul's collarbone gently,as Saul's own hands gently explored Jonathan's body. Jonathan gazed contently in to Saul's eyes. "To think I wasted all those years at the bottom of a bottle of booze when I could have had this. I was such a fool ,such a fool." Saul gently touched his lover's cheek. "No you weren't. We were young, we were stupid. we didn't know what the hell we were doing. I know I didn't. I only know that I fell in love with you. And truth be told I still am."

Jonathan smiled as he pressed his own nude body against Saul's . "And I am in love with you." He ran his fingers through Saul's hair as he gazed at him contently "To think that all this time, all these years, I could have had the love of such a sweet and handsome and gentle man."Saul felt himself blush. He kissed Jonathan as he put his arms around him " You have it now."

ok i am soooo not sure about this one.

but this is set after the last ep of brothers and sisters. the one that got away. ( after that wonderfull kiss at the resturant.)

and its about my second fave couple Saul and Jonathan

hope you like. please review

and should i continue?