My first upload on Fanfiction yay :D So this chapter is preslash. I want them to be friends before anything. I plan to make the story filled with angst because I loove that.

Disclaimer: I don't own The Vampire Diaries or any of the characters.

Song: Sunshine in the Rain - BWO

Jeremy

I Left after Bonnie ditched me for that new guy, Luca. He's nice. I have nothing against him even though he interrupted my date with Bonnie. Yes, for me it was a date.

I'm like that. Hanging out with a girl is always a date. I don't have any close guy friends so being just friends with a girl is something I don't know how to do.

I haven't had close friends in a long time, or ever. Even before my parents died it was always just girlfriends. I've dated a lot of girls but Vicky my first. It was anothe level of intimacy and all new to me. Everytime I saw her with Tyler I felt sick. But for some reason I smiled when I saw Bonnie talking to Luca. She looked...happy, and maybe relivied.

I know I shouldn't be smiling at the sight of Bonnie looking very happy with another guy on our date. Maybe I don't like her the way I thought I did because I'm usually a pretty jealous guy. She's really beautiful and I feel like we have a connection. But apparently it's not a heart connection.

I'm sitting on the couch in the living room, trying to focus on my homework but I'm to damn hungry. Jenna should be home soon, she said she'll cook today.

Tyler

Now two people know. Two people that I only six monthes ago could barley stand, know what I am.

My life is more fucked up than ever. I not only hung out with Jeremy but I also told him about my family secret. He kind of already knew but I confirmed it. Then I fucking cried in front of Caroline...after breaking in to her house to demand answers. Apparently she's a vampire. Yeah those exist too. Whats next? Dragons? Zombies? Harry fucking Potter?

I feel Like shit. I feel like shit because the fact that I killed a girl is not what's making me feel this way. I guess I really am a monster. I didn't even value her life when she fell and hit her head. I just thought about myself and this, this curse.

Caroline told me about the secret counsil my mother and her's are involved in. She said that we are the only of our kind that she knows of. I doubt that we are. This secret counsil wouldn't exist if we were the only ones. She also said that I shouldn't tell anyone about us. But I kind of already did.

Jeremy said that he read about the werewolf thing in his crazy ancestor's journal. And ten he figured it could be real. It seems to be a bad habit of his, trying to make life more complicated than it already is. I guess drugs can fuck you up.

I'm on my way to the woods. I have to learn to control my strenght and speed otherwise I won't be able to play fotball anymore. I find a big open space. I close my eyes, take a deap breath and start running. I run as fast as I can, the wind is whipping my face, I should try to run slowly but man, this feels awsome.

Jeremy

I woke up well-rested. I wasn't able to sleep very good when Katherina was running freely. I'm glad that's over. Now I just wanted my life to be normal, for a while atleast. But that won't be easy. Not when I'm surrounded by vampires, witches and werewolfes. Or a witch and a werewolf.

I wonder how Tyler's dealing. He was pretty freaked out that time we talked. Sarah's death was accident, tyler was trying to protect himself. But...it's just weird. He almost killed her before. It's like she was the one he was meant to kill and he can't escape that fate. I guess that's why they call it a curse.

I go downstairs to the kitchen. Jenna is sleeping, she's still recovering. Elena is sitting on the barstool, sipping her coffee, looking a bit down.

"Morning," I say and flash a smile.

"Good morning Jer," she answes and smiles back.

I've been more appreciative of her recently. Watching her bleed and hurt. Not knowing why and how to stop it made me, for a second, think I was going to lose her. Everyone else dies on me. Why would she be an exception. And then to top it all of she was kidnapped. I can honestly say I've never been happier at the fact that she's sitting infront of me, well and alive.

She looked at me with a concerned eyes. "Are you okay Jer?"

"Yeah, I'm good. It's just, alot has happened." I said and smiled to assure her I'm fine.

"You can say that again." She said and and looked down at the table. "Poor Aimee, she had nothing to do with Kathrine and... Sarah. Oh, Tyler must feel awful" She had a sympathetic look on her face.

His life is far from easy right now. His father died, he killed a girl and now he's a werewolf.

"Ready to leave Jer?"

"Yes, let's go" I said. I'm gonna talk to Tyler, see how he's doing.

Tyler

As I drove into the schools parking lot I saw Matt standing by my usual parking spot. He's been extra nice ever since the masquerade party.

He doesn't remember what he did and I didn't tell him all of it. All he know right know is that he started to fight me, broke some things and then Sarah fell and hit her head. But he feels bad for what he did.

So typical of him. He's so considerate. We're almost total oppsites and we've still managed to be best friends all these years.

I park my car and walk out. Matt standing infront of my car,

"Mornin' Tyler," he says with his usual sunny smile.

I find this very annoying. I mean matt is always happy but I can tell when he's exaggerating. I glare at him.

"Listen Man. This is real nice and all but I'm not a chick you know" I say, trying not to sound too mean. "It's not like we've never fighted before and the things you broke are replaceable. No hard feeling, okay."

He walkes towards me and puts his arm on my right shoulder. "Tyler" he says and looks me in the eyes. "I'm you're friend, I care about you." I wonder where he's going with this.

"You've been trough a lot in a short period of time. You're Dad's death and now Sarah. Maybe she wasn't close to you or anything but you witnessed her death and stuff like that can be...hard to deal with. What I'm trying to say is that if you need anything, I'm here for you, okay?"

I just nod. Although I would never say it out loud; Matt always makes me feel better with his cheesy talk.

It was finally Luch break. I have a bigger appetite nowadays. I feel hungry even when I feel full. It's weird. Everything tastes better. Sometimes it's intense and I can taste every single ingredient. Eating now sure is more enjoyable.

But walking through a hallway full with teenagers is hell. So many diffrent scents and most of them I don't like.

As I was putting my books into my locker I sensed a familiar scent coming closer. I turn my right to see Jeremy walking towards me. I close my locker and turn towards him.

"Hey Tyler, how've you been," he asks and shows of that signatur smile of his, trying to act casual but I know better.

"I'm allright I guess," I answer and try to think of how I can end this conversation without being a douche. Because I'm pretty sure he wants to talk about the one subject I'm avoiding right now. I'm beginning to think thats the only reason he ever approaches me. It annoys me more than it should.

Jeremy moves closer. He tries to make eye contact and I give in only to get this over with.

"I'm Sorry about Sarah," he says with a low tone. "I'm glad Caroline was there to stop the fight between you and Matt. Too bad she couldn't stop Sarah. I guess even someone with super reflexes couldn't have seen that coming."

Wait, what? Does he? How does he know about Caroline? She said no one else knew about her. She lied to me. What if all she said was a lie.

I can't help but glare at Gilbert. I can see the confusion on his face. It's not his fault. I know that but still. I just wan't the truth now and he better tell me.

"Parking lot, after school," I say and walk away.

Please let me know what you think ;P I'm if it's a bit swenglish. I've already written another chapter so let me know if you wan't more. Ta-Ta